The Life in England, in Sutton-in-Ashfield

21st March 2017 - 31st March 2017
Great Britain, UK, Sutton-in-Ashfield, Nottinghamshire
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The Life in England, in Sutton-in-Ashfield
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I am 55 yo age woman, British Citizen from 2002, Russian Ethnic Group (which is the minority group in Great Britain by census).

I am living in UK from 12th February 1998, coming on British visa as a fiancee of British Citizen UK, his birth as Mr. Robert Frederick Scotford was on 10.05.1952 in Stourbridge, near Birmingham, in England. We liked to visit his native town and the Cherry Street,  where his family lived when he was a child and a local nearest park with a lake, where Her Majesty The Queen was near, traveling.    The name of local street as The Cherry Street was sounding so romantic for my ears, as from Sweden tale about Marry Poppings where she came to work as a Governess for local kids and a family, living on the Cherry Street.   

My husband at that time, Rob or Bob for others, said me a story as he put medals of his Dad into a ground soil of their garden and as later he was not able to find his childish treasure, looking everywhere, and, probably, he had losted the location, and later they moved to live to another place.

We married on 18th April 1998 in Retford town in England. I moved to live in UK, to be married woman here, a wife, as I was thinking, forever, some he thought. We falled in love, attracted to see each another and to talk to communicate too, married in 1998, divorced later in 2010, 12 years of marriage in Great Britain.

My British fiancee had sang so nice Scottish songs for me, so, He had attracted me by his voice, timbre, songs.  In Russia,  Russian people say 'A Woman loves by her ears', so, this way worked on me too.

His type of a figure was some as for Vladimir Vysocky, a really famous Russian singer and actor, and i was really attracted by him.

But our marriage was really hard, he had already his domestic violence habits on women before I met him - his ex-women leaved him as he attacked her in 1995, and the some way as her later, me too, on 9th February 2001.

The domestic violence habits is not such things easy to see, to fell to live, having this in your life.  I tried to work to stop this, but as the emotional damage of the trust, i had divorced later, the finally on 16-04-2010 day.

I was the co-owner of my property in this village, as a '3-bed-roomed house with gardens', but i had sold it, after my divorce, sharing the income 50:50 with my ex-husband, tried to rent this house as a private tenant on my earning from the sale of house, but all savings left, and I leaved this village Boughton, Nottinghamshire to start to live as a private tenant in Sutton-in-Ashfield from 1st October 2013, and I am here still now, on 31st May 2017.


* Locals asked me why do I do not returned back to Latvia -
I was not able to return back to Riga, Latvia, from where I came to UK, and where I lived from my 12 yo age from June 1974 as a girl of Russian Ethnic,
 - i was a person without any citizenship at all from 1991 as a result of ruined economic and country USSR, which was my country, I was born in USSR in 1961 in Russia.  But as it was no borders inside USSR, people might live and work in any places, my parents moved to live in Riga, Latvia, so me too, as 12 yo age girl in June 1974. I had no connections with Latvia by Latvian Laws, which named me Alien, Latvian Alien, with a closure rights to return back to Latvia if the leaving time would be more righter 2 years,- so, from 12.2.2000, living 2 years in UK, I had the loss of rights to return back to Latvia 'as not theirs any more'.
*  Russian had not granted me by Russian Citizenship and Russian Passport after the collapse USSR 1991, before this or after. On my ask (7th asks), I had received just refuses: 'You are not ours, never was ours, no rights for you to be our Citizen too".   So, I was not able to move to live in Russia, here was a point of money, really, as I had not enough savings to buy a property in Russia, to go to live to here by another permitted way.
* I had British Citizenship from 2002, some for my kids, grandkids, each asked me not to leave UK to go to live far away, but to stay here in UK, where all they live as British Citizens.   
* Really, this was a mistake, as better to do what you wish to do, as the way to live for others and their needs may put in inability to live for own life to be happy. But things done as they are.

As there were no borders inside USSR, nobody arranged me as a 12 yo girl, a child to receive the Russian passport, my 1st password was Soviet Citizenship and Soviet passport in Latvia, but when USSR collapsed in 1991,  Latvia had not gave me their Latvian passport, blamed me, living in Latvia from 12 yo age from June 1974 to 1991 as a stranger for them, as not theirs, and they gave me their Latvian Alien passport and named me Alien.   

So, I started to an Alien of the planet of The Earth, Russian Ethnic Group, birth on the planet The Earth in Russia, in Khabarovsk in 1961, officially, having a passport as an Alien from the planet The Earth, Russian Ethnic, birth 1961 in Russia in Khabarovsk.

People talks about aliens how they would look, - so, see my photos, plenty them in Internet, open to find my look as Alien from the planet The Earth. 

We look as Aliens and Latvian Aliens of Russian and other Ethic all the some as others humans Homo Sapience race look.

My DNA as a mixed human races of planet The Earth
 - Neanderthals (from a cave in Croatia in Europe and from a Denisova cave in Siberia in Altai),
- Denisova human race (lived in Denisova cave in Siberia, Altai Mountains),
- Ust'-Ishim men (a mixed race man as half-Neanderthal and a half-Homo Sapience, lived 47,000 back in time,
- people, living near a lake Baikal, and in Siberia, 
- Ancient Hungary DNA,
- Ancient DNA from Cambridgeshire for 4 people, living here in Hinxton in the past:
a man, living here 2,000 back in time
and 3 women, living here 1,300 years back in time in the village Hinxton in Cambridgeshire 2,000-1,300 years back in time, all had been related. 

The nearest village to Hinxton is a village Balsham in Cambridgeshire,    Balsham is the oldest village, here a nice church, to find to see, local man from Balsham village had been educated in Paris, France, as a church philosopher scholar.

If to see my father's Balzin family surname, it came from European German-French family Balzin, which in French archives for a big family on 16 century, still some French people Balzin in France till now.

It might be some connection Balsham (Cambridgeshire) - surnames Balsen-Balzin-Balhlsen-Bolsen-Baldwin, as changing writings, as genetic tests results poitned for such possibility.


As 4 ancient DNA from Hinxton Cambridgeshire connected to my DNA, and nearest village is Balsham, sounding near to my father's surname Balzin, so, genetic tests results put me to think, as, probably, it was a connection a name of British village Balsham (Балшам) and my father's surname Balzin (Бальзин), but this is just the idea with no proves by documents, as a possible way by genetic tests results.

In Hinxton, as a place, connected to my DNA by Ancient DNA from Hinxton, for family group, living here and died 2,000-1,300 years back in time, a local pub 'Red Lion', which put me to sing famous Russian song lines

"Под небом голубым
Есть город золотой
С прозрачными воротами
И яркою звездой.

А в городе том сад,
Всё травы и кусты,
Гуляют там животные
Невидимой красы.

Тебя там встретит
Огнегривый лев
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"Тебя там встретит
Огнегривый лев", on English:
" Red Lion will meet you".

'Red Lion', - a pub in Hinxton.
The Red Lion @ Hinxton
Free House Inn & Restaurant
Accommodation (eight en suite)
info@redlionhinxton.co.uk
Tel 01799 530 601
Sister Pub: The Black Bull Balsham
http://redlionhinxton.co.uk

Hinxton has still a Genetic Camp, Scientific Research Genetic Study Laboratory,

 'European Bioinformatics Institute'
http://www.ebi.ac.uk/about/travel
The Wellcome Genome Campus is located 10 miles (16 km) south of Cambridge, alongside the village of Hinxton, 30km from London Stansted airport. We are ...

EMBL-EBI in Hinxton
The Wellcome Genome Campus is located 10 miles (16 km) south of Cambridge, alongside the village of Hinxton, 30km from London Stansted airport. We are served by two local railway stations, and are situated close to Junction 10 of the M11 motorway.   

Getting here
The European Bioinformatics Institute (EMBL-EBI), Wellcome Genome Campus, CB10 1SD, United Kingdom
Telephone (Reception): +44 (0)1223 494 444
http://www.ebi.ac.uk/about/travel

Hinxton
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hinxton
'Hinxton is a village in South Cambridgeshire, England. It is the home to the Wellcome Trust Genome Campus, which includes the Wellcome Trust Sanger Institute and the European Bioinformatics Institute. The 2001 population was 315.[1]

The River Cam runs through the village, as does the Cambridge to Liverpool Street railway, though the village has no station. Hinxton parish's southern boundaries form the border between Cambridgeshire and Essex. The village is five miles (8 km) north-west of Saffron Walden and nine miles (14 km) south of Cambridge.'

If to think lines on Russian about some place, where plenty wonderful beautiful animals walking free in a town, including a Red Lion too, - this Hinxton village would be as a right place by the association, with the friendly British pub Red Lion, to come, and to go to see The European Bioinformatics Institute (EMBL-EBI), Wellcome Genome Campus, in Hinxton.

The name Hinxton is a contraction of Hengestestun, "the town of Hengest".[2]

The village of Hinxton is listed in the Domesday Book of 1086 as Hestitona, as Hyngeston in the Ely Registers of 1341 and Hengestone in the Ramsey Chartulary. Its parish church is the medieval St Mary and St John Church."    
(from Wikipedia)


Genetic information, for the curiosity, about my connection to Hinxton, in Cambridgeshire:

I compare my kit in Gedmatch (my mtDNA H, H5a, H5a2):

a) used 100 - 1 (mismatch bunch limit 50)
 b) used 50-1 ((mismatch bunch limit 25)

Result

1) Hinxton-2, F999921,
female, Cambridgeshire, UK, mtDNA H2a2b1, 1,300yb / 1.3ky
a) Largest 2.8 cM, Total >=1= 28.8 cM, 17  Matching segments with me
b) Largest 3.3 cM, Total >=1= 208.0 cM, 149 Matching segments with me
2) Hinxton - 3, F999922,
female, 1Cambridgeshire, UK, 1,300 yo back / 1.3ky, mtDNA K1a4a1a2b
a) Largest 3.0 cM, Total >=1= 28.8 cM, 19  Matching segments with me
b) Largest 3.3 cM, Total >=1= 156.8 cM, 118 Matching segments with me
3) Hinxton-4, F999925,
male, 2,000 years back / 2ky, Cambridgeshire, UK
his YNA R-DF25,  his mtDNA  H1ag1
a) Largest 2.4 cM, Total >=1= 50.1 cM, 39 Matching segments with me
b) Largest 2.7 cM, Total >=1= 113.3 cM, 88 Matching segments with me
4)  Hinxton-5, F999926,
female, Cambridgeshire, UK, 1,300 years back / 1.3ky, mtDNA H2a2a1
a) Largest 2.7 cM, Total >=1= 40.3 cM, 26 Matching segments with me
b) Largest 3.6 cM, Total >=1= 252.2 cM, 189 Matching segments with me
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Here
"To compare by the method a)"   is
The choice to compare with:
Minimum threshold size to be included in total = 100 SNPs
Mismatch-bunching Limit = 50 SNPs
Minimum segment cM to be included in total = 1.0 cM
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*"To compare by the method b)"   is
The choice to compare with:
Minimum threshold size to be included in total = 50 SNPs
Mismatch-bunching Limit = 25 SNPs
Minimum segment cM to be included in total = 1.0 cM


Near with Hinxton a place, a village Balsham, which sounded near to the my father's surname  Balzin, Balzen, which may be wrotten as Balzin, Balzen, Bolsen, Baldwin, Bahlsen, Baldzhin, Bolcen, Ball, etc, ... and Scandinavian old surname from Norway, some another, but similar versa too.

So, probably, genetic tests results from Gedmatch.com helped me to find the location, as the place if living some of my ancestors 2000-1300 years back in time in England, Cambridgeshire, in Hinxton village - Balsham villages areas.


* I find Hinxton as a connected ancient DNA samples to my DNA by Gedmatch.com information.   

I never knew the name of this British village Hinxton or British village Balsham before, I was surprised and touched to find a British village Balsham, so near to my father's family surname Balzin, coming from this writing on English from a writing and sounding on Russian.

