No names. Some thoughts with the tale, songs, poem

Инна Бальзина-Бальзин
5.4.2017 - 6.4.2017
Great Britain, Nottinghamshire


No names. Some thoughts with the tale, songs, poems


He have so his wonderful daughter! She loves him so much!

His daughter loves him as her Dad so much!  So, she tried to do all to keep him as a virgin till his eternal life till his death, just to her won needs!

She loves him so much! She tried to keep him as a virgin man, till his death, his eternal life after his death. just for her one only and for her own need only!

So, any woman in his love - his woman, his lover, his knowns, his partner, his possible future wife made her to push her to leave her so beloved father, her Dad, - she tried to create scandals, to upset other women, to make uncomfortable to leave her Dad alone and one and a virgin!

His Dad never said to her adult age daughter, probably, how he enjoyed a life, having other women in his life, talking, making a sex, laughed, coddled, kissed, making a sexual activities which all adults do as they are adults, sharing a free time and a company and fantasies and thoughts, and food and drinks too.

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In old tales, stories were about evil nasty mother-in-laws, offended their new daughters-in-laws,   but in the reality,  here are so stories,  as adults kids tried to do all to upset and to humiliate the new women in their father's life, to ruin all, to free him 'from this woman' and to keep their Daddy a  virgin man till his future eternal life till his death".


Here are two main reasons, or three main reasons.

1st, as emotions of self-fishes, looking for other people, parents as their own property 'he is mine!" and no way to share!"    

This is really stupid, as needs of adult males, men, are not which their own kids would be able to satisfy themselves, with this theirs 'he is mine only!"

The some way, as any pet at home may be 'mine', but to be happy pet, any alive pet has his needs in a food, drinks, etc, -- so adults, women and men, had their own needs in their own adult's things, including their sexual activities and communications with other adults too.

In the nature, all birds parents flied away one day from their own nest with babies birds, as their babies birds grow enough to be adults, to look for their own needs themselves.

In human society and families, plenty parents are looking for their kids for all their lives as for a small kids.

Really, plenty mothers whom did such way, ruined their own son's marriages and family lives till a divorce process, as their wives may feel this a wrong situation always to be blamed 'as you are not good enough for my son!" or "my mother did this better!"  -  each woman need her own spaces, her own home, some, as for any alive biological female  - any female bird, any female mammal - a female bears, a female pussy-cat, a female wolf, a female swan - each alive female needs to have her own safety comfortable for her space to stay safe for her to produce babies and to help them to grow up.


See, the nature!    No one female mother-in-law would come to inspect another female properties 'as here my son!" to say her vision here, thoughts, opinions, to upset another female in her own space,   ----  this way  is really not natural for the nature.    No one male animal would open a door in his home space where his female and babies  to  his own parents, to his own mother too, - this is not permit in the nature to come to a space of family and another female space.


Look, swans are for a long time together, sometimes till the end of their life, they are together, they are swimming together, they are protecting their relationship.

Can you imagine, what will the swans family had  a life, if when a female swan is nesting,   her mother-in-law swan, a mother of her beloved male swan would come to her nest to inspect this, to say, as 'her daughter-in-law is not good enough, as nobody would be better her herself for her son never! as his wife!"

The biological swan family would not survived, they would stopped to live together to produce babies-swans.

The nature around did this STOP really clearly in instincts and attitudes.   If it was some others animals, with visiting mother-in-laws opinion to upset their daughters-in-laws, wives of their sons, -- we do not know no one surviving biological type. No one.   Just for humans, but numbers of divorces where women put a reason as the had not been fully protected as wives, respected as a wife, with needs of her as a wife to have her own safe comfortable home, house, to where no one another adults would come to upset her, and plenty women in a divorces blamed their mothers-in-laws attitude to upset them, and their husbands as not to stop this and so not protecting their wives and their safety and a comfort and rights.

Human race is surviving, on this, when parents started to be apart, as human society and state and relatives tried to protect kids.

But really, would be right, to ask such mothers-in-law to pay money after a divorce of their sons to protect their grandkids to up them, too. As they all do not answered for the activities to damage other people life, families, marriages.

Any woman had her rights to have her own family, home, house, life, as her own space, where would be a comfortable and safe for her.

If some other people, came to upset her in her home, house, - she had not her own safe comfortable space already to stay as her own nest for nesting - her family and kids.

Some adult males, men, educated by their mothers to respect rights and needs and wishes just one woman as their own mothers, and nobody else.

Not each mother-in-law would protect rights of her daughter-in-law to be happy woman with her son, - as maternal love to sons so big and much, that all other people as not exciting at all with their rights and needs.

Schools provide the sexual education for kids, worried they may grow up, not find natural ways for their biological instincts themselves.

But the family life is much more righter a sexual life of adults, -- here plenty problems of housekeeping needs, financial problems, food preparation needs, planing of money aspects, physiological needs and problems.

and one of the common problem of finding right balance of spending free time with own spouse (a wife, a husband, a partner, a girlfriend, a boyfriend) and parents and other relatives.

Some mothers cried when their sons grow up to have their own needs in girlfriends, a wife, a family.   The loss of growing son which started to be not a small baby son, - but an adult, while a maternal love needs to keep sons as babies son forever and near their Mums.

