GAME. Live it or leave it

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1. You open your eyes and find out that you are completely in another world. Everything is so open. You are scared, you cry. A lot of space around you, different eyes watching you, hands reaching for you. And light. A lot of light. Who are you? God?

• If you already guessed where you are and want to stay here, go to number 3.
• If you guessed where you are and don’t want to stay here, go to number 8.
• If you didn’t guess, go to number 4.

2. You are happy with her and you enjoy her love.  Your simple smile is enough to make her happy. You are living a perfect love together.  You are a boy or a girl, it doesn’t matter. You are happy.

• You like this and want to continue like his. Go to number 13
• You are selfish idiot and don’t appreciate that you have. Go to number 8
• If you want to choose your sex, go to number 5.

3. A very beautiful woman are reaching her hands for you, she takes you in her arms, she smiles to you. You see her face, her eyes, you stop crying. There is something magnetitic in her eyes. She kisses you, again and again.  She loves you; she admires you. Certainly, you are someone special.

• If you really think so, go to number 6.
• If you just like here and this woman, trust her and want to stay, go to number 2.
• If you are more distant and don’t like at all these kisses and touchy-feely, go to number 8.

4. A very strange woman are reaching her hands for you, she takes you in her arms, she smiles to you. You see her face, her eyes, you stop crying. You are curious. Who is she? Why does she treat like this?  She kisses you, again and again.  She loves you; she admires you. She is really strange. This world is strange. What have you done to her?  Did you deserve her? And she, did she deserve you?

• If you really think so, go to number 2.
• If you just like here and this woman, trust her and want to stay, go to number 11.
• If you are more distant and don’t like at all these kisses and touchy-feely, go to number 9.

5. You can’t choose your sex. Who do you think you are? God?  So, if this suit to you come back to the number where you have been and continue your way by choosing another option. You can’t choose you sex, but you still can choose. Your life is completely up to you. As reasonably appropriate, of course. GO and try not to come back here again. If it doesn’t suit you, go and try to live with. People do it during centuries. You are not worse.

6. Lot of different hands are reaching for YOU. You hear a lot of joy and happiness in their voices. They all admire you, adore you, love.  You are the boss. You are GOD. Sure, you are.

• If you really think so and would like to continue thinking like this go to number 13
• If you have doubts that everything is for you, you don’t  deserve it, go to number  8
• If you want to be human, go to number 2

7. You are a little boy or a little girl, sitting alone and watching the city by the window.  Your mum is working hard, your father is somewhere away. He also is working hard. Or may ne he is away. You realize that it is not your fault, neither not theirs. Sometimes in this world things happen not as we want. We can’t change the world, we can’t change our parents, we can change us or situation. Or to create our world.
• You are preparing a dinner and waiting for your mum. She smiles than see it and you understand how hard this for her.  Go to number 2.
• You are watching the world and decide to create your own. Go to number 11.


8. You are a little boy or a little girl, sitting alone and watching the city by the window.  You are upset. Even more, furious. Your mum is working hard, your father is somewhere away. You wander why no one loves you. And you hate this no one. And you really hate this life that you hadn’t chose.

• If you want to continue like this go to number 9
• If you want to change this go to number 7
• If you think that you will find a love in some another place go to number 10

9. You are a young man or a young woman, sitting alone and watching the city by the window. You are indifferent. You are alone.  Always. It’s better like this. No woman, no cry. No man, - neither.  You focused on you carrier, you succeeded in some way. You travel, you play golf, you have all that you want. You don’t want anything. You are crying inside. You don’t understand why.

• If you want to finish with it go to number 12
• If you want to continue like this go to number 10


10. You are a big young man or a big young woman, sitting alone and watching the city by the window. You are still upset and angry against the world. You are still looking for love. You are again abounded; you are again betrayed. You are alone. Again, and again. You are really done. Why is always happening to you? You can’t any more.

• If you want to finish with it go to number 12
• If you want to continue like this go to number 14
• If you want to change it go to number 11

11. You take a pen and you create your first draft. Here you are, in your real world. You create a hero and a lot of obstacles. There is a conflict, and of course, you hero win at the end. He does everything that you would like to do in your life but can’t. He helps to forget. He helps to believe. Here you are GOD.

• Are you a good God? Go to number 15
• Are you a bad God? Go to number 16

12.  You definitely decided to finish with your situation.  You have possibilities.

• You kill yourself.  Here you have a range of possibilities – from the revolver to open the window. Game doesn’t present this choice, everything is the same, so It’s entirely your choice and your will.  You do it - go to number 26
• You are afraid and you change your mind, go to number 14

13 You are a young man or a young woman. Everything is for you in this world. You have everything easily. The world is yours. You have love. carrier, you are happy.

• You enjoy it and and grateful for it. You try to share and always try to do your best – go to number 20
• You enjoy it and ask for more and more. Everyone owes to you. It is normal. Go to number 9
• You are happy but not totally. Something is missing. You are looking for the truth. Go to number 11.
• You want to share your happiness with he world. Go to number 11
14 You are still sitting and watching the city by the window.

You decide to take your destiny in your hands and you try to create a normal life. Go to number 20.
You decide to take a pen in your hand and create a draft. Go to number 11.