* So, genetic tests results may open the door to a knowledge which we would never know or find in documents.

Here there is the amazing thing, as a connection to a Russian famous song about some special place, sounding as a special fantastic place, a kind place, associated to Paradise as so kind all here, - some town under a blue sky, where is sunny, and  amazing beautiful walking animals meet all friendly, where a Red Lion meets each friendly and all other beautiful amazing animals around too.

Plenty Russian people like this song were much as a really popular, especial, as a dream-place, where a kindness, a beautiful all, especial, sounding as a Paradise or a Dreamed Kind Town in the Future, as a mix of a reality and a dream.

Plenty Russian people tried to ask themselves:
- Where this special amazing place might be located? as so nice song, a melody, words about this place?

So, I was really emotionally, up, in my feelings, to tears, to a shock, as up me, when I finded, following by my DNA genetic study of the connection my DNA to 4 ancient DNA from Hinxton in Cambridgeshire,   and I saw a pub, Red Lion, and this famous Russian song started to play to sound in my head from my memory:

From Russian, from Soviet time Russian Song:

There is The Gold Town Under a Blue Sky

There is a Gold Town Under a Blue Sky,
The Blue Sky here and The Sun is shining.
The doors are open for you
to be  able to look though them all,
The Bright Star is sparking
above this place.

When you will come to here,
The Red Lion will meet you here friendly,
and other animals too.
so all wonderful beautiful animals here,
walking free near.

And if you will come to here,
You will find Your Personnel Sparking Star
On the Sky,
which is here always, waiting you,
forever.

Here is a beautiful nature,
a beautiful garden, a grass,  plants, flowers, all.
You never saw such before in your life,
as you will find just here.



So,  I find the place, so especial place, looking as a paradise,  in Russian famous song, from the Soviet Russian old film, singing by a musical group "The Aquarium", - this old Soviet time Russian song
about British Town Hixton,  with 'Red Lion' pub here, with 'Black Bull' pub in a nearest Balsham village,  with   Hinxton, where 'the Wellcome Trust Genome Campus', which includes 'the Wellcome Trust Sanger Institute' and 'the European Bioinformatics Institute'.

Amazing!   The Soviet time Russian song, really popular still for now, people in Russia like it, - about two small British villages Hinxton and Balsham and Red Lion pub and Black Bull pub in Cambridgeshire! and about British alcoholic drinks in British pubs too!   as a really romantic style soft song! Amazing!

USSR borders were so closed down, Cold War time, and Soviet Russian people, youngers sang song about their dream to visit villages Hinxton and Balsham in Cambridgeshire, as this place looked as a paradise and a dream! Amazing!

And that, here some UFO as The Bright Star on the Sky, waiting them to come to here forever, as theirs.

Amazing!

And as some man had drinks in locals friendly pubs, 'Red Lion' in Hixton and 'Black Bull' in Balsham in Cambridgeshire, he named this fact as a meeting of friendly animal Red Lion and others, some as names of local pubs, some as name of drinks, probably, as a whiskey or beers in his song text.

And as a result, a really romantic soft nice beautiful Russian song on Russia  By Boris Grebenschekov, a musical group 'The Aquarium" to Soviet Russian film 'Assa',  where a man singing a son to a brunette young girl Assa about another place, world, a beautiful town:   
a video from this film with this song:  (you may fantasy this man was some British Spy from Great Britain, whom saw a beautiful young Russian Soviet girl in USSR, and tried to up her by his songs and promises about some another life, in some beautiful place):
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Us4DnlB9xeU

"Под небом голубым есть город золотой"
Борис Гребенщеков, Группа "Аквариум"
Песня к кинофильму "Асса"
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On Russian
Boris Grebenschikov, a song by a musical group 'The Aquarium', a video from the Soviet time Russian film 'Assa'
'Pod nebom golubym est' gorod zolotoi'
Борис Гребенщиков, группа "Аквариум", песня
"Под небом голубым есть город золотой" из кинофильма "Асса"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Us4DnlB9xeU

Генетические тесты и результаты привели меня к открытию, неожиданному для меня, что мой ДНК имеет связь с 4 древними ДНК с Кэмбридшире, Англию, людьми, родствениками, кто жили там в тех местах, мужчина - 2000 лет назад, 3 женщины - 1300 лет назад, в месте где сейчас деревушка Hinxton (Хинхтон, Нинкстон) в 14 километров от городка Кэмбриджю

Конечно, я стала сразу же изучать историю этих мест. И сразу же - открытие.  В Хинктоне есть паб Red Lion - "Красный Лев" "Рыжий Лев" или "Огнегривый Лев"ю

И сразу зе зазвучала знакомая мелодия и песня ассоциативно:  "Тебя там встретит Огнегривый Лев", песня "Под небом голубым есть город золотой".

Смотрю дальше - больше - там в том месте научные учреждения, иследуют геном человека и генетические исследования.  Ну и конечно, при генной инженерии можно создавать невиданных животных, верно?

Оттого показалась, я нашла место, конкретное место, в котором герой пел героине фильма Ассе свою месню, - ба! Да это же британская деревушка в Кэмбридшире Хинкстон ,Хинхтон Hinxton с пабом Огнегривый Лев!

Мужчина вошёл в паб - стало быть тот его дружелюбно встретил. Название английского паба "Огнегривый Лев" (Красный Лев\Рыжий Лев\Огнегривый Лев\Red Lion).

Смотрю дальше. На вывеске Red Lion, pub - the sister pub Black Bull, in a nearest village Balsham  --  у паба Огнегривый Лев есть сестра-заведение, "Чёрный Буйвол.Бык" деревня соседняя Балшам.

Вот так набираются животные, Лев. Буйвол, а в пабе названия виски, пиво, коктейлей -впридачу, и получаются "невиданные звери", как это не звери и ты видеть зверей не можешь - это названия английских пабов и выпивок.

Что такое соседние деревушки? Это рукой подать.
И раз Hinxton  метка в моей генетике к людям кто там жили и умерли 2000-1300 лет назад, были все родственники (сейчас по переписи населения Хинхтона в 2001 было всего 351 человек).   Понятно, что чисто практически люди с соседних деревушек часто могут быть в биологическом генетическом родстве - живут то рядом!

И вот интересно. соседняя деревушка Balsham - Балшам.
А фамилия моего отца Бальзин Balzin.  Звучит по звукам очень близко, да и генетические тесты это рядом и одно и то же место в принципе географически.

Стала смотреть. Как знаю, что фамилия Бальзин была европейская, от французко-немецкого или немецко-французкого рода. В архивах Франции есть большая семья Бальзины в 16 веке, да и сейчас есть.

Думаю, ну и как тогда французко-немецкая ветвь и английская пересеклись бы вдруг? места и страны то разные?

Но в истории Англии было нашествие и французов и немцев-саксонцев. Часть французких родов и европейских родов были потомками шотландских если копать совсем далеко в прошлом.

Но вот в истории Балшам Balsham английской деревушки, есть и красивая церковь и история о местных мужчинах, кто строили церковь, кто были известными церковными христианскими схоластиками и философами, и вот один из них учился во Франции в Париже.

Оттого версий переплетения судеб, довольно много.
Я же сама знаю только что моя женщина-предок по папиной линии была с немецко-французкой семьи Бальзины, и от неё в Российской Империи пошли русские Бальзины, как мой папа и я линия включительно тоже.

Но сейчас, имея генетические тесты, где фамилия Бальзин и название английском деревушки Балшам Balsham пересекаются, как соседняя деревушка Хинкстон Hinxton есть у меня по пересечению с древними ДНК мужчины и 3х женщин, живших там в тех местах 2000-1300 лет назад.

А рядом, в деревне Хинхтон, паб "Огнегривый Лев", рядом в деревушке Балшам паб "Чёрный Буйвол", названия напитков в пабе -пива, виски, и ещё невиданные звери добавляются, которые там ходят посетителям на стол в стаканах.

И место, где изучают геном человека и генетику и поводят генетические исследования. Возможно, и генную инженерию тоже, создавая невиданных животных в генетических лабораториях. Одна из идей в мире была о возраждение живших зверей и людей опять методами генной инженерии. И тогда для них будет саоздан особый мир-"аквариум" содержать их там.

Я не была никогда в этой деревушке Хинхтон и Балшам и пабах - мой доход ниже прожиточного минимума, не доехать и в пабе деньги не потратить, а без денег не рады гостям, это понятно. Так что мне остаются только пенси слушать как той девочке Ассе в фильме.

"Горит одна Звезда" может быть намёк на некий летательный аппарат. для нас НЛО, который ждёт девочку Ассу там в Хинхтон-Балшеме деревнях около Кэмбриджа.

А она вряд ли когда туда прийдёт, по фильму - советская девочка, живущая в своём мире.

А Звезда-НЛО закреплено конкретно над тем местом.
Вот так бывает. Только напиться в пабе пива и виски и никогда не встретиться.

И только стихи и песни на память.

Но у кого деньги есть, могут съездить. Посмотреть. В пабе пива напиться. и в соседнем пабе тоже. И собрать всех невиданных зверей на своём столе как напивку и выпивку.

Что же касается слов тогда, песня звучит в итоге как от какого то парня с Великобритании, британца, но раз на русском и в СССР, - британского шпиона кто работал в СССР под русского парня, говорящего и поющего на русском.

Кто он был? Британский шпион? Другое время-путешественик по времени?  Ещё кто-то? Раз Звезда вверху-твоя и ждёт - это летательный аппарат? Тогда, этобыл кто-то с другой планеты?

Мы не знаем, как процесс поглащения выпивок и зверей и паба описан более подробно как земной опыт жизни и вехи там.

Но, конечно, это только версия. Фантазия и версия, меня, как конкретного человека.

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Continue, on English

In 2017, I decided to go to see my Dad, as my father is a pensioner, living as a  pensioner in Europe, in Riga, Latvia. 

Plenty British pensioners lived abroad, after the sale of their properties, houses in Great Britain, moving to live abroad in Europe, buying houses in France, Spain. My father had his property in Riga, Latvia.

My mother's grave was in Riga, Latvia, in Latvian cemetery too. The last time I saw her on the funeral, died, in December 2011.

To fly to here, as I was unemployed, I had arranged a time off.

In 2017, I tried to fly to see my alive father, while he is alive.

I was unemployed low income JSA benefit, so, JCP ordered me to close my claim JSA low income on the day before this flight. I had closed from 25.2.2017, started to have ;0.00/wee income from 26.2.2017 as British Citizen, 55 yo, Russian Ethnic Group.

Others benefits, as Housing Benefit, Council Tax Benefit and Discreasing Benefit to help me to pay a rent (the rent ;347, Housing benefit ;290, Disrease Benefit ;7) had been closed down by Ashfield Council  from 26.2.2017.

So,  British state as Great Britain state, British Officials JCP, Ashfield Council,   punishment me financially for my needs to look my old age relatives, my 79 yo father Aleksandr Balzin, pensioner, living in Riga, Latvia, Europe,  and my needs to visit my mother Balzina grave in Latvian cemetery and my need to come to Russian Orthodox Church in Riga, Latvia, to pray here,   by the cruel rude manner of moving my income from a low income base  to the income below the low income to ;0.00/weeks, with no benefits support.

So, my income till 25.2.2017 was a low income,
JSA low income, benefits to support me.
My income from Sunday, 26.2.2017 started to be ;0.00/week with no other benefits.

I returned back to England on Sunday, 5.3.2017 to find as all things and rules JCP had changed rapidly - a closure Housing and others benefits, granted me as having the income ;0.00 had been stopped, canceled from 26.2.2017.

I was not able to return back as re-claim JSA - this way had been closed and canceled.

I had just the option to apply for a new type of benefit Universal Credit UC,  which based on the some low income base benefit system, which contests for living expenses and housing benefit (and probably, Council tax benefit too) , which paid monthly,   but  1st week as unpaid week (so, as unpaid living expenses and unpaid housing benefit and unpaid council tax benefit and unpaid discreasing benefit to help to pay a rent).