Plenty women go though this, working, with the help of their husbands, and later enjoying their grandkids, great grandkids, to see them.

Hobbies of parents to have their own needs, their own social life, communications, helped for adults to stay more calm, to pass a loss of their kids, whom grew and left to make their own life.

The love of parents to each another is a great support themselves too in any life situation. 

"Look!  Your son is growing up to be an adult to have his adult life, and his women in his life too!     Are you wish be his girl-friend? his wife? no? as you have your own man, your own husband, your own family home, your own space, as your home.   So, another woman, as a woman of your son, the some alive creature and the some alive woman as you are -she needs to have her own husband, her own home, her own family safe space too.      You had no rights  to criticizes a wife of your son as her home or her   -  she is your son choice! she is his, his woman, a part of him, so, to love a son for mother - to take to accept his choices and his women and his wife."

The love is the support.

No,  all these mistakes are so common on emotional base of jealousy, female jealousy.    Birds do their life easy - parents leaved their grown babies birds.

The love is sometimes to leave not to damage to give a space for kids to grow up to make their lives, their families.

Humans race had somethings as teenagers younger problems  for children in their 13-14-15-16 years, - plenty kids tried to protect their rights and their needs and to upset parents by doing opposite things or not to doing right things.

Scientists named a reason of this as a hormonal changes, so, a really natural way.

But if to look for all animals, birds, these hormonal changes and aggravations may be just the sign of body 'you are grow up to be the adult to leave parents to work to have your own life, your own earning money to spend, to start your vision way.

So, the nature put hormonal changes to play a bell of grown up body to start to work.

But in the modern human society we all wish not to have unskilled workers with any education, as our societies needs skilled qualified professionals, and so, well educated in schools, colleges, Universities.

So, while a body play a loud bell of  loud aggravations with parents to leave them, as the nature push to leave to go away to start a new life as the adult, - some kids leaved their parents in their 15-16 years old age, started to work to earn their own money.

But some kids are not, they continue to stay with their parents in parents'es house, and so and under the financial protection of parents, and practical protection of food supplies, needs, etc.

Kids, whom stayed with parents, leaned to listen their parents to respect parents'es opinions, thoughts, to listen all.

This is and a good, as a great leaning, and a bad as the way of depending slavery from other people words, opinions, thoughts, orders, needs.

And here a problem after to continue to stay on such base of depending emotional, financial, moral depending slavery for the rest of life till the end as a depending small baby of Mum or Dad to listen their orders and opinions - some kids of this never grow up enough to protect their own life, their own needs, their own partners, spouse, kids.

The way of a depending slavery is not always on the base of respect and a friendship, - some people use the push others to receive their power as emotional power or a way of fear as a push.    So, educated depending slave on the activity of powerful push him-her only, would be not protect his wife-partner-kids if they would not copy his parents's powerful push attitude, - they started to be as a fully deaf to asks by a low voice or to any ask as not from their parents. 


Why does one man go to a work and another don't?

One men needs someone as his own mother-father, as a powerful push him to do something.

This means, any whom more weak, has no chances their needs and rights will be accepted to listen. So, definitely, a divorce.

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In Muslim families in Caucasus, in the past time society,   all sons had no rights to stay with their mother's with some certain age - as they grew up to be accepted as adults and as male too.  About age 13-14 yo, all sons started to be separate on father's side of house or property with other males.   

After this, to return back for female side of property would be possible only to earn money to have own house, own property, own family, own wife.

This really cruel way of the separation might be the attempt to cut ways of mothers to be much to involved in their sons' family life:  - No, you will not listen your mother's opinions to lean to think yourself now and to have yours'.

Muslim man had explained me, as really, this wrong for his wife to start to feel herself as a wife of her son forever and so to be near her son always forever while she has her own husband and her own man to keep happy as her family and her house to keep clean and a food preparation too.

So, some boys, sons, staying with parents for a longer, had a loss of ability to have a shed of push of parents. Some have, some have not.

***

But men, whom started their own adults life early to work to earning their money,  they had so strong love to their own kids, to agree to keep any attitude from their kids, and wrong attitude too, especially, if a child was a really ill during sometimes, or as a greatest pithiness and a love to their kids.

To love own kids are so natural, to enjoy to see them.

But if some powerful parents do one things as a depending slaves from their kids to parents,   some another group of parents grow up a huge egoistic rude self-fishes whom never will respect other people lives, rights, needs, opinions, thoughts, the existing, individualities.

***

May you imagine to be in a love with a man, an adult age, with his beloved child, an adult daughter, educated by the way never respect others, women, adults, other people lives and rights and age,   as just she sure having her rights about other people life to discuss her opinion.

There are plenty such adult men, British single men,  whom might married to have families or married to have families  but their attempts  to build their life happy as adults, to have a family,  had been ruined  by their own daughters and kids, started to dislike this way as their Dad's new woman, their possible new mother-in-laws, trying to ruin other people relationship, their father's adult relationship with a woman,   whom is not their mother,   another woman of their father, as a single man, living alone --  but kids are so like the idea to keep their father to stay  as a virgin single alone man till his end of life to his eternal life after his death.

