My Heart is a Dancer

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My heart is a dancer.
The harder I try
Its  dancing is faster,
Its rhythm gets high.

Its steps are quite simple,
Its music is fancy.
The calmer I feel
The slower it’s prancing.

The deeper I hurt,
The louder it’s beating.
Who’s going to find
The remedy to heal it?

My heart is a dancer.
It’s drumming forever
And jumping in terror,
And soothing in prayer,

And knocking, and ticking,
And stumping, and daring,
And loving, and weeping
While, thankfully, dancing.