I applied for Universal Credit on date 6.3.2017, Monday.

It was a message on screen as they pay ;664.41 on 19.4.2017 without the explanation financial details which benefits and payments would be here including.

I applied on JCP building in Sutton-in-Ashfield - here was not any possibility to print this message from a computer to read as a printing paper and a document.

Here is 31.3.2017, 31-6 = 25 days passed away as I applied for Universal Credit benefit, they confirmed me my claim had been accepted, granted, all documents received, but UC (Universal Credit) had not sent me their letter, as a printing letter and a document, with the explanation financial detail and date of payment.

I asked, I called and asked, nothing.

This letter is needed to show to a Dental service prior the dental service as a point of a free dental service or private paid dental service.

This letter is needed to show to NHS, surgery, chemistry, as a point to have a free NHS prescription and health care.

This letter is need to show to Ashfield Council as to validate my financial situation.

This letter if needed to have me myself, to be able to plan my financial situation with bills, data of payments.

This letter needed me to have to show to CAB - Citizen Advice Buroe if to discuss the financial or social or any situation, too.

Here 31.3.2017 - March month had gone,
I have a clue about my financial situation as having Universal Credit benefit from 6.3.2017 - which amounts, which benefits covered, which dates.

I had no any leaflet about Universal Credit too, nobody sent or gave this.

This looked as a neglect.

All what I knows as 1st week as unpaid, the optional level the some as for JSA low income and low income.


As I was not able to pay the rent in March 2017 on the UC benefit payment on 19-4-2017 in April as ;664.82  (to help to pay the rent ;347 in march and ;347 rent in April, and which would left from ;664.82 to use to buy a food supply, electricity, gas, water, etc).

I asked the help.
Loan Crises help - the refuse. JCP Officials started to be as fully deaf, not replayed, not helped, not granted, not helped.

on 22.3.2017, I asked the help - again.
I asked the help with food, Food Bank talons, saying as I have not the income from 22.2.2017 as last date JSA low income payment was, and on ;0.00 income after, no food at home, so I switched off my fridge already, no milk.    JCP Officials had not gave me, British Citizen 55 yo age, a single, any financial help, or Food Bank talons to go to take some food as the help to survive.

British Universal Credit Officer advised me, as all talons for Food Bank had finished already, to come to the next day at morning early back to JCP for them:

"Come to 10 am, to be quick, or all Food Bank talons would be finished rapidly after".

I was really shocked to lean as number of hungry poor British people, families with kids too, so huge, as not enough Food Bank saving to keep all alive and not hungry.

Of course, I had not came, stressed as not wanted to take food from families with small kids.

I collected plants, leaves from bushes, and did a soup from a stinger mettles plants as people in WWII and my own grandmother, Russian woman, living in Siberia.

This looked as a neglect as the attitude from British Officials.
No any printed letter Universal Credit, no knowledge about financial details, data of payments,   no additional financial support while I read on-screen message as Universal Credit gives right to receive them, - probably not for all to receive, and no Food Bank talons help.

I read on line

Food Bank British 'charity' organization will not help to people from a street whom would come to ask the help and will not look documents as a proof of a low income too, - not,  they give the help with food JUST on refer system (talons, refer from someone else).

So,  British people put food for the collection to Food Bank,   and after,  this food is not go to the help to people, but started to be belong  to the state fond to help just whom they choosed.

See a point now, why we all saw killed swans in lakes, - no food, no help, no benefits, people on ;0/week in UK, and what some people are doing?   they ate swans as a food supply, as British Officials in JCP started to be deaf on any ask them to help.

So, if you live in UK,  not go to put food in a food bank, as  just some choosed people will have this,  and not all whom needed, - let's try to look to help personally, as British State stopped to provide the help.

I was really thankful, eating leaves from trees, flowers, not having food at home or milk, when I finded a milk bottle on a bus stop, closed, unused, and i might pick this milk to drink.

While British Officials of Job Center Plus, Ashfield Council staff, Universal Credit staff had not helped me, - the opposite way.   they closed down low income claim JSA and all benefits and they moved me from a low income position below a low income position to ;0.00/wee from 26.2.2017.


Have you your parents? relatives? old age relatives?  graves of closed relatives? church needs to come to pray?


What crime had I commitment by British Laws of Great Britain as British Citizen 55 yo a woman?

Why  had they started to rude cruel to deal with me, unemployed low income British Citizen 55 yo age?

What was my crime by British Laws?

I love my parents, remember and love my died mother, - i had traveled abroad to see my old age relative, - my 79 yo father, a pensioner, having a cataracta, having the operation on his heart, this was my crime to blame me.   

 I visited my mother's grave in Latvian cemetery, to put my flowers here, - which was as a crime by British Laws of British State again to blame me to be wrong.

I came to Russian Orthodox Church, Christian Church, to pray here for a memory of my died closed relatives, my died mother, my died grandmother, others, to pray, to put candles and to pray - this was as a crime to blame by British rules of Job Center Plus officials too and by Ashfield Council too, as he closed down Housing Benefit, Council Tax Benefit, Discreesing Benefit to help to pay me a rent.

I had not asked no one to pay me JSA benefit as i asked just to help to arrange 1 unpaid week off for me on a time of visiting as unpaid holiday to visit my old age relatives and my mother's grave too.

I am unemployed low income. I damaged my back as a Care Assistant in July 2014, moving really fast to save my client.   I was lucky to be quick and he just sat down safety on his chair.  I safed him, he had not feld down on a floor, he just sat down on his chair.  But as I moved much to fast to save him, I damaged my back, still continue to work to serve others clients as my duties after.   I was not able to move after, took 4 days off, so strong pain was in my back, not to sit, not to lie down, not to stay, all painful.

But more worse painful was the attitude to me from a side of my younger colleges, - they said me as I am much too old, to work in their team of younger in my 53 yo age.

One of them started to shout on me loudly, to talk to clients loudly my age group:
- Do you know her age? She is 53 yo age!

She was my supervisor, ordering me never to smile, in her presence. She said me if you smile me i always think you laughed on me. I tried to explain as people smiled to each another to support each another, but this explanation was not accepted and my supervisor ordered me never to smile.

She blamed me no be able to listen sounds through two closed doors and noises, saying as she might to hear voices of others from closed rooms and corridors in her head easily always. 

She blamed me she was able to listen my voice on a distance of 2 rooms and a corridor while i was not.

I asked her why not to do more easy way as just to press a button in a room of client to the attention to come as this was our ordinary routine procedure and advised by procedure list.

After that, the some my college, moved fast the metallic hoist, straight on my foot, making me really sore, but she had not said me her 'Sorry' if this was not especial.

Her closed friend, my another young college, started to shout on me too. And she moved stayed near my back and imitated a shooting from a gun as her fingers on a back of my head.

I had not saw this. But my college saw this as she sit opposite me and she said me as a witness.

I finded this so emotional damaging me, to have a strong pain in my back, and the imitation of shooting into a back of my head and a shouting me as i am so unwanted old age to leave their team.

I cried for 4 days after, not able to stop, and leaved this last my working place.

After that I was unemployed low income.
My income was much too low to go to see old age relatives living abroad while my daughter bought me her presents for Christmas - air ticket to fly together to see all our closed old age relatives in Latvia.


But British Officials Job Center Plus said me as this is not permitted by their rules JCP and British Laws for unemployed people UK   on JSA benefit,

and so, I need to closed my JSA low income benefit claim prior the date of travel to see my father.

I asked the opportunity  for 1 week as unpaid week off, so, making more easy to return back, but they ordered me to cancel my claim JSA, saying me this said their rules and British Laws.

I did this, started to be British Citizen with ;0/weekly from 26.2.2017, punished financially for a traveling abroad for 1 week as unpaid week to see my old age relatives, 79 yo father, over 80 yo 1st ex mother-in-law,  graves of my mother and my 1st ex father-in-law  in Latvian cemetery.

Be honest, I do not think British Officials or Ethnic, making such their rules, instructions, British Laws to British Citizens UK with not permit to visit parents, relatives, graves of relatives in cemeteries,  Christian Russian Orthodox Church service, - that they are humans.     All humans have their parents, see as each try to see their on Christmas time and though year.    So,  they wrote their rules and instructions and British Laws by a way to divide British Citizens whom would permit to see old age relatives (if they live in UK land) and for British Citizens with no right to love to have needs to see their parents and old age relatives as they live abroad as a pensioners?  in Europe!    So crime - I visited Europe, traveled abroad, my Dad as a pensioner lives in Europe.

Great Britain,   UK   was inside   EU, where Latvia is a part of EU too.

BREXIT as the separation just started juridically,  so,  i do not left EU borders and UK was inside EU still, not signed officially,

why British Officials tried to jump to run faster the juridical process.

How many British Citizens UK Great Britain have their old age relatives, pensioners-parents, living abroad?

Now just me one, yes?

So, may you see a point as British State tried to create here in UK what?   

I was not able to do re-claim JSA benefit -the open JSA benefits abilities had been closed down, moving just for another Universal Credit, some low income base, just with unpaid 1st week.

UC benefit as a monthly payment
with 1 st week unpaid (making me on 2 weeks as unpaid with ;0/week, as all benefits had been canceled from 26.2.2017 for me).

Here 31.3.2017. No letter from UC about financial details and date of payment yet - I applied on 6.3.2017.

Not just me one in such situation, as a system.

My neighbor, said me, he had been moved from JSA benefit to UC benefit, so, he stressed how to deal with all bills now too.

He had his debt ;5 for for a taxi, I gave him to travel from a hospital for his home before, helping. But I asked to return me that my ;5 as i need all myself now for me.     He said as he is not able now as he planned as he on UC now to wait for more longer.

My rent ;347/month
Ashfield Council Housing Benefit here ;290
347-290 = ;?  not enough to pay a rent?

So, having JSA ;73.10/week
1 week money was for a saving to be able to pay the rent

but Agency obligated still to buy Tenant Liability Insurance on the top of rent
making as I paid ;13.99
so, Ashfield Council had not accounted the level of the real rent, their numbers over-back-dated while the rents had up and prices too (!), a leaflet from a door: 

