Want to smile tonight with friends
And hope this will never ends
But I'm hollow deep inside
And can't taste without a bite
I hate feelings and myself
I can't place them on the shelf
You all keep ignoring me
While I'm standing on my knee
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There's blooming in your soul
And you must weed it out
Can't play this bright new role
But always can wipeout
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I feel movements of your chest
And think that my life is best
But it's just forgotten tape
My nightmare I can't escape
Your kiss burned my soul and flesh
And you turned me into trash
Tried to smile but it's just grin
My whole life was like old sin
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Chorus
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