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Ahmed ****ni
13 July at 21:45
I made and edited this video as a tribute to all doctors, nurses and healthcare workers fighting against the pandemic of COVID-19, all around the world and in the country I currently live in, Algeria..
It is also a tribute to:
* My sister, Dr. B*** N*** R***, assistant professor of infectious diseases at the department of medicine of the university of ***, fighting with her colleagues on the first track against the pandemic.
** My brother Dr. T*** N***, an ICU specialist (intensive care medicine) in Paris, who recovered from coronavirus infection.
Thank you all for everything …
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The message - 269-
Hello, Ahmed.
I miss..the sea
The message - 273-
Hello Black hole,
My colleagues are laughing at me. I brought in our office a stalk of marsh grass from the place I love to visit at lunchtime while my gym is closed due to lock-down. I keep it in a green bottle that is left after mineral water. The stalk reminds me that my life is short and almost over, but that there is a good simple place where I could breathe with a full chest with fresh spicy air at least till the end of the Summer...and feel happy. I love freedom.
And now I feel not very happy but free as if I would be a child. I remember the moment when I felt amazingly happy in my childhood, but I forgot the feeling itself.. ..but had I told you about it already? To be afraid to lose my job, my real or imagined lover, my friends or my life, my daughter...means to be in jail all the time. To be afraid of somebody saying or thinking something bad about me and my family, country, about who and what I love and like? Should I be afraid of somebody exclusively noble and decent, or all of society? Haha ... no, never again. How weak I was for a while! Disgrace. What is society as a conglomerate of all the same shadows as me? In each of them, I see myself. Should I be afraid of myself if I am healthy mentally and have sober thoughts? Should I be ashamed of my personality and my appearance? Go to hell! Let all the doubts go to hell! I do know who I am. I am not an angel. There're many dirty and heavy things inside me. It isn't bad, isn't good. That is it. I accept it and I live my life with all the lightness and the dark that consist me. Always I lived like that. I am absolutely free. What I considered as a jail were just restrictions that I voluntarily had chosen and then forgot about that. Our life always is our unconstrained choice, ALWAYS. Despite letting it even depend on any circumstances and some issues that lead us to our death ... sometimes.
Макото 40
12/07
always i think.
we like our personality,we keep good relationship with us.
of course i understand we are very busy.
thank you send a message to me.
i feel good received your message.
we have time difference,but i believe we can good relationship with us.
because i like your personality.
you are important person to me.
nothing change.
have a good day.
from makoto.
to you.
my short poem
Макото 41
18/07
usually many people's learn to mistake.
of course important things don't mistake once again.
i need caring,compassion heart with you.
i notice need you.
you give me smile everytime.
of course i hope strong long team relationship with you.
always thanking of you.
you are nice person to me.
always thank you worried to me.
my dear have a wonderful weekend.
from japan
for you.
my short poem