1. Ashfield Council put the highest rate but the collected Council Taxes flooded out from Sutton-in-Ashfield area,
2. so here plenty damaged surface of public pathways and
road, holes, not repaired for a long time.
3. the lake area where dirty wet surface, Ashfield Council, taking money from locals, had not put back to look for open public area, as just to put the right comfortable public surface around a lake to people, families, eldery people to work comfortable and safe.
4. When I lived in area of council state house in Boughton, near New Ollerton area, we had a special people, walking, collecting rubbish from the street in bags, and additionally, the special cleaning big car, which clean and washed streets near houses.  Here I am living from 1st October 2013 and never saw such services from Ashfield Council, so, whom visited the area, wrote as saw plenty dirty streets covered with rubbish, plastic bottles, papers, - as when a days of collection  for duspin bins, here no service from the Council as a cleaning machine.     I tried  to clean the open public pathway near my home before, as area near my doors and for neighbors myself, so, me and other people would work on the clean street. But not each person able to do this, some with small kids, not able to leave them to be on own, some old age or disability people, some work hard on their work, some just would put such type of work as a low social for them, saying somethings as "I am not a Cleaner!  Ashfield Council takes a lot money as Council Tax from my pockets, and all these dirty streets, really, property of Ashfield Council to look for his property, so, to clean all streets and roads too from rubbish and just to clean!"   and, by Laws, streets of  Sutton-in-Ashfield would be property of Ashfield Council, and he still is collecting Council Tax from each householder, with money, which used to look for his property - streets, to repair surfaces and to clean, some as road tax from each local driver has a part for repair works for roads, too.
5. as a local, I had plenty leaflets through the door, where local and a political party blamed Ashfield Council for taking a highest council tax rate and the transfer the collected money from local for needs other areas and regions, leaving own area dirty with damaged surface, not looking properly, while here schools, kids, women, men, disability people, pensioners or old age people, Seniors. 
6. So, on our street, where I am living from 1st October 2013, just 3 local residents tried to clean our street voluntary free, for all people of community and ourselves.  I used my own equipment, my own gloves, my own bags for collections rubbish from a street, and dust too, i used my hoover and my steamer sometimes, still cleaned a dog poo and disinfected, so, small kids worked on the clean tidy public surface.  Still, additionally, when a winter with a snow, i used my own snow shovel equipment to clean a snow, so, it was a nice Christmas time with a tidy clean street, which I voluntary cleaned on a long distance for local people to have a good Christmas time holiday. and as I cleaned the public pathway and a part of a road, i am a witness, not seeing Ashfield Council cleaning services and cleaning machine here, and in days of collection duspin bins too, while some duspin drops on a surface of public pathway and road.  So, easy to understand why plenty local people really angry to pay Council Taxes and not to receive Council Services as clean tidy streets, or repaid surfaces of roads and pathways.   To be a local here - a destiny to walk on dirty roads with plenty rubbish here as Ashfield Council do not bothered to clean hos property - local streets, roads, while people in other areas, to where our Council Taxes moved to support other areas,  - they have a cleaning services daily and weekly and they live in a clean environment.  Additionally, as a cleaning service is a work, so, the move of this work out the area is the move a working vacancy and a work away from local people.
6.  To do more happy people, here will be build plenty Council Properties, which is really nice, making more taxpayers, and buyers in shops, so, more work too, but as this would be in area with the wrong attitude as the high Council Taxes and the move the collected money away to other area, not leaving job vacancies for local people to work for Council services, as building, repairs, road repairs, cleaning streets, so, i doubt to be really happy by walking on a dirty streets with plenty rubbish, never cleaned.
7. And if you see my story as a financial report, as a local woman 55 years, to find a financial thing and the attitude to live here as a local woman.
8. You may compare the amount of Housing Benefit for areas near to Sutton-in-Ashfield, for Chesterfield, Nottinghamshire, with the ;290 as a Housing Benefit for areas for years with no changes, and to see the level of rent, for me as for a single woman, a private tenant,  the rent for 1 bed-roomed flat ;347/month, Council discounted Tax as for a single person ;82/month, which including the weekly collection from duspin bins, and by new rules, the top this, as the obligation to pay to have Tenancy Liability Insurance.  so, go back to compare the level of Housing Benefit ;290, to account how much to save from the low level income benefit ;73.10/week as lefted to pay for electricity, gas, water, phone, Internet, food, drinks, milk, clothes, travel expenses.  If you would be not a biorobot, but an alive creatures with needs of food supply and a warm house, this local area would be not right area to live here, probably, as you see - here will be not enough left for you on a case of a low income for a food supply or a heating house at winter.]

Please, i you read this, my situation and all would be not belong to me one here in Great Britain, as there are rules, instructions, British Laws, burocratic activities too.


My genetic belong to Ancient UK DNA to Cambridgeshire England to villages Hinxton and Balsham, so, the nearest too, people lived in UK land 2,000-1,300 years back.

But I saw thankful to my ancestors, whom left England,
as my memory to be a woman of Russian Ethnic or living in Soviet Union is the real treasure of memory.

I am so proud to say about me - I am a woman of Russian Ethnic, Russian people had a loss near 52 billions people population during WWII, stopped WWII, coming to Berlin in May 1945,  what was the end of WWII, and saved plenty lives in Europe and in Great Britain.

This loss of 52 billions lives of population, living in USSR, Soviet people, plenty Ethnic Groups, a memory in a hard of each Russian family, as Each Russian family had their losses - a father, a brother, a husband, a son, a fiancee, a grandfather, civilians, women, kids too.

My grandfather had died in the summer 1941, and my grandmother started to be his widows her 27 y.o, with my mother on her hands, as a small child. My mother missed her father and his loss for all life after that.

Now in UK, Great Britain, while here is not any war, nobody bombed properties or civilians and no one enemy had came to Great Britain land to invite all,      just    our own British Officials  from British Government from British State,  as  Job Center Plus British Officials, British Citizens, wrote their instructions,  rules, British laws,  permitted  them  to keep British Citizens on the income  ;0.00/week as fully permitted and supported by Ashfield Council too, as changed a support as Housing Benefit, etc. living expenses till ;0/week.

The income ;0.00/week in UK.

What this means, practically, no income at all? no money?
No money to buy a food? No money to buy a drink in a shop?  No money to pay a rent? No money to buy the electricity at home? a gas at home? so, a heating? so, no cooking too?

No money for a food - the hungry death = The death. == Died British Citizen in the land Great Britain.


See,   British Officials UK are not working in the real British economy people.   No one.     They do not work in a private business companies, in warehouses, in shops, superstores, in factories, they had not their own private business companies, trying to earn money - so, they all are unemployed in a real British economy people.

Just some never worked in a real British economy people took a political power in UK to order to name them as British Officials, to order to pay plenty taxes in budgets and ordered to pay money from a budget to them - to unemployed in British economy people as their salaries, their holiday money, their pensions.

So, if you see some British unemployed as unemployed on a low income benefit support, - they are honest people as named themselves as unemployed in a real British economy people, living on the social support of benefits, looking for a work in a real British economy to find to up their income.

But when you see our British Officials - they would not named themselves honestly for the society as they are people, whom not working in a real British economy, so, they are unemployed, really, and just unemployed, whom are not looking for a work in a real economy at all,    having  benefits from budgets, named their salaries.

May you order to your employer and company how much they needed to pay for you?

Unemployed in British economy people, whom took a political power in Great Britain, as they did took a political power for themselves and their needs, so,   they ordered to do what?    as to unemployed people UK, not looking for a work in British economy?      They ordered you  to name them all as British Officials, etc,    they ordered you to do their orders, they ordered to other not working in a real British economy unemployed to take the charge in a budget money from all taxpayers and to pay them all their benefits as salaries.   and see the level of their state benefits from a budget named their salaries?     definitely more high righter JSA benefit level as ;73.10/week?   or ;0.00/week as they put here to have for others?

for others?  for others? and not for themselves?

Ask yourself - here in UK a highest rate of taxes, see our roads - damaged surfaces of roads, public pathways, holes, dirty streets - and no cleaning services, no cleaning cars, so not investment in a local area to keep it clean, tidy, and no investment in a work for locals through this too, as to clean streets would be a work for someone.

So, British unemployed in British real economy people took a political power in UK to put plenty other unemployed British people, and took a huge amount of benefits for each, named as their salaries.

The salary is the payments for a work, producing somethings useful,    as to make a bread, goods, to sold good, to provide services, as a real work, needed work, paid work, making the earning and profit.


British Officials wrote their paperworks, rules, instructions, laws.     But by their own rules, - they no one tried to find a working place in a real British economy, which  would put them by their own rules as unemployed whom do not work and not looking for a work,    so, their own rules would not put them themselves on any benefits as JSA low income too - they do not look for a work in a real British economy, they did not applied for a working places in a real British economy too.

They took a political power.

See a big difference between real unemployed JSA benefit or UC benefit as people on the lowest income as just a social support, while plenty and all are looking for a work trying to find a working place to up their income.

But when you turn your head to a side of unemployed in a real British economy British Officials in JCP, etc, -  they no one name themselves as unemployed, as no looking and not applying for a work at all, as just having benefits from a budget from taxpayers, and in a huge amount of all, to keep them all happy financially.

You see - no enough money in NHS, hospitals, police, services which needed for all community.

Do someone needs really to see to have plenty British Officials, whom do not work, dislike to work, having benefits from a budget, ordering to name their benefits as salaries.

You see - plenty British Officials and not  enough vacancy for Nurse in a local hostitals, plenty closed down, while they are needed for all society and British Officials are not.

You work hard - do you need British Officials? in such huge numbers? to keep them all happy? well paid?

So,  the small smooth change as to name nonworking in a British Economy as unemployed British Citizen would start to put plenty things by a right way.

Here is whom?    British Politicians? British Officials JCP?    Not.   Here nonworking in a real British economy people, unemployed British people, British Citizens UK, whom took the political power in UK to sign to name themselves by another way and to sign to order that the level of their benefits would be up and up and up and named as 'salaries'.

So, you will work for all day, to return back to home, to listen orders from     people, whom had not worked in a real British economy, but having huge benefit level for themselves as their salaries.

No one of them never answered  for their decisions, orders, activities financially or by Law - they do not wish to see this.


Tony Blair, signed, plenty healthy British young men as British soldiers  had been killed.    After that, it was opened a greatest lie for all British society and British Citizens about Iraq as here was not this ability of damage EU/UK military.

Plenty women saw Tony Blair, so attractive British man, talking a lot, looking as a clever, each wanted to trust to him as to respect and to trust as to British Leader.

What was the end of this trust and respect? Ruined hopes?

Died bodies of British young soldiers? (not forget as now British Army is joined females and males staff as British Soldiers).

Had someone noticed Tony Blairs'es son in British Army in Iraq? Afghanistan?  or Tony Blair when he was signed off to join British Army?

Had Tony Blair paid for moral and physical losses to British families from his own personnel income  for his own personnel activities, ideas and results?

I read just as he with his family run away from Great Britain to live to work to settle down in USA land, leaving results of his activities in UK land to others.

What would here still more? as his activities results for all us here?

Great Britain used budget money to through away on other countries and this financial loss never returned back in a budget as was though out from a country - no taxes in budget back.

British military people, contractors  worked outside of UK declared themselves as they are abroad and so, they had not paid taxes from their salaries, and as they spent income outside UK land, - no taxes to a budget was too.

So, just account - salaries of military and civilians contracted, number of each, a loss taxes as they ate abroad, spent money abroad.

So, while British Army had been sent far far away in Iraq, Kuwait, Afghanistan etc to duty abroad, we see as plenty foreign migrants came free as just no one British soldier with CCTV camera had been left here in UK, probably, to defend borders Great Britain and the Channel from migrants.

Plenty British newspapers started to blame migrants, so many, uncontrolled, coming and coming, while no money in British Budget left to buy couple CCTV cameras and infrared sensors for underground tunnel to stop migrants as to detect and to stop them,  and we read why, - as some British Officials used British Budget as their own pocket money to order to pay their lives expenses of their lover to see a porno-films.

So,   British budget had money to buy to install sensors or to pay to British Army to arrange the control of underground tunnel to stop migrants.

I was not able to understand this. so easy just to move some groups of British Army in Great Britain to protect a tunnel from migrants, and no money was a bus service too?   as all had been spend on a personnel need of lover to see a porno film by budget money from taxpayers?

You work hard, for lovers of British Officials not to work to sit to look porno-films?

So unhonest.

And all these people on duties, after, wrote their rules as other people needs would be just ;0.00/week only?

I am not able to understand why do a level of benefit from budget money on the pockets of people, not working in a real British economy as British Officials, British Politicians must be highest righter the low income benefit for unworking unemployed people in UK.

See - the move them all on the standard Universal Credit benefit would be a right ideas to treat all the some way.


Here is a huge gap as a casts, and British Officials started to feel themselves as more highest cast to order to others.

Can imagine?   People, some never worked in their life in a real British economy to earn their money, took a political power not to work, but to have salaries what, really,  just benefits in another words in their case,  as from a budget.

After they took a power, they ordered to you what to do as to their slave on their command.

I try to say here as no any open public control for work of British Officials and Politicians.    Just ways to others to go to a political power and no a good base of a control their activities, decision, including methods if you unhappy, to open some juridical process of the changes them legally.

Plenty blamed USSR, Soviet bureaucratic political system, ruined a huge country USSR as a result.

But a difference between British Officials and  Russian Officials are just in a language, and that Russians took presents, tips, money, so, any laws or rules was able to turn on a wanted way of deal.

Soviet bureaucratic system put their state in ruins.

So, my attempts to say things, here, all, was just the hope to do things better as to discuss some things to find solutions, or Great Britain with British bureaucratic system may move to be the next ruined economics and the country after USSR in Europe.