15. You are a good God. Your heroes are goods, they always have a lot of obstacles, but they always win at the end. The Good win the evil. They have love, they are happy. You are happy too.  Until one day you are asking. I am really good? I am really god?

• You go and see around, you are looking for an approval of your friends,
for a supporting of your beloved, for recognition of the public, looking for primes, dreaming about Nobel or Oscar. You go to number 17.
• You try to publish your piece. You go to number 18
• You say that you are God and continue the way It was, you go to number 19


16. You are bad God. You kill all your heroes. You enjoy it. Especially, when they are good, happy and in love, you hit them when they are not waiting. You are God.  You are happy. Until the day you are asking. Am I really God?

• You try to publish your masterpiece. You go to number 18
• You ask for a advice of your friends. You go to number 17
• You say that you are God and continue the way I was, killing them more and more. You go to number 19


17.  Friends say you are crazy. Beloved menaces to leave. Parents speak about a normal life, stability and carrier. No one read that you are writing.

• You think they are right. You go for a normal life. Ho to number 20.
• You suffer from this non understanding of all your closers, you can’t bear it.
• You kill yourself. Go to number 12.
• You decide to continue alone. Go to number 18.


18.  You send you masterpiece, because it’s without any doubts a masterpiece. You are waiting for an answer. Silence, and then suddenly it’s coming. Here it is, a brief.  ‘’We do not accept any unsolicited material and any such submission will be automatically recycled.’’

• You stop and say. I tried; I am ok. I will live my real normal human life,  I am quite good enough as a teacher, as a plumber, as a lawyer, as street sweeper.   Go to number 20.
• You say, I will try again. Go to number 19
• You say, I will try until I receive YES. Go to number 21
•You can’t support this. You think about killing you self. Go to number 12

19   You try again.  We do not accept any unsolicited material and any such submission will be automatically recycled.

• You stop. Your friends were right. You come back to a normal life. Go to number 20
• You say, I will try until I receive YES.  Go to number 21
• You can’t support this. You think about killing you self. Go to number 12

20. It’s great, a normal life. You are teacher, doctor, lawyer, manager, plumber. You are working from 9 to 19 and in the evening, you have a glass with your friends. You go out with someone and may be get married. You have children and live a perfect normal life.

•Your forgot about writing and live a perfect live until you die. Go to number 24.
•You can’t forget about your writing, Go to number 22

21.  You try again, again and again.
 ’We do not accept any unsolicited material and any such submission will be automatically recycled.  Or the silence.

•You can’ any more. You stop and kill yourself. Go to number 12
•You can’t any more. Your friends were right. You go to a normal life. Go to number 20.
•You continue until your die. Go to number 26.  Or 24. Here the Game offer your choice.
•You continue until your success. Here the game doesn’t give guarantees. Perhaps let’s dream about it. Go to number 25


22 You live your normal life and become more and more nervous. You want to write.

• You don’t write and accuse all members of your family for having spoiled your carrier. Go to number 10
• You start writing despite your family and your friends. Go to number 11
• You drink a lot, and finally decides to finish with it. Go to number 12
• You finish your life with remords that you have never wrote any page. Go to number 26.
• You are a good commercial and you decide to manage the both, writing and carrier. You start teaching creative writing or become screenwriter ‘consultant. Go to number 23.

23. You become a very successful manager and creative consultant. Perhaps, you never stay calm because you have never published your book.

• You try again and again. Go to number 21
• You live your life until the end being creative consultant with a lot of remords inside. Go to number 26.
• You become and agent and send with pleasure to all writers he same answer for their submission ’We do not accept any unsolicited material and any such submission will be automatically recycled.” Go to number 26.

24. You are clearly in another world.  You see a real Paradise, just like you have always dreamed. And these people who were always saying that you would go to Hell. They can stay where they are, on Earth, in their real hell. And You will continue here. Finally, you can relax. Finally, you can be happy. You make a step to the Door of Paradise. Go to number 27.

25. You are winner. Let’s celebrate it. The star is born. 
• You are so happy that you celebrate it all night, you drink a lot, you are crazy, you pass away without even understand. Go to number 24 or 26. You have a choice.
• You lived not for nothing. You can go to the other world with an open heart and clam conscience.  Go to number 24

26. You are clearly in another world.  You see a real HELL, just like you have always scared. And these people who were always saying that you would go to Paradise if you go to church or make some donations. They can stay where they are, on Earth, in their real hell. It is not worse here. Just more honest. And no need to confront everyday life routine, problems or yourself. You will just burn and that is all. You don’t need to think.  You will continue here. Finally, you can relax. Finally, you can be happy.  You make a step to the Door of HELL. Go to number 27.

27.    You make a step to the Door.  You are confused. You stop. The door is closed.  ‘’We do not accept any unsolicited material and any such submission will be automatically recycled. God’’    written at The Gate of the afterlife
Your adventure is over. Go to number 1. Here you can start again.



 
Notice for a fresh new start:

- You can’t stop or exit this game. Actually, it is never over. 
- You can choose love or hate but not the game.
- In the case if you don’t still understand you are not a God, but you can always try and to be good. Good luck.