***

One emotional things as a jealousy, as  a natural way, as habits of egoistic creatures and self-fishes to keep all their properties as theirs and so their father to themselves only, - which his property and his savings.

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Another thing as a financial.

Here is no any love at all, no any love to their own father, as the cool accounting of egoistic self-fishes on their father's heritage after his death - as attempts to save all father's heritage just for themselves.

So, the love to money as a push to blame to damage any woman near own Dad to push her to leave by a wrong rude attitude and to destroy other people relationship to save father's sayings, father's money, just in own pockets of his relatives and kids - they do not worry about their Dad, as about themselves, here, definitely.

***

Look,  so plenty tales about evil nasty mother-in-laws and why here is not any tale as the opposite way?

I will say why.

Probably, mothers-in-laws kept a silence about their tears from their kids-in-laws, trying no to upset their husbands by some things as the truth about their kids from previous women and wives.

Or, because some unknown women, whom left one single men, after the rude nasty humiliation her by  them, his kids and him too, she walked away on the street, out of their house, walked away, and though a forest with no light and she wrote this her naive tale as some really nasty evil mother-in-law through out these poor kids on the street to go to a forest, while this women was walked on the street or in the forest herself, alone and one.     It might be a type of a sad joke, just nobody realized that,  as  her heart was able still and to cry and to love and to love them all too.


The Real Story Tale


5.4.2017 - 6.4.2017
Great Britain, Nottinghamshire


"No names. Ellie Balsham and Lancelot Almurr Sysse',

the story with poems, songs and tales


Ellie was so glad to find her beloved man for her life.  She always dreamed to be happy, to have a warm house, her beloved husband and kids, to look for them all, to love them all, to be happy.

She walked on the street to put the dust away from small carpets, working fast.


Suddenly, some unknown man, on his horse, stopped near her place, looking on her with a full attention, and Ellie looked to him too, - as in her dream, - he was beautiful and attractive man, and  something pressed her heart painful to stop, memorizing this moment and his face and his look forever as a hope with white flying wings, upping her up and up to a sky of her dreams.

Unknown man said to her:

- You are so attractive woman!  My horse and me stopped here and we would stay for all day and night near you and forever!  You as a spark of bright light for me! Where is your home? whom is you?  My name is Lancelot Almurr Sysse!


Ellie replied, that she would be Ellie, living locally near, a daughter of Balsham:

-  Unfortunately, my father Balsham had a full loss of all his heritage, so, and mine too. We have not now our castle, our native land, our properties, our servants, too,  so, I am doing this all myself now, really sorry, I am, probably, dirty!  My father Balsham leaved a place, trying to travel abroad to sold goods to find our luck again, so, I am living now alone and one here, waiting him or my marriage.


Lancelot Almurr Sysse said:
- Well,  so pity, your social status is so low now, you are the beauty! and i would be marry on you! as I am a single man now, living alone and one, when my 5th wife died, leaving me to stay alone with plenty my beloved kids!

Ellie made a quick kneed-sett, a curtsy-bob, realized the huge existing gap of a financial situation as a border between them two.   Her dreamed tender Angel-Dream about the marriage with this attractive man, Lancelot Almurr Syssee, had ruined down from the sky to a land, sounding loudly bumms! as broken into smallest pieces.


But Ellie continue to talk with this unknown man, Lancelot Almurr Sysse, trying to fight for her happiness to talk to see him for a one last minute longer while they will never look each another again in their live any more, hoping to do friends:

-  Really, Gordon Van Sise is my genetic cousin on 5.7 generations between us two, we shared 9.6 cM (cantiMorgens) in our genetic tests results, or 38 cM (cantiMorgens) total if the accounting segments bigger of equal 1 sM, with the largest segment in 4.1 cM (cantiMorgents) while I never listened his name before from my mother as one of our relative before.  His Surname Sise sounding near to your surname Syssee. May Gordon Van Sise to be your relative? and if so, we both would be related in our genes too? 


- No, no, I do not a clue about Sir or Mr Gordon Van Sise, and my mother, maiden name Mary Causer or Mary Kauser or Mary Kauzer never named such gentleman to me too, dear Ellies, really sorry.


- Dear Sir Lancelot Almurr Sysse, really strange, but I saw a text of name with genetic results of Gordon Van Sise, I remember, as his genetic cousin in 4.9 generation was Kathryn Kayser, and that Kathryn Kayser's genetic cousin's in 3.5 generations was R. Kayser.  Surnames Kayser, Kauser, Kauzer, Causer, all looked so near in writing and sounding, as all may be the some. really.


- I am not interesting in all this staff, dear Ellie, pardon me, it would be enough for me all my own problems.   Sorry, may I use your house hospitality for a while?  I just damaged my back, fell down on the run of hunting in the forest, and, probably, needed a toilet facility and a drink. a cup of tea would be nice, if you would offer me this, dear Ellie. May I come? Please?


Such strange ways had started their known-ship.


This surprised them both, but soon they started to like to sit to discuss something together - the history, events, genealogy, boats, horses, music, songs. Ellie sang songs, read poems, Lancelot Almurr Sysse had enjoyed a cup of tea with biscuits.


One day they danced, and he started to coddle and to kiss her, making her body to be more and more naked from all her clothes:

- We will be friends forever, dear Ellie!