Chinese people said: - "it was a greatest tortures to live on the time of changes"

I lived in USSR, was born in USSR in 1961.   Our Soviet Army was one of the strongest. Our country was as a largest, as Impair by sizes.  USSR budget was the huge amount money.

But no one able to save from betrayers. Soviet Army was a weak and weakest as a result to save their own country too.

When Soviet economics collapses, the inflation ruined saving, pensions, working places too.  It was a huge humanitarian crises. Plenty divorces. Women did abortions, no money to up kids, no  working places. so, as no work, people moved to live to places where working places and jobs, leaving their parents, friends, old houses.

Soviet Officials in Political power in USSR, whom took a political power, ruined all.

Before this, Russian Impair had been ruined in 1917, with the greatest help of Russian Officials and a wrong attitude. a crash of 1917 as Russian Revolution 1917 in Ukraine, in Russia, was a huge humanitarian crises, died, refugees, loss of properties, all.

As  USSR collapsed in 1991, this fact moved plenty to forget consequences of Revolutions.    Plenty rich people decided to cancel a social program, as no needed mostly.

The existence of USSR with Russian revolution 1917 as as a shred to keep a social plans, social programs high.

and as new coming forget all,   they put ;0/week now as a normal income now in Great Britain for British Citizen UK.


Before this, British Laws said as each British Citizen UK MUST to have the living expenses not below a minimal low income, which was named as ;73.10/week.

So, British officials provided financial support till this low income in benefits of a British social system.

This system works for years, and just not from February-March 2017 collapsed, ruined, chaotic system, moving to name ;0.00/week income as a normal income for British Citizens, living in UK,     so, no financial support from JCP or Ashfield Council, no Food Bank talon from JCP too "as all gone already, nothing left"  "lets come again tomorrow".


Great Britain as so huge gap.


I am living on a street, here some British Citizens UL may have couple cars, BMWs, and just their neighbors to be too, with no food, no money, no milk, no electricity.

I apply for a working place each week without a stop, doing 5 or more application, filled forms, applying,  plenty working vacancies,   - in King's Mill Hospital, living locally near in a walking distance able to be at work any time 24 hours range,  i was agree to work 24 hours pattern, 12 hours pattern, weekends, ev, unsocial hours,   any job - no working place for me, living locally and able always to come, as a single person, no kids now, they are adults.

I applied for works in shops, superstores, offices, companies, Meadow Swimming Pool, Council, - to success, nobody wanted me, as my age group 55 yo, so, local employers prefer youngers.

I would open my own shop to sold somethings, as my own private shop and my own working place, if i would be younger, but now i am 55 yo, and hard to take to start this load.

I am not able to understand these British Politicians and British Officials too, - why had they all damaged to destroy my beloved country USSR?    My country was their allies during WWII.     No one  Soviet military pilot moved planes to bomb properties of British people and British towns, villages, houses during WWII time.     Soviet people fighted together on one side from the some enemy whom attacked and Great Britain and USSR land, bombing houses.

But soon as was the end of WWII, no needs any more, so,   British Politicians in power acted as a betrayers of their own allies, blamed and lied as The Country of Widows and Orphans without husbands and fathers, as till 52 billions lives had been as a loss of population USSR in WWII, had planned to attack to bomb Great Britain land and properties of British people, - a huge lie, --  Soviet people had their own huge country on a size as Africa land part, with plenty empty spaces,    with plenty damaged villages and towns to re-build all again,  which a loss till 52 billion by open statistical data on February 2017 just.

a loss of 52 billions lives of population USSR, damaged destroyed towns, villages, in Belorussia - no locals in some villages were, as German Fascists burned Belorussian villages with all civilians here, Belorussian kids, women,men.

German Fascists Officer wrote to home to Germany:
"By their look, - blond hairs, light colors of eyes, nice beautiful look of faces, figures, calm polite people, - they all look the some look as our Leader Hitler said for all us to look as his dream to modificate German Nation to look as ancient tribe Aria looked, - tall, nice looking, calm, polite, blond hairs, beautiful rights faces and figures".

Yes,  German Fascist Officer noticed things as Hitler whom shouted openly his dream to build new Aria Nation in Europe by his verbal and writing declamation, was busy to organize the genocide as a mass killing of ancient old tribe Aria's decedents as Belorussian Ethnic.

So,  Hitler dream for all German Nation to look the some as Belorussian people looking, whom had been in orders from Hitler in a que to be killed them all, - women, kids, men, not to leave traces as ancient local people and tribes looked whom lived in Europe.

The honest person will say such as "I love you" as he or she loved.

But the evil dishonest person will say "I love Aria people, they so nice looking!  a blond hairs!  light colors of their eyes!  I wish for all to look the some!" just as to show his coming evil jealousy as someone may look beautiful, as the pre-step to declare as not saying openly 'i hate this. i jealous. i will kill you all for such beautiful look which making me jealous and unhappy to see my own face in a mirror each morning"

I try to saw as sometimes people used to mark faces of their kids by a dirty dust, ordered to wear scarf, scarves, to cover hairs, to sit inside houses, properties, closed, hidden, as the way of the protection their small beautiful kids from the attention of evil jealous murders and killers.

Soviet calm time moved after to forget methods of surviving women and girls for centuries as attempts to hide their beauty from others.

Plenty girls, women started to like to choose to wear some sexual open clothes to be bright target for the attention of others, and to open target for jealousy evil people and murders too.

If you see events in Ukraine in Donbass, where local women and kids changed the traditional old clothes to other land's American sexy look, - they might started to be much to bight to the attention of murders and their jealousy and wish to kill to bomb them, as, probably, not all alive creature liked this.

One of a killed local woman was lied down on the ground, wearing a brightest red blouse, making her really bright to notice as a target.

Another small age girl was wearing in the special white dress as a fiancee dress for died virgin small girls before she had been killed here as someone target.

So, this may work or not work, but if you do not know what is around, or a military activities, please, try to protect kids and yourself not to be a bright as a target for eyes of someone.

Please, avoid to wear sexual open dress. so, nothing in your look or in kids look would put the presentation look or moves to sexual feelings of someone.

Russian said 'whom is driving slowly, will drive for more longer distance".

All these terrible things may be results of someone strongest emotions putting to the activity.

We see as plenty females of different age group had been killed and are killed by men

1. Ukraine, Donbass area, from 2014 with no stop till now, continue

2. Syria, Arab countries
just 1 days was reported as 800 female deaths was in 1 places, killed by someone.

3,  Europe, WWII Holocaust in Europe, European countries - Germany, Italy, Latvia, ... all Europe

4. Europe, a genocide of Belorussian women and kids (blond hairs women) - just burned
5. Jewish, Belorussians, Gypsy, Russian, Slavonic, -plenty women had been killed, burned. by whom? by some men in power. by orders of officials in Europe.

6. Middle Age. 300 years of mass killing process of local women by men in Europe - in all Europe, in England, in America

7. Great Britain. 2017 years. British Officials moved a low income benefit from a low income lever ;73.10/week   to ;0/week, closed down social financial support system  to keep some people, women in UK on the income ;0/week.   this as a genocide just in another manner as a hidden from public eyes, news,

Hinxton in a Cambridgsire in England. a village on a distance 14 km from Cambridgeshire.

Somethings really strange here if to see the history as just from 17th century new buildings while the nearest village Balsham in a book 11 century, while  archaeological ancient DNA samples for Hinxton had been named with there age 2,000-1,300 years back at time, while all history of England is a longest and this place  not far from London too.  the open public information has some huge gap in a time about this place, really strange, looking not natural.

Some people in Internet are talking as here was a huge war with a Nuclear War, not leaved plenty people living here alive.

The war named was 200 years as for one areas, living no forests, plants, good soil, nothings.  By this theory, if to believe to trust here,   all people around may be not belong to locals living here before but just some unknowns.

I read, for example, the history of s small villages Boughton - New Ollerton - Ollerton area in Nottinghamshire.   That when was a Black Death in this places, - no one local person, living here in Middle Age, survived, - all died whom lived here.

But after that, other people came, settle down here.    And just they started to live ... Middle Age Inquisition power of men came to kill to burn plenty local women, straight as Black Death ended, low the local population in some places till a 0 -no one survived.

So,  Black Death as some illness killed local women, after that local men killed their local women during 300 years.

Can you imagine this?   The Black death and no one. 0 . zero.
New people come, not plenty them, or plenty them, if they were really busy during 300 years in a killing their local women during 300 years, - so, what was the quantity of local on the end of Black Death in England-Europe?

and a hidden mystery. no one left alive - but after this, with no stop, 300 years of Inquisition as the reduction a number of local women and kids, burning them in fire by men.

I was reading. All right. nobody left alive, all, each died from The Black Death - in each house, in each properties - no one left, and such way on all area of island England, as a mass reduction of numbers of local population.

But after that?

suddenly - again - plenty local people, women, men, kids, and so plenty them, from nowhere, that was enough to a killing women during 300 years. yes, straight after the end of Black Death where plenty dies, as all villages.

One woman in age said me she is a local from Boughton-Ollerton area, as her ancestors lived here always during 500-600 years. A lie, as by history of Boughton and Ollerton no one left alive here during Black Death, so, each  had their ancestors as coming from somewhere else to here.   No locals as a true-locals from some ancients British tribes, living in particular this place, as the origin British tribes people;s decedents here in Boughton - Ollerton village Nottinghamshire had not survived no one alive here during Black Death, - The Death came inside closed properties of each here.   And if someone as this British woman would say she as a local as her ancestors lived here during 500-600 years, - this would be a lie, as her own fantasy as opposite to information about this place.

Probably, archaeological genetic evidences, DNA genetic tests results will open for us our own hidden past.

But for now, always better to remember as the official information have came to us to lean as the truth, while each saw the way as Politicians in Power and Officials dealed with the historical information, ordering to clear some moment or to forget, or lieing as asking to repeat their lie, or blamed  people for their opinions, thoughts, memory, so, we know just what someone choosed for us to know to believe as this the truth.

I lived in Riga, Latvia from June 1974 till Feb 1998.
 traveled to a local Lithuania, couple times, as locally, near, it was no borders.

Modern Lithuanian Political Power put people, having their memory as they lived in USSR to be blamed as a criminals, so, penalty and a prison term as to criminals for what?     If someone would wanted to say here open his-her-they personnel memory, thoughts, opinions, about their life as kids, youngers, adults here in Lithuania till 1991.

We see as Politicians ordered to ruin the real history, facts, stories, memory on a verbal base or on a written base as no permitted to population to keep where they they had this rights to say others as their ancestors lived here before.

Great Britain culture had one strange gap, - no British traditional National costumes and British traditional National songs,   as this common for each Ethnic Group in Europe.

Indian people and women, Tatar, Muslim, Tadzhikstan, Slavonic tribes, Russian, Belorussian, Polish, German - each Nation and Ethnic have their traditional costumes, songs, - just English-speaking white British Ethnic now. As someone worked hard to cut some memory from their own origin.

Scots, Scottish people, they have their traditional suits, kilts, songs, musics.

English-British Ethnics in Great Britain - not.

So,   British Prince Charles used to wear Scottish traditional National clothes, kilts,     yes, he had a genetic connection to Scottish people, clans,   but,  London is a capital of England was as British tribes'es living places.    Scotland had not invited England by the official British history never.

But if so,  what is the greatest mystery  as English British Prince Charles so liked to wear just Scottish National costumes, kilts, to feel to represent himself as a Scot, from a Scottish clan to all others and himself too?

All right, but were English-British traditional National costumes?   Scots wearied kilts, - British-English tribes, - not.

Let's ask British scholar from England, Wales, Cornwall, or adults, men, women, -  what if your traditional National dress? costumes? songs?

Scottish people have, saved. Irish people have, saved.

British BBC show is for modern songs, 5 channels of British BBC, as the official channels to keep British culture - no one as a in Russia where British women or British men would wearied their traditional National costumes to sing traditional British songs.

Ethnic group of English-speakers with the full loss of the traditional National patterns? costumes? songs? melodies? in full and all together?

