extraordinary
something you've been looking for all this day
and the previous one
and before that too
something you try to find in the others, but most of all — in yourself
it is one uncanny question of being
something you can't surely grasp or understand
but something you can feel and smell inside, deep down in your stomach
sometimes it gives you a direction
sometimes it gives you nothing
either way, you'll spend your whole life trying to discover that
and don't you dare putting that off