Ellie had not noticed this, that she started to be suddenly all naked in  his arms, while she was already a fully naked woman on his palms.


They enjoyed each another, as lovers, spending together their time, something was singing songs, upping to be happy and Ellie body started to sing own songs, mooing own melodies of happiness.


- We may write our texts and songs for a singing and a sale, one day, dear Ellie, - Lancelot Almurr Sysse had promised his plans for Ellie.


She was happy, and she was thinking, they will be married soon to stay together happy forever as this all was so nice for them both.


Lancelot Almurr Sysse invited her to come in his castle.


Ellie came on the yard of the Castle, it was a big tall thinnest small Castle, rounded with a mixed heavy tall border of pine trees, oaks, silver birth, willows near the small river bank, covered by heavy biggest gray stone steps, cracked, covered with a grass. Plenty bushes blossom with bright yellow or tender light violet, blue and white flowers. 

The family small church has looked from a distance, and a small stone fountain, without a water, asking to be happy all again.

Oh! all was as an old tale!

20 biggest tallest Labradors dogs run on her ways, barking loudly on Ellie, but Lancelot Almurr Sysse has stopped them.

- This is my woman!  Keep away from her!, - Lancelot Almurr Sysse shouted these his really angry words to his Labradors dogs.

And as some dogs had not listened his orders, continue to bark on Ellie, he started to use his heavy metal stick, beating dogs's heads to listen his words to stop to bark.


Ellie has been terrified, feeling a fear that if Lancelot Almurr Sysse will start to beat and her and her head one day by his heavy metal stick, as these dogs, if he will be really angry on her.


Ellie had not fears of dogs, as they had a lot of pets in their place.

And Ellie started to shout Lancelot Almurr Sysse:
- Stop this, stop stop! Please, not do this! They will stop themselves!

Lancelot Almurr Sysse has stopped, his twenty Labradors dogs have stopped to bark too, and all walked inside of his castle. 


His castle was really old, some floor wood was dropped, making holes on the floor, a really bad smell of something unknown filled all places, as a black magic fog. 

The dust had covered all surfaces, making no clear place to sit down in a comfort. Broken hangs of doors, broken damaged things around, - a time stopped here so heavy, making plenty messy things, while all walls were in plenty nice paintings with the art, and the high stone fireplace was with the hottest biggest fire inside to warm a hall room.

- Sorry, dear Ellie, I am living alone, no a wife, as my 5th last beloved wife had died suddenly, and I am not a woman to arrange here all these females things, what women so like.   Here was some one clean wood chair, probably, this?


Ellie was terrified of a dark dirty dusty ruined castle of Lancelot Almurr Sysse, it was some foggy black magic fear shade on all things around, making a strong wish to run away quickly and never return back.


They decided to listen a music - all was broken. They decided to have a cup of tea - all cups were covered with dark black dust and this black dust was everywhere.

-  This is from a coal, - I use a coal, - Lancelot Almurr Sysse said, and he started to try to kiss her to make a love.

Ellie stopped him:

- You know, you are right, this place definitely needs some female hands touch, - so lovely pictures, paintings, a fireplaces, all, would be so better just to clean a little but this black dust from everywhere and  to repair damages which here some too.

Yes, good manners say never noticed other people's hole, but good manners of a kind hearts say to notice to offer to do repairs cross-stitches,


So, Ellie helped to clean a dust, and she sat down, making cross-stitches for holes in clothes of Lancelot Almurr Sysse, he gave a big baskets of his clothes to repair all to her, while he was busy too, arranging a dinner for her and for him too.

Ellie sat down and dreamed as they will married, she will clean all this his old castle to stay tide and nice, and they will have a wonderful garden with plenty flowers, blossomed in a spring and in a summer and in the autumn.


Such, Lancelot Almurr Sysse and Ellie started to be knowns, spending their times together, sharing their free time together.

Lancelot Almurr Sysse liked that Ellie would sit down on the swings in his garden, and he liked to move these swings, looking for happy Ellie.

And after, they had a sex, enjoying both.

- O!  I am so happy! This is so wonderful!  I am really need him and this all and to be his wife!, - Ellie was thinking, warming her heart in her warm soft puffy comfortable dreams.


All was as a dream, as a softest tender dream, but all dreams as a crystal thinnest vase, which dropped down on a floor on day, making a sadness of cutting painful edges of dream.


-  I can not marry on you, dear Ellie!, -  Lancelot Almurr Sysse said, - See, I loved my 5th wife really strong, -she was all for me, more younger righter me, and I so enjoyed and laughed to have my wonderful beloved wife! I was a happiest man on the world!

- But one day, my wife poisoned me, suddenly. She put some strange liquid on my food on the kitchen, before this was bringing, serving, to me,  - Lancelot Almurr Sysse has said this to Ellie, and he has continued his story:

- I ate my dinner, and I was unwell, so much, as i survived just as a greatest miracle after.

- Look! Dear Lancelot Almurr Sysse, but why do you think this was your wife whom did this bad thing with you?

- One man, he was staying on this kitchen and he saw this as a witness and he said me this all after, as he saw my beloved 5th wife on the kitchen area, as she used to put something in my prepared food to be served me as some liquid from a small bottle in her hand.