Local British women and men may say their tales for you as their ancestry lived in some place, a village in UK for 500-600-700 years to keep this point in their memory.

But they will be not able to say the history of their so native place for such time period as for 500-600-700 years, names and surnames whom lived here, whom was rich, whom poor, whom in  a love, and where all their these ancestors for 500-600-700 years had been as their graves.

And no one had a clue which clothes was a traditional here and no a clue to sing songs which their female ancestors and local singing.

And when to see this all, a moment, to be so strange, as to start to think as these people are leers, as if they would said the truth, their memory would be with songs of their grandmother's mother time, some.

A gap if a memory - a loss of memory about own traditions, traditional songs, traditional national costumes,  usually, and a loss some traditional National pattern - which was a cross-speeches as a traditional pattern, traditional patterns for English-British Ethnics? tribes?

All, what was saved, as shades - a dream-catcher, as a large rounded border covered by color cotton to do somethings looking as a a spider net ,   to put this near the bed, to keep to catch night dreams of kids and youngers.

I saw Celtic rings, smallest ring sizes, not to put on my adult size finger, just for kiddish fingers, with the special stone, which changed a color to indicate the mood and the emotions of owner.

And after the attempts to find on British TV British National Traditional songs from people wearing British National costumes and dresses,   so fun to see English Prince, British Prince Charles and all British Royalty, wearing just Scottish national costumes for men, kilts, - and if you read as Scotland never as a country which would invaded London and England to have as your, so natural to ask:

- Pardon,  but if so,  why British English Prince and British Royal men wearing all just Scottish national kilts?    to show their Scottish origin as British Royalty?

- Pardon, but if so, why British English Royalty men, Prince Charles, do not wearing never English British traditional National costumes? as just only Scottish kilts as British Royalty?

-  What was and is English-British National traditional dresses, costumes, patterns, songs?

Can imagine English-British people, living in the past in a house without the electricity, but never singing songs to pass their times?

Something wrong, defenetly?  something had been loosed.
Nearest Ethnic - Scottish, Irish, all have their National traditional songs, clothes, patterns, and here is England location - suddenly - a gap, nothings.

Europe - each has.

I find just saved traces of old English heritage in Nursery melodies, ritms, songs, really nice sounding, putting to realize a huge loss as a gap as adults songs.

One of the reason might be a put to a Christianity, where all old age time, songs, costumes, patterns, started not to be permitted, and local women had been killed during 300 years,  fully closed the memory of old melodies, songs.

If to listen the saved pattern of melody for newborn babies, this is really nice beautiful sad melody in sounds. No words, just a melody.

Politicians, People in Power, Religion people in power, men in power killed so plenty women, mothers, and so, all this huge gap of a greatest loss of own old ancient heritage.

all what saved, as just some melodies without words and sounds of speeches for new born kids.

and couple nursery songs.

It was much more!  just could not not to me just this and all.
So, were are this all?  were?


To realized things, please look photos from Donbass, Ukraine, Europe,  - died bodies of killed women and kids,   so,  men killed here local women,   killed a human culture, traditional national ethical melodies, which all females and women are keeping and singing to their kids.

No one evacuated these local women and kids from here to save their lives, their knowledges, their songs, their cultures, Europe EU and OBSE had not saved, Putin and Russia and Ukraine and Europe do not saved - no one humanitarian buses to here to take locals away to save.   English-speaking Politics as British Politicians and American Politicians from Obama and Psaki are pushed to blame locals to know Russian language of their mothers, and plenty Russian women and their kids and grandkids here killed.  All men just looked for this.

Some men came to here to say as they will save local women, - but they do not, they lied, nobody stopped the bombing properties here, or organizing the evacuation local women and kids away.

I doubt now some adults here, whom said they would parents, relatives of kids would be their native relatives, or just some adults, using kids to cover themselves.

Small kids or new born kids are not able to walk themselves, leaving their parents away.

Really dirty black history to see all from 2014 till now.

After this, as men killed women and kids here and other men looked or asked to kill more for a fun,   I am, really, had a loss of a biological value men as males at all,  they started to be as some another biological race, which looked as not our Homo Sapience race at all.

In the nature, males never kill females of own biological group-race-view.   No one mammal. Crocodiles do not do this.

So, what?  just males, men are able or enjoying to kill women and kids and did this regular in the history of Europe-England-America.

Yes.

So,  men, males and females, women would two different biological types.

If it would the one biological group - this would never happened never as in the nature.

so, this hate women is not natural - it is not such in a biology of mammals.

If another race - and so, we read a Bible, stories, as here was another biological race, named as Devil race, with the great hate to human race, as liked to kill, to humiliate, to lie, to reduce, had a jealousy to humans

see, how easy to find traces of Devil race!
you see died bodies of humans? women? kids?

Let's try to open your vision as to investigate this as a huge hate and jealousy someone from Devil race here (one or a group)   to humans Homo Sapience.


By such attempt to see things,  as to mark a mass killing humans, kids, women, men   as the activity  of Devil race, whom hate humans, would be easy to investigate links.

Local men in Donbass said they are DEFENDERS of local women and kids here.

Okey. Let's see how they DEFENDED local women and kids, - plenty died bodies, wounded bodies, damaged bombed properties, - so, as the fact, - they had not defended local women and kids and local, - here plenty troupes, died, plenty killed, wounded - this is not a defense at all as the fact.

Let's see as 'all these defenders'   did not worry  to organize the mass evacuation locals, civilians, kids, women, to a safe place to save their live -- so,   as no a mass organizing evacuation from here -  no real attempts to save lives of local civilians, women, kids, men,   -one local man named this area as 'a ghetto', a closed areas where men used bombs on properties of civilians.

If you see the opposite side,  here are facts as Ukrainian Army and radicals, as men had orders to bomb property of civilians and they did and do this as ordered from Ukrainian Officials (plenty them on salaries from American Government, so, really, American Officials too, as people, ordered to go to bomb properties of civilians in own country).

As just a woman, i see here as ALL MEN -  Ukrainian Officials, Ukrainian Army, Ukrainian Radicals,  Local Miners, Coming covered Russian, Coming covered Military Foreigners, Swedish, American, British, Germans, Polish, Turkish, Serbians, French-German-Holland men as OBSE=NATO, --- all they really no one organized the evacuation local women and kids from this area - no one.  They just looked, recorded, some really enjoying, laughing.

This looked as a biological war, men, as Devil race (people said they may change the look to look as a man or a woman, so, any look of them as a female or male would be a false).

Devil race tried to kill women, kids, as they hate humans, they Homo Sapience race, had a jealousy, enjoying to humiliate, to torture, to lie.

Old legend words passed from the past, as Devil race may have a tail and crazy about a sexual activity,

Look, each male, man, had a tail between his legs, in a front to be sure, as a sexual activities ideas too.

So, what we had been leaned to know as men, males, humans Homo Sapience, if to look closely, closed to identification Devil race, Devil, - having a tail, sexual active, a leer, liked to torture human race - we saw plenty died women and kids, wounded women and kids, hungry women and kids, women and kids in tears.

some sexual activities to torture females from men side had been on the opposite joked manner to say 'they had a good sex' - 'he tortured her a lot' where already the opposite positive meaning 'he did for her a really good'

I try to say as not right to blame each man, male to be a Devil or a Devil race definitely or on a joke manner style too.

I try to say, that this not normal reaction for men as about events in Ukraine - they all,  in USA, UK, Russia, Ukraine, Europe, OBSE, NATO ----- they just looked while here from 2014. 

They had not a reaction - here women! my human race women! here are kids!

They all put themselves as on the another side of border making them all to look in my eyes as they do not whom we are thinking as Homo Sapience humans, - but ANOTHER RACE,   DEVIL RACE, ENJOYING  TO KILL HUMANS OF HOMO SAPIENCE RACE.

HOMO --- HOME
SAPIENCE -

HOMO SAPIENCE -- A SAPIENCE WHOM HAVE A HOME, LIKED TO HAVE TO BE IN HOME == A WOMAN, WOMEN.


You may noticed a strange things in a history - Stalin in Russia, Hitler in Germany, etc, --- as all men suddenly started to enjoy or not to enjoy but to do all orders from some man, - all,  and as to kill civilians in own country or others, too.


All men in the past might survive just is they are mammals, whom had their mother's breast feeding as a child.

And, suddenly, each man, male, started to had a full loss of this?    and a wish to go to kill all women and females? Why?  'as someone man had said them to go to kill'.   ???? ? Servants?  Slaves? Servants?


As I am tired to write the detailed explanation some things, i will put here as a possibility   of hidden process.

I am thinking, all men listened orders of Hitler, as it was the effect of another biological race, - Hitler was a double, and a male and a female.

Plenty men listened orders of women as a memory of orders of their mothers, grandmothers, or their lovers and wives.

So, Hitler had another biological sex group.

If to see photos and videos, - plenty German women as a crazy women when they saw Hitler.

Are they started all to be blind?

Women must to recognize the best male for their future baby, so, to feel some biological genetic information.

1.  Hitler had not smiled, as not a kind person - while to survive, women needed to find a kind man.

2. Hitler is not attractive look man for women - a slim, as a cold nature,  his mustaches looked really discussing as dirty

3. Hitler sounded as a female having a hysteria - this is not a way to attract women

4. so, he had not chances at all, but plenty women and men looked as they fully crazy.

5. he came to kill them all to ruin Germany but fullish German women and German men were happy.

The some probably, in UK?   Plenty happy British Fascists and Naci?  Happy, as German women and men had been really happy 1939-1945, some of them died, their wives were being happy to be prostitutes for American, British, Russians, Kazakhs for a food for their kids and themselves.


Merkel and Germany as a state may say plenty times as now they all another, their state another state, here humanity, all people are kind,     but, really, the damage WWII put to see on them as for whom you would never trust - they had his Hitler and they killed 52 billions Soviet Union population and over 10 billions Jews, and German women used a soap from killed human's oil and wings of died human hairs.

Merkel and Germany may be a richest woman-country, but ruined reputation - these country had Hitler! They had been happy to kill others!

Hitler damaged Germany reputation, Germans damaged their country reputation.

Now British Officials from Great Britain started to ruin Great Britain,   on Hitler way -- see  ;0/week as the income for British woman over 55 yo by British rules, instructions, Laws,  and all this idiots are not able to realize as ruined the reputation or their own country as they show their inability to organize British economy, working places growth, income growth.    But if so, why they too such huge salaries from a budget?

They are the some as Brezhnev whom like to put plenty stars, medals, they like themselves, their suits. salaries.  great.

but what is about human right of others to survive?

here plenty alive people.

I apologize for so long text on a pure English, just tried to take a shock by such way, mooing a lot.   

Please, not take my thoughts and opinions another way as just my own personnel thoughts and opinions here me as I am not in my 55 yo age, a single, divorced, unemployed, on the income ;0.00  with no benefits from 26.2.2017, without any food supply after too, through this, on Universal Credit low income base from 6.3.2017 applying date, with no any letter with printing financial details of payments of benefits in UC benefit and date till now on 31-3-2017.
I had received the advance ;332.41 on 20.3.2017 from Universal Credit benefit which will be paid back to UC in 6 payments on ;55.41/monthly for 6 months,
as from money to pay a food and living expense ;73.10/week
73.10 - 55.41 = this left to save to pay the rent and for a food.

No money to buy a food - the hungry death - the death - a died - a died British Citizen UK - a died British Citizen UK, 55 yo age, women, Russian Ethnic group, a mother or two, grandmother of two, all British Citizens UK, all living here in UK.

Really, I wish to leave this UK, so tired, no work, no social help, rude people. But Russia refused to give me Russian Citizenship and Passport to help to leave UK to live in Russia.
So, I just have not here choices.

No,  I do not feel myself here as a British Citizen or that here my country or my British Nations,  here a land of self-fishes, groups, plenty mental ill people as sadists, enjoying to torture, to command, to order, to humiliate, to shout, liked to see tears, ets.

Their mothers and grandmothers educated plenty of them to enjoy to humiliate other ethnic, women.

