Freedom

   

   A strange mixture of emotions started visiting her more often. Experiencing this mixture of hazy sensations, she had absolutely no idea what now she had to do. Supposed freedom had come easier than was expected by her. This fact surprised and sometimes even shocked her. On the one hand, she seemed to be glad of the result. She knew that communication with Lydia did more harm than the actual pleasure of communication. On the other hand, she gradually became aware of the same inexhaustible amount of freedom that was now in her hands. So she increasingly asked herself the question, “What to do next?”
Her goal seemed so vaguely unattainable before that somehow she even got used to the impracticability of her desires. That time she did not yet realize what would happen next when she came to the goal. And when the goal was nevertheless achieved, she gradually realized that she would figure it out along the way.   


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