- And what was after that?

- All my kids laughed loudly when they listened this story, as my thoughts as my 5th wife tried to poison me, nobody wanted to belief this might be the truth.

Lancelot Almurr Sysse's fingers started to trembled, tears came on the corner of his eyes.

Ellie was so sad to see this, she put her fingers on his fingers, trying to help to warm to protect him, to calm down, to help to pass this terrible old memory.

-  I can not marry on you, dear Ellie, after this story. Look, as my beloved wife did such things with me, trying to poison me,  how I may trust after that to other women?   How I may trust to you, dear Ellie?  May you poison me one day?


Ellie feels these words as someone would offends her, - Lancelot Almurr Sysse just had a cup of tea and a good dinner in her house, with a dinner, which she cooked herself for them both.

Ellie said:

- Sorry, dear Lancelot Almurr Sysse, you need to leave now this my house and never to come back any more to here to visit me, sorry.


***


But a real life as a real life.   Tears run and run aways, a pain too, and the destiny put them to met each another again.

Somethings put them together again, with Amur, flying near them both, trying to make them as a pair.

- Oh, Syssee is so sexual sounds,  something so French, really strange, somethings as a sexual tender wishes of some dream, - Ellie's thoughts have flied by such way, while she was thinking after.


***


They started to be knowns again. And more, they celebrated New Year together, as a pair, making a warm memorable evening.

All started to sound nice, as a future spring hope and dreams, mixed with a tenderness and a warmth, with the hope and a love, with a sexual attraction tenses to each another, with the warmth of family life of adults, unmarried or married family life, or just good friend and knowns.

It was a time, when was so nice all, that Ellie had not thought about the future, taking just a day as it was, with kisses of a man and his love.


***


They planned the future.  They spent their time together. Their bodies liked each another, their lips and their breasts too.

All destroyed again with the starting first crack:

- Ellie, you know, my daughter was on a funeral service of my closed friend, and she was really shocked he left a lot to some one his known woman outside of their family, so, all relatives had spent a lot of their time after to sort things with this to save theirs.

Nothings had been said straight to Ellie, but soon his kids, never touched her or their relationship, had changed.

-  Look, Ellie,  my daughter is dislike your way of living, how you deal your life, as she has sured you needed to spend your free time not here, but somewhere else, better not with me too. She disliked you and worried about me too, and look - you put a cup of tea on a wooden table without a stand under a hot cut of tea, - my daughter said this is discussing to do, as this may damage a wooden table surface, - please, never forget to use the stand to protect the table surface!


- Dear Lancelot Almurr Sysse, please said me one things to understand things here, - whom would be the owner of this your castle and your Estate?  You?  or your daughter? or your daughter, giving you a right to live here while you are alive as to her father? While do you give rights to your daughter to command you, what you must to do in your property? She is your daughter, not a your boss too?

- Ellie, all here will be belongs to my kids only and to my daughter too, as all my heritage from me would be for my kids. So, if my daughter wishes somethings, you need to do all as my daughter's wish.  See, my daughter's ancestors are from Royalty, related to Kings, so, you need to do all what my daughter wants.

- Lancelot Almurr Sysse, so, your daughter has no any respect to me as to another woman, so, she has no any respect to our relationship and to me, as to your woman?  Dear Lancelot Almurr Sysse, how you may to educate your daughter to be so rude to other woman and to you too? with no respects to other humans?   I sure she would be really unhappy someone would treated her herself as she treated me?


Ellie was really upset, her working bucket with old clothes of Lancelot Almurr Sysse dropped on a floor, as her trembling fingers started to be a weak to move them, her heart cried and cried.

She said a ruined dreams:    she had said about bad manners and a wrong attitude of a daughter of Lancelot Almurr Sysse , - and so, she had see a ruined love story the end:

Lancelot Almurr Sysse started to be really angry, shouting on her, as not having rights to say no words opposite something as no one has rights to offend his daughter or her name in his castle never as she is his daughter forever and his daughter!

-  Good bye, Ellie!  You will leave this place and my castle now and never return back! Good bye!


Ellie leaved.



She walked back to her home, alone and one, walking through a forest, it started to be a dark.


She was not able to understand, why a man, named her as his friend, his lover, his woman, using her kindness to help him, laughed together with her, dancing, eating her food, which she prepared to them, shared a time together, - and he threw her out as unnecessary things, and he gave to offend her by others, named as his woman before.


This as a winter with a cold and a frost and a snow came suddenly on a place, where was a tender spring and summer life before.


- His daughter loves him as her Dad so much!  So, she tried to do all to keep him as a virgin man till his eternal life till his death, just to her won needs!

Ellie sees, as a man, whom named himself for her as her friend forever, was not a strong kind man to protect her rights to be happy, how he was sure his kids and his daughter have rights to upset her, Ellie, without any protection her by him, as her man, Lancelot Almurr Sysse.


- His name is Lancelot!, and this as a medical diagnose never to see a woman whom loved him, but alway to look far away  to find someone another woman, or to go away from a real woman for some dream!,  -  Ellie was thinking sadly, -



- Really, he had beat me  by his heavy metal stick as his dogs before, just by another stylish manner, trying to order to be on rules and orders of his daughter, kids, him, their opinions, thoughts, while I am alive ordinary woman with my needs as I am as the individual, as alive woman.