My best memory about my life in USSR time as a Soviet Citizen USSR was and is.   These last years of time of Soviet Impair was warm memory, we traveled, had 35 days holidays in a summer, saw plenty people.

Great Britain had something as a evil parody here for our social system, our health care system.   Plenty British people 'eat this'.      Can imagine,   British Dentists refused to extract teeth 'as not fully qualified to do such hard operation', another-too,  another put in a que for 3 months of waiting time (to keep a patient with a dental pain for 3 months as a normal for British dental help health care).

By Soviet Law, any refuse to provide the emergency help for the patient with a dental pain was looked as a serious crime against the state, too,  with a loss of license, a huge penalty to Dentist, and a term for 3-4 years in a Soviet prison cell which were not comfortable to wish to be here, -- so,  each Soviet Dentist had walk-in service to serve each patient whom came in the some date if here a pain or an ask, they sat down, worked till the last patient had been served.

British Dentists put their patients with dental pain in a waiting lists for 1-2-3 months, keeping in a pain, on antibiotics for 1-2-3 months.

To wait for 1-2-3 month with a strongest dental pain is a normal thing as a normal British dental health care for patients with a pain.

But by Soviet Laws, all these British Dentists would be named as a criminals against the state for this, and a patient would had a money, and British Dentists would be in a prison cell for 3-4 years --  so, really  as here they all such --  they all are Criminals by Soviet Laws and point of view, as criminals against their state too.

But in UK, Criminals, whom would sat down in a prison cell for 3-4 years with a loss of license, - they all as respectable people here, the state and British Laws do not blame them - just patients if they not happy.

I try to say as Great Britain by my eyes of Soviet person and Soviet Citizen by Soviet Laws -- i saw on them as on Criminals, Criminals against their own state, Criminals in a Political Power, Criminals as plenty British Dentists keeping patients in a dental pain, Criminals as British Officials with their rules, attitude, neglects, - plenty locals never will open a door to invite someone, as the best way here never to trust to no one here whom you met or see.

See,   British Laws said as each British Citizen MUST to have a low income ;73.10/week for living expenses.

British Officials put ;0/week and no Food Bank talon and no Loan Crises - they killed people here doing such and they adults to know things as each needs money to buy a food here - here in not a Russia to do things free, and so, these benefits covered inability to fish fish in rivers etc.

I used money as the advance 332.42 to pay a rent 347.
and so, no money left, ;0/week till 19? April 2017

when i started to say as not happy.

JCP Universal Credit Officer said me she put her commitment on me .... for my poems,    which i wrote and sent to share with them friendly as my presents and to be proud too.

So, no money, no food, and you dislike, some commitment from British Officials Universal Credit on me on my poems on Russian language, which me, as British Citizen Russian Ethnic, which is a minority group in UK, wrote and was so happy and proud and friendly, that sent my poem on Russian to all JCP Officials and UC too to show.

I had wrote clearly the theme of my e-mail
'My poem on Russian, to share, from EIBB',   
so, each might clearly to see the subject to decide what to do - to read, to avoid.

I realized, someone decided to report on my for sending to share my poems on Russian, and so they upset me, while i had no food at all, smiled friendly politically calm, with their BRITISH blame me for my poems, with their BRITISH COMMITMENT on a hungry stressed shocked ill woman on ;0/w.

it was on 22.3.2017. I left and was so stressed, no food at home, just my poems ans some upset me to order not to share my poems with them.

But I was not one here.
When I traveled in Riga, Latvia, I had bought icons from Russian Orthodox Church, 4 faces, in a nice goldish sparking look.

As i was not sure already, looking here all as people, attitudes, i took my Russian Orthodox Church 4-icons hand stand with me on my visit Job Center Plus.

So, when we chatted here,    I took  my 4 icons hand stand - Angel Gabriel,  Saint Mary with her child on her arms,    Jesus Christ, Saint Nikolai, to show this beautiful Russian Orthodox Church 4-icons stand, which I had bought in Riga Orthodox Church Cathedral in Latvia.

My appointment was 22.3.2017 on 3.40 pm,  I came a little bit early, we chatted for a really long, nice, all was nice, just not helping financially to me. and not gave me Food Bank talons.

When I show my 4 faces stand icons. and later I returned back to home to know here news from London as 4-5 people had been killed here on 22.3.2017,    one woman, a mother, other men,  one of the a policeman near Westminster, 40 injured, some of them kids, French tourists. and as as a driver was as a British Citizen, Muslim religion group, using his car, not using a stoled car wrongly.

Tony Blair run away from Great Britain, but really, Tony Blair and Bush had opened a Pandora box with their Iraq activities for other people to have now, in UK and in EU and in USA.

I remember as I cried, feeling the decision of Bush and Tony Blair to attack Iraq as a huge mistake to pay all after. And we saw as that event moved to a war in Afghanistan, to a war Syria-Islamic State, to Libya War, To Ukrainian war, to events in Europe, Great Britain, America.

Just two best friends whom created this chaos, had a high priority income, salaries, pensions, respect.

Other people died, they are happy.

It would be just right to put all Officials  to be treated as  people, whom do not work in a real economics, so, as unemployed  to stop to create Officials as some another cast of human race above others, - not, let's go to be the some as others, on the some unemployed benefits as your put to have here to others.

The structure of states put Officials as another cast and race above human race.   and this gap moved Officials to do mistakes.

When people started to feel themselves as some another cast, race, they do started to be and a cast and another race.   

But when the Officials had a transform as the atrophy of humanity, neglect as the attitude to others, their move low and low to a moral idiots, and the low level move they to wish to kill others as they feel themselves as another cast and race.

Soviet Officials as Soviet Bureaucraticy had a move to low low, and they did a lot as their work to collapse USSR state economics.

German Officials in 1939-1945 had be the active organizing power to kill local civilians in all Europe and into Germany too.

Ukrainian Officials ordered to bomb properties of civilians and schools and kinder-gardens in Donbass Ukraine.

British Official moved as normal to keep British Citizens UK on ;0/week with no food supply or financial supply.

This look as to have Officials is a really dangerous for each country, they do all rules, orders. instructions, and they may be the powerful organizers to kill locals in their own country or abroad, and they do order this to others.

This sounds as wrong. People live in their countries, paying taxes in each bill, from salaries, and they not able to vote where and how to spend their money.

Local Council decided, where.   So, just giving Council Tax collection to another areas. here damaged road surfaces.

Or the shortage number of Nurses and Policemen, while would be right at first to short numbers of British Officials to save money from a budget and to low their salaries to NMW.

People need NHS hospitals, Nurses, etc.

This look as people took a power and not able to create working places, income, social support. but if so, they are not able to do their work, but if so, why they took money from a budget on themselves?

I would be just happy if all here would be happy, and as a result, British Officials would be happy too, receiving a huge financial bonus each as thanks from all society.
   

Eanna Inna Balzina-Balzin
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Poems and song by me,  on Russian :
(Universal Credit British Official put me a commitment for a writing these my poems and Russian and sharing them with JCP and UC officials friendly present way):
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"What had been and what will be", a poem, song,
on Russian
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21 марта 2017
Великобритания, Ноттингемшире

Что было и что будет.


Что было и что будет,
Не знает тут никто.
Лишь только ветер дует
Порою нам в лицо.

Лишь только так бывает, -
Однажды повезёт.
И сердце сердце встретит
И милого найдёт.

Пока живём - мы любим,
Живы пока, в любви,
Нас кто-то сильно любит,
И любим мир и мы.

Нам говорят, что будет,
Пророки и друзья,
Нам говорят что было
Все эти учителя.

Потом откроем книгу,
Закроем и пойдём
И вдруг увидим Чудо,
Какое к нам прийдёт.

Мы в книгах не читали,
Никто не говорил,
И потому не знают,
О мире тут любви.

О мире том и странном,
Не учат и молчат,
И ты решай, что делать,
Рад этому - не рад.

Но нет назад дороги,
Но нет назад пути.
Когда уходят ноги,
То не вернёшься ты.

Ты пой, когда поётся,
Один иль не один.
Душа тебя поддержит,
С тобою рядом ты.

Не знаю я, что будет,
Что было, что прошло.
Что ожидает Землю.
И каждого порой.

Пока живём - мы любим.
Коль любим - мы живы.
Не упади в дороге,
А поднимись, пойди.

И дело вдруг найдётся.
Вот это, что твоё.
И сердце улыбнётся.
И что-то пропоёт.

Уйдёшь - твоя улыбка
Тут будет навсегда.
Невидимое солнце,
Что светит тут всегда.

Что было и что будет,
Не знает тут никто.
Лишь только ветер дует
Порою нам в лицо.

Мы паруса надежды
Пошире распахнём,
Несётся наша лодка,
Куда то принесёт.

А мир - не дует ветер.
Или дует, заведён,
В одном лишь направленье
И только лишь в лицо.

Холодный, холодящий,
Толкающий уйти.
Живой же ветер это
Играющий в пути.

Что было и что будет,
Не знает тут никто.
Лишь только ветер дует
Порою нам в лицо.

В пути бывает трудно,
Дорогу занесёт.
Ямщик в степях, прощаясь,
Наказы отдаёт.

Не плакала что б мама,
Жена нашла б любовь,
И полушубок другу,-
Иди, и Бог с Тобой!

Коль мир другой, однажды
Нас вместе соберёт,
Так не прощаюсь, братцы,
А просто в путь пошёл.

И он ушёл, и въюга
Все замела следы,
Понять такое трудно.

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"The Sunset Time", poem, on Russian
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21.3.2017

На заре

На заре окна вширь распахнутся
А в саду всё роса на траве.
И пионы дыханьем закружат, закружат,
Лепестками роняя капель.

После сна ещё, в белой и длинной рубашке,
Кудри чёрные гроздьями волн по спине,
И котёнок заскочит на подоконник,
Чтоб погладила ты по спине.

Ты босая, по деревянному полу,
Согреваясь, вернёшься в кровать засыпать.
И художник напишет тебя на картины,
Сохранить молодой навсегда.

Будут люди стоять и смотреть:
Так бывает. И сирени белая гроздь на столе
В вазе каплей прозрачной вода так сверкает,
Родниковой и чистой навек.
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"The Angel, Sky Gwards and The Man", poem, song,
 on Russian
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22 марта 2017
Великобритания, Ноттингемшире

Ангел, Небесные Воины и Человек

И на палец себе положив,
Наклонил он главу, посмотреть,
На создание Божье - людей,
Что назвал Он тогда: Человек.

Человек был бесспомощен, слаб,
И бескрылый, летать не умел.
Он был грешен - не Ангел совсем,
Предавал он порою друзей.

Он то лгал, то просил, умолял,
Был то груб, а то каялся в том,
А порою он песни слагал,
Что летели все высь над Землёй.

Как же можно вот так? Как же так?
Быть то добрым, то злым, то летать,
То помочь, то в любви отказать,
Непонятно такое никак.

То сломаться, упасть, и реветь.
То защитой стоять, как скала,
То напьётся и как свинья,
Головою в салате лежит.

А война, и бежит умирать,
Защищая страну, и родных.
И несётся душа в небеса,
Там Небесными Воинами быть.

Ангел смотрит - на пальце лежит,
Человек, он с планеты Земля,
Малый телом, как кроха совсем,
Как букашка в траве - для тебя.

И однажды, когда вдруг конец,
Тело в прах упадя, плоть отдать,
А Душа унесётся в тот мир,
Куда Ангел летит, донеся.

Небеса, над Землёй Небеса,
Мир Невидимый, где-то вдали.
Может, жизнь там любовью полна,
Потому то так и тянет туда.

Мы живём, на планете Земля,
И находим любви тут следы,
Дорогие родные глаза,
Дорогих и родных нам людей.

И когда так тепло на душе,
Улыбается Ангел, Душа,
Этот миг, он с тобой навсегда,
Охраняя щитом от врага.

Светит светлый доверчивый день,
Распахнувши все тайны свои:
Ты свободен всё видеть - иди,
Ты свободен и мир для людей.

