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Yesterday, I had a headache while inclining my head down. This damn sinusitis—what can I do about it? Drink medicine? I guess this is the last thing I wanna do and only if there is no other way to get rid of the pain. Now I feel half-healthy, so I hope that everything is gonna be okay soon. I know that I have to pay more attention to my health, and instead of thinking about abstract concepts, I’d rather look for something that’ll make me healthy. But what is it that I may look for? I do plenty of work to keep my body in a good shape, I’m working on my diet, I’m trying to avoid cold and anything that could damage my immune system. Most of the time I feel pretty damn good—that’s why I don’t go to the hospital to make an operation on my nose. However, the last 50 days or so, I guess it started at the time when I was working on my second lecture in the middle of March, I didn’t feel healthy. This is not good. I’ve read a few books, watched so many videos, recorded lots of my videos, wrote, thought—and all of that had nothing to do with my health. Why do I not focus my full attention on the issue to dissolve it? Now it’s vital! I must be a bloody fool thinking about “shadow work” and things like that at this time. First, there should be perfect health and then, anything else.
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