- What had I did wrong and bad to Lancelot Almurr Sysse, making his to smile, laughed, repairing his old clothes with holes by cross-stitches, making his food, which he said as tasty and nice?   making a love together?   Why had his daughter so suddenly started to push us to stay away?< - Ellie thought, walking on the pathway thought the dark forest. 

Big Moon and starts are looking like brightest spots on the sky.


 - His daughter loves him as her Dad so much!  So, she tried to do all to keep him as a virgin till his eternal life till his death, just to her won needs!,  - Ellie was thinking, trying to joke to up her by joking.


-  Look on his daughter!   She  loves her Dad so much!  so she will keep him as a virgin male, a virgin man, a virgin, till his death, she will keeps her father as a virgin male for his eternal life!,   -  Ellie tried to joke, while here was no traces of Lancelot Almurr Sysse near her, while she walked alone and one though the forest, where was so dark already.


Some bird, probably, an owl, or an eagle-owl started to make loud noises at forest:

- Uuu fff  Uuu!   Uuuu!


Some gray shades sparked near her, moving quick and disappeared.


Ellie's heart was in a strong pain from the sad end of her love story:

- Lancelot Almurr Sysse is a wrong man!


But as she had noticed these gray shades moving near her, she forget all her sad love story and started to run, trying to pas the forest to return back to a home.


Ellie was running, while some unseen border beat her, suddenly, on her way, and she fell down on the land, loosing a balance and senses.



***


Ellie came back to a reality in some warm room, a warm fire lighted all around, to see figures of some really tall big man, plenty men of different age, the old woman in a black dress, an young pretty girl, some kids and a cat.

- I know her! She is a daughter of Balsham! They had a loss of all their luck, - no money, no castle, no titles! nothing, to take, nothing!  Here will be no money for her!, - one man said to all others.

- No money! No money! A Barter! as the exchange!, - A man has started to shout loudly by a thinnest voice and to laughed loudly, moving, some have beat themselves of their legs.

- Stop! She is a lover of Lancelot Almurr Sysse , his Castle not near, - he will pay money for us! and be careful as  he had 20 angry dogs Labradors and he is really nasty evil man for something what would damage what his property!,
- the old woman said, continue:
- I do not wish for my family to be boiled in the boiled oil!


- No!  She is not his! Would you think a woman would belong for a man, siting at night in a warm Castle, if she on a run though a dark forest!   He through her out! as he always did with all his wives, and women! so, she is not his already, she is ours!, - a man said.

- No money! No money! A Barter! as the exchange!, - men started to shout.

- No money! No money! A Barter! as the exchange!, - men started to beat their legs by palms and some beat a table by their big beer cups.



- All right! No money! No money! A Barter! as the exchange!, - the old woman replied and all men were happy to listen this.


- See, our rules, dear the Beauty: No money! No money! A Barter! as the exchange! So, what will you offer for us all here for the exchange as a barter? instead a money for you and your life? Our rules - you will be ours till the first sun rays!, - the old woman in black asked Ellie.

- Mum, I need a sex! I need a love! I had not a woman for a while!, - one of man said to a old woman in a black.

And all other men shouted, the some words, as they all need a woman, straight now, for a sex, too, as no women for a long in this place was for them too.

But the young girl and kids said loudly:
- Grandma, Nanny, we do not need a sex with this girl, - we wish to listen some tale! No tales, no books, we will not go to a bed to sleep without a tales of this girl!

- All right, all right!  We will start the payment exchange for my kids and my grandkids at first - let's she say her tales to my kids, after she will help me to wash dishes from and supper and lunch and dinner and to sort seed to clean  stones for a porridge for tomorrow morning and she sew all holes in clothes of my sons - i listened she is good on this, and after this all she will be yours for my sons till the 1st sun rays time. So, the exchange done!, - the old woman in black claps, making her words would be the last decision.

But all her sons were really unhappy.

- All right, 1st she must to sing a song!

- About Lancelot Almurr Sysse, please!, - the young pretty girl said her wish.

- About Lancelot Almurr Sysse! , - all public was shouting and laughing.



Ellie Balsham looked on them all, and started to sing her song


Ellie Balsham's song,

About Lancelot Almurr Sysse!


Some men may be honest,
Some men may be brave,
Some men may be gorgeous,
Some are kind, tender men!

Just Lancelot Almurr Sysse
is so rude!
He through me from his home
to walk to a wood!

Some may are as Lion,
Protecting all girls!
Some men will give money
to survive in a warm home!

Just Lancelot Almurr Sysse
was so rude!
He through me from his Castle,
- Good bye! No returns!

I had tried to be
And an attractive, and kind!
I tried everything! With
My hope to be his wife!

But Lancelot Almurr Sysse
was so rude!
He through me from his Castle,
- Good bye! No returns!

I sew plenty holes
into his clothes for him!
I cooked tasty food
to feed him and me!

I danced! I sang songs!
I smiled!
I kisses him everywhere!

But Lancelot Almurr Sysse
was so rude!
He through me from his Castle,
- Good bye! No returns!