Путеводная нить - то в душе.
Сердце компасом чувствует путь.
Где тебе хорошо средь друзей.
А где плохо, неправильный путь.

Там, внутри, теплый свет,  как свеча,
Греет, светит, когда тут темно,
Так задуть это кто-то хотят,
Чтобы теменью тварей полно.

Власть манит - их всегда власть манит.
Как вампиры, чужого хотят.
Затушить свет любви навсегда,
Рожи тварей чтоб спрятать от глаз.

Свет и Тьма, разделенье души,
Вот какой и куда? и куда?
Тихо Ангелы плачат - нести,
А душа тяжела, коль страшна.

Я пишу и не знаю, коль так.
Я придумала это с утра,
Будто Ангел на пальце держа,
Всё глядел: - Человек у меня!

Я придумала:  там Небеса
И Небесные Воины в ряд
Торопили коней - воевать,
Защищать и спасать,
Тех, кто слаб.

Небеса, над Землёй Небеса,
Мир Невидимый, где-то вдали.
Дорогие родные глаза,
Дорогих и родных нам людей.
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"Our World, Where We Are Living", poem, on Russian
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29 марта 2017
Мир, в котором мы живём

Знаешь, тело - форма,
Что тебе досталась,
Чтобы в этой жизни
Выжить и прожить.
Чтобы быстро бегать,
Плавать, драться, кушать,
И ещё, конечно,
Чтобы всех любить.
Чтоб дитя родилась,
Выношенное, в сроки,
Выкормленное, дальше
И врасло бы в жизнь.

Червячкам не надо видеть,
Проползти бы, только,
В том пространстве
Где всё темень и темно,
Где и неба нету,
Только лишь вот корни,
И ползти, вбиваясь
В плоть сырой Земли.

Так любая форма -
Отраженье жизни,
Что тебе досталась,
Что тебе вести.

А сейчас представим,
Динозавров с гору,
Топали что громко,
Ели всё вокруг.

Было поле - нету.
Слопан луг с цветами.
И остались только
Что как и от коров.

Только кучки больше,
И намного выше.
Пахнущие знаешь?
Как навоз смердит?

Говорят, разумны
Были динозавры,
Мож, стихи слагали,
Пела коль душа?

Или песни пели,
Да, порою срали,
Кто ж не срёт, коль люди,
Коли кто живой?

Главная не форма,
Главная - глаза чтоб
На тебя смотрели,
В них была б любовь.

Помельчало всё вдруг,
По размерам, меньше.
Не гора живая,
И не богатырь.

Мы уйдём однажды,
Если повторится,
И потомок с пальчик,
Будет вровень наш.

Полетит на крыльях
Будто одуванчик,
Феей с колокольчик,
Или домовым.

Скажут сказки: были
Высокие созданья
И по росту были
Все богатыри.

Полегли все в поле,
Косточки лежали,
Вороны летали,
Клевая тут и там.

Но ведь были ж феи
С колокольчик ростом?
Сколько сказок! Тролли, феи,
Гномов дань!

Может, наше время
Всё бежит по кругу?
Будущее - в прошлом,
По кольцу, опять?

Может, ты проснёшься,
Выходя из дома,
В дальний путь собрался,
И идёшь весь день.

Едешь - иль летаешь,
А всегда на месте,
Где тебе покажут,
Просто новый фильм?

Где пространство комнат,
Пронося тебя в них,
Интерьер меняет,
Будто мир большой.

Ты войдёшь - заметишь.
Волны не играют.
Ветра нет. И затхло.
Мало как людей.

Включат потом ветер.
Была церковь - снимут.
И людей навалят,
Только странных всех.

Море как бассейн,
Волн нет, не качает.
Посредине что-то,
Жолоб выпячён.

Это странно так всё!
Ветер-жизнь, играет.
Мир вдруг - ветра нет там.
Будто запрещён.

Или странный ветер,
Дует лишь в лицо весь,
Холодом морозя,
И как пылесос.

Дует постоянно,
Скорость постоянна,
Угол что наклона,
Постоянен тоже.

Как скафандр это.
Только вот невидим.
Ты идёшь - и дует
Воздухоподвод.

И потом так трудно,
Понять,
Ну что ж случилось?
Как же мир устроен?
Где я? Умер, мож?

Кто кругом? Тогда все?
Люди, мои братья?
Или голограммы? Роботы?
Иль кто?

Смотришь и не знаешь.
Где живёшь? на свете?
Кто кругом, как люди?
Кажутся ли так?

Может, мозг не кажет,
Чтоб не беспокоить?
Видится глазами,
А не есть реал?

И ты как ребёнок,
Кто родился: - Мама!
Я не понимаю!
Мир устроен как!

Может, динозавры
Были нас добрее?
Даже слопав поле,
С кучею травы?

Может, луг с цветами
Заглотив по утру,
Там цветы слагали,
Песни чтобы спеть?

И летали горы,
Срали, срали, срали.
Сколько чернозёма!
А скажи! А где ж весь он?

Миллионы - время
Громадины всё срали,
Было много! Много!
Срали кучу гор!

Где же чернозёмы?
Посмотри - ведь нету.
Значит, нам наврали?
Учёные враньё?

Мы не знаем. Знаем,
Что нам рассказали,
Чтобы  в это верить,
Проще чтобы жить.

Тёмная материя
Охраняет тайны.
Наш же мир поменьше.
Мир, где мы живём.

Насекомых много,
Верещат, летают.
Миллионы роду,
Был что с прошлых лет.

Разум иль не разум?
Улей коль пчелиный?
Мурьвьёв коль царство?
Или жук ползёт?

Иль улиток город,
На кусте собрался.
Иль подземный город
У подземных ос.

Посмотри - разумно.
Сверхрационально.
Касты, классы, группы,
Жёстко ориентирован
Программами их мир.

И прости - тревожит.
Коль так будет - людям?
Классы - размножаться.
Класс - запрещено.

Хочешь в муравейник?
Хочешь в улей пчёлкой?
Всем работать! Быстро!
Круглый день притом!

Где в инстинктах - робот,
По программе жёсткой.
Делать что обязан,
А то запрещено.

Рацио срезает,
Лишнее в отходы.
Прибыль? нет? тогда то
Выбросить в ведро!

Как же динозавры?
Жили - были - сплыли?
Не работав, жрали
Круглый день траву?

Смотришь - обезьяны,
Иль лошади пасутся,
И свобода выбрать,
Куда идти кому.

В мире насекомых
Жёсткие законы.
Ну хочу такого,
В мир людей тащить!

А куда нам деться?
Кто спросил б нас? власти?
Всё за нас решают,
И потом велят.

И потом прикажут:
- Думать то и так-то!
Вспоминать вот-то!
А то - запрещено!!

Мы не знаем, правды.
Власти приказали,
Власти приказали,
А правда? Где ж она?

Может, мы - коровы?
Стадо, кто пасётся?
Урожай снимают,
С нас, и так всегда?

Ты бунтуй, корова?
Ты бунтуй, ягнёнок?
Лошадь, побунтуй ка?!
Рыбка во пруду?!

Ведь понять пределы,
Коль в загоне держат,
Стада людей, людские,
Срезая всех войной.

Мы не видим, если
Сущности какие,
Когда люди мёртвы
Все кругом лежат?

Бабочек не слышим.
Как понять чьи речи,
Коли те неслышно
Что-то говорят?

Может, приказали,
Кнопочку нажали,
Брат на брата сразу
Убивать идёт?

Знаешь, посмотри как
Трудно всех на мясо,
Коров, свиней, пришли чтоб!
Ведь не хотят, вопя!

А людей так просто!
Будто там программа.
Надо мясо много?
Бац-война - пошли.

Стройными рядами
Топают солдаты.
Им орут счастливо:
- Слава! Вам ура!

С барабанным боем,
Маршем, стройно, в ногу
Топает само вот
В мясобойню кто?

Оцени,
С коровой? с овцами? с быками?
А людей то проще,
На мясо свежетать.

И не надо перья, как у кур, выдёргнуть.
Шерсти нет - отборно,
Нежной плоти сорт.

Убежать особо, как то и не могут.
Лошади быстрее.
Леопарды тож.

Были динозавры? Были плетозавры?
Было ой как много?
Да исчезло, враз?

Посмотри - собака,
И хвостом махает,
С преданностью друга
Смотрит на тебя:

- Что хозяин скажет?
Кого мне тут облаять?
Иль похуже?  коли
Пёс сторожевой?

Знаешь, я не знаю.
Как наш мир устроен.
Каждый скажет что-то,
Что-то там своё.

Выбирает каждый,
Форму слов любую,
Тексты, речи, книги,
Песни и стихи.

Может, мы как крохи,
В чьём то организме?
Что живёт, огромный,
В времени плывёт?

Микро-макро-смеси.
Тут и там и где-то.
Здесь, всегда, и будет,
Был, а невидим.

И от этой смеси, в мир вернувшись,-
Меньше! Забывая время,
По траве идти.

Инна
Инна Тигги

Ианна Инна Бальзина-Бальзин
Eanna Inna Balzina-Balzin
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Links / Ссылки
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"Что было и что будет",  стихи, песня
http://www.stihi.ru/2017/03/22/1176

"На Заре", стихи
http://www.stihi.ru/2017/03/22/1181

"Ангел, Небесные Воины и Человек", стихи
"The Angel, Sky Gwards and The Man", poem on Russian
http://www.stihi.ru/2017/03/22/7751

"Мир, в котором мы живём", стихи
http://www.stihi.ru/2017/03/29/6284

'Red Lion', - a pub in Hinxton.
The Red Lion @ Hinxton
Free House Inn & Restaurant
Accommodation (eight en suite)
info@redlionhinxton.co.uk
Tel 01799 530 601
Sister Pub: The Black Bull Balsham
http://redlionhinxton.co.uk

'European Bioinformatics Institute'
http://www.ebi.ac.uk/about/travel
The Wellcome Genome Campus is located 10 miles (16 km) south of Cambridge, alongside the village of Hinxton, 30km from London Stansted airport.

'European Bioinformatics Institute'
http://www.ebi.ac.uk/about/travel
The Wellcome Genome Campus is located 10 miles (16 km) south of Cambridge, alongside the village of Hinxton, 30km from London Stansted airport. We are ...

EMBL-EBI in Hinxton
The Wellcome Genome Campus is located 10 miles (16 km) south of Cambridge, alongside the village of Hinxton, 30km from London Stansted airport. We are served by two local railway stations, and are situated close to Junction 10 of the M11 motorway.

 Getting here
The European Bioinformatics Institute (EMBL-EBI), Wellcome Genome Campus, CB10 1SD, United Kingdom
Telephone (Reception): +44 (0)1223 494 444
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Hinxton is a village in South Cambridgeshire, England. It is the home to the Wellcome Trust Genome Campus, which includes the Wellcome Trust Sanger Institute and the European Bioinformatics Institute. The 2001 population was 315.[1]

The River Cam runs through the village, as does the Cambridge to Liverpool Street railway, though the village has no station. Hinxton parish's southern boundaries form the border between Cambridgeshire and Essex. The village is five miles (8 km) north-west of Saffron Walden and nine miles (14 km) south of Cambridge.

The name Hinxton is a contraction of Hengestestun, "the town of Hengest".[2]

The village of Hinxton is listed in the Domesday Book of 1086 as Hestitona, as Hyngeston in the Ely Registers of 1341 and Hengestone in the Ramsey Chartulary. Its parish church is the medieval St Mary and St John Church.'
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hinxton

Boris Grebenschikov, a song by a musical group 'The Aquarium',
a video from the Soviet time Russian film 'Assa'
'Pod nebom golubym est' gorod zolotoi'
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Us4DnlB9xeU
Борис Гребенщиков, группа "Аквариум", песня
"Под небом голубым есть город золотой" из кинофильма "Асса"

"The Life in England, in Sutton-in-Ashfield"
http://www.proza.ru/2017/03/22/47