There is no pain meter

Îëüãà Âÿðñè
There is no “pain meter”,
Or “love meter”,
Or “meter of emotions”.
And, it would be funny
To grade our feelings,
And desires,
And “wants”.
And there – no reasons
To be fearful,
Or, even, overcautious.
And overthinking
All the pros,
And all the frigging cons.
Throwing myself deeply
Into you.
No holding backs.
No worries.
See, all I needed, was
A gentle little push.
I think, it would be
Proper now to say,
(And I’m not sorry),
And I keep repeating to myself:
“After us – the Deluge.
After us – the Deluge”