He said me: as a secret:
- O, would be so nice!
To have a sex with you
And your other neighbor,
as three of us!

He said me: - I would marry
on you, My dear Friend,
But you are so poorest!
so, definitely,
this the end!

I cried, I dreamed
about the love, to be a wife!
But nothing had happened!
me is a single and the one!

Oh, this Lancelot Almurr Sysse
was so rude with me!
He through out me from his Castle,
- Good bye! Never back! No returns!

He said me:
- My grandson will marry soon
on this, a pretty blond young woman,
from some richest old surname.

Oh! Oh! My dreams, the weddings!
But some another girl
will stay in her nice wedding dress
as pretty white blossom.

And when they all to go to the church
Or to a wedding table.
It will be no place for me to be here
with Lancelot Almurr Sysse together!

So, say, was I so really stupid and fool
Making a food for him?
You know, he named my kindness to him:
- You are so cheapest and fool!

Say, why this, as a woman
whom just wants a love
whom is kind to share her food
and her luck,
named by richest with hate:
- She is so a cheap!
- No money! No a husband!
- No savings!
- Hi! Hi! ks!

I loved, but this Lancelot Almurr Sysse
was cold, dry, and rude!
He through out me from his Castle,
- Good bye! Never back! No returns!


Ellie Balsham finished to sing her song, all words had just coming as they are.


The young girl said:
- Please pay now for me somethings too, in the exchange! I wish a song about a love, something nice for me, please!


Ellies Balsham's song

About The Love

The Love is your load
to care all life,
sometimes may be heavy
sometimes as a light.

Sometimes is so painful
as cuts with bloody wounds
to pass all, surviving
before to start to fly

I hope, believe,
as one day with some wings
people as angels
will fly on the sky.

That it will be another
World, much more kind,
with a soft tenderness
to each to survive.

The love is a feeling,
As a rainbow on the sky,
Where so plenty colors,
To make to survive.

And one as not a loud,
near to a silence, it would come
to be back to own soul,
To talk: - I am back!

The Love is The One,
The Love is The One,
The Love is The One -
Our Star on The Sky!




Ellie Balsham stopped her son, and asked the young girl:
- Are this satisfied you?

The young girl replied:
- Not really, i wanted about a love of a man to a woman.

Ellie Balsham replied:
- Look, how I may sing song about the love of a man to a woman, when I never meet this to know what it is in my life?    I may try somethings, as about a sex relation jokes.   But all right, I may try again something.


Ellies Balsham's song

About Lancelot Almurr Sysse, Badly Song Memory


Some Knight was Lancelot,
and plenty time ago.
He was a famous man for all,
and richest, bravest, strongest.

He had his dreams,
which were as a star,
to move to find,
looking to a sky.

And as he had looked far away,
He had not notices eyes
of woman in a love to him.

O, so plenty women loved him a lot!
With their strongest hope
for a luckiness, to be his wife!

But no their attempts, no kindness,
or characters, no the beauty
had him stopped to notice of someone

He loved just really big money,
To be rich, to have a gold,
He loved his way of jokes:
Syssee - Sise  - Le Murrs!

He liked to try to do
The woman as a prostitute:
- See, you will be so rich!
And drunken! and with friends!

- To make a sin so easy!
As tra-la-la, or tramps!
To laughed:  - so funny
To put the dirty poor bowl!

He laughed, closed his mouth:
- He-he! Hi-hi! I lied!
I will say some lie about
you, to all my friends, all times!

He blamed me: - Never listen
What I will ask to do!
Because this play, which is funny!
To round you not be a good!

- Syssee - Sise  - Le Murrs!
Amur! A'mur!
All tommy-cats just wanted
the some,
some are some,
L'Amour!

Some men do not wanted
women
or pretty girls,
at all.

And all your love
as a joke style
for them: - See, tried well!

And after all,
no trusted
no one
to be as a man.

You love not males,
but somethings,
You love.
You live.
And one.

The wonderful World,
The nature,
And tasty food,
Sometimes.


Ellie Blasham asked:
- Had I paid the exchanger barter fees for you, dear young girl??

Young girl replied:
- No. This again not what I asked for. I ask a nice song about a love.

All men started to shout loudly:
- Look! She sang a lot! We wanted ours too! such all night will pass away with no our turn to have ours!   Let's not be so greedy! She tried as she could, really! This would be enough!

Small kids started to shout too:
- Look, our turn for tale was 1st in this Que! Let's she will say a tale for us! and after, you will ask what you wanted from her!

- All right, all right!, - the old lady in black said.

******
Ellie Balsham's

Tale for small kids living in the forest.

One upon the time, one old priest lived near the small pond in the forest. The priest like to fish fish in this pond, and his wife liked to make a nice fish pie to him.

But one day, when he took a net with a fish, this came out with a big heavy clay jug, so the old priest walked into a pond, trying to take the heavy item out.

- Oh, so heavy!  What would be here?  Probably, plenty gold coins?, - the old Priest was thinking.


But suddenly, the young beautiful girl appeared from the pond water.

- I am a water-nymph,  - she said, - and this clay jug is mine! So, let's give this to me!   or, marry on me, and this clay jug will be yours!

The Old Priest dreamed before a lot to find some big money to build a nice church with nice church bells, he tried to do savings for this, but them were not enough.


- Dear a water-nymph!, - The Old Priest said to this young girl, - I would marry on you, as you are so pretty and young, but I have my wife already, near me for more righter one half of century as my wife, and we married by the church marriage - so, forever. I can not marry on you, as our Christian religion against this.

- So, if you can not to do this, please, give me my jug back!, - the young pretty water-nymph replied.


- Look, if this your property, I must to give it to you back, as Jesus said this as never to take others and I am a priest to glory Jesus life and Jesus words to us.  But I have a dream to build a nice church here  in this place near this pond, a lake, and this would be a nice church, plenty people will come to pray. I tried to do savings, and not able and old already. So, I need this clay jug with gold coins, to build a church. But we may do a deal with you: to name the church by your name, and we will pray for you, and we will be pass our presents to your own to a water - a bread, food, coins, so, what you will give for us today, will return back to you while our church here will stay and people will come.


The Mermaid, this water-nymph replied:
- And what is about a marriage on me? if you can not, what is about your sons? grandsons? Not a point for me to stay alone and one as a single.

- Look, - The Old Priest said, - Look, when we will build the church here, plenty people will come to pray, ad plenty single men too, - you are so pretty and young, so, you will meet one soon. So, a deal?

The water-nymph replied:

- Okay, a deal. You are right, if here will be a church, and plenty will come to pray, I will have more chances to find someone for me too.

The Old Priest asked:
- What is your name, dear water-nymph?

But the mermaid smiled:
- No names. It just enough for me to know all. Let's name your church as you want. as I am looking not for a name, but for a love to find for me.


The time passed away. The nice beautiful church started to be near the pond, and all grass around was so nice and green, and flowers, and water lily were on the pond.


One day, plenty horsemen came, they asked the permission to wash their horses in a pond, lake water, before to go to pray in the church.


They washed their horses, and they started to swim themselves, all attractive young men, with the beautiful bodies.

As they were being not locals, they took all their clothes away, and they swam in a water as a naked, with no pans.

Suddenly, the water surface stopped away from the sand beach area, and a beautiful looking young pretty naked girl put her face with a long hairs and her body with her beautiful young naked breast out from the water.  Some water lilies in a garland covered her hairs, bodies.

O, she was so young and beautiful!

All horsemen looked at her and all fell in a love!

- Would some of you want to be my beloved husband?  I am a single and looking for a marriage, a love, and my husband, - The Water-Nymph asked swimming and resting men.

- We all are single men here!, - horsemen laughed.

- Just one problem, dear beautiful Lady, we all do not need women and so wives and marriages!

- And we all are on duties! We always on our way, on horses! riding!

- No home! no wives! no kids! no marriages!


- Oh, I see!, - the Undine replied, - I would like such life too! Here so dull! Always the some and the some! no changes!  May I travel together with you?  May be I will meet my half, moving though plenty places, more quick way!

- All right, we agree to take you with us, but you need to have your horse!

The Undine said:
- Oh, money! I have enough to buy a house for me!

- And what's about your tail?

- Easy!, - The Undine replied.

And all saw as the water-nymph turned round into a water, and she turn back with two legs:

- All these people prayed for my soul and me in the church, which had been built on my money which i presented to all, and for their pray, as a response, I have two leg as all girls now.


All people in the church looked, and all shouted:

- Oh! See! Look! A Miracle! Our patroness mermaid started to have two legs as all girls! The Miracle!


The Old Priest asked to baptize the water-nymph, staring to look as all girls, in the church. She agreed.  Plenty people came to see the miracle, and how the priest baptized the Undine, - he used the pond water for this, so, plenty people might see all.

After the baptizing, new Christian girl, ex-water-nymph, sat down on her horse, which she bought for herself, and she said to the old priest:

- If I will find my boy-friend, my man to marry, - i will return back. If I will die, - i will write a will wish about my grave be here. Please, pray for my soul and me. I hope I return back.


And they left, all, after the church service, - horsemen and the girl with them.

The End.


- Look, dear Ellie Balsham, it is so late already, so, enough tales, songs, poems, - let's help me to wash all dishes, to leave this house clean, as we all here just for this one night as travelers. And this will be your payment fee for me as a barter and the exchange! Let's go to help me!, - the old woman in black said to Ellie, and they leaved the company, walking on the kitchen for a house-keeping work.


The company started discussed things, talking by not loud voices, as kids lied down to sleep.   The young girl lied down to sleep too, - she accepted the last tale as a love story, and so herself as a receiving her payment fee as a barter and the exchange.


Some men started to sleep already too, as the body is the body, and after a meal after a long day always so nice to go to sleep, to relax, to see nice night dreams.


And I am, as a writer, will stop here too. Here is the end of day and a night and a nice time to say

Good night! Have a nice night dream!

All the best!


Eanna Inna Balzina-Balzin
Ианна Инна Бальзина-Бальзин
"No names. Ellie Balsham and Lancelot Almurr Sysse",  the story with poems, songs and tales
http://www.proza.ru/2017/04/06/170
'No names. Some thoughts with the tale, songs, poems'
http://www.proza.ru/2017/04/06/165
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