I m on trapeze

Îëüãà Âÿðñè
I’m on trapeze. Alone.
No safety net.
In three intense
 immediate dimensions:
in space and time,
And, what above the rest-
You’re full
And indivisible attention.

I juggle life and death.
I know price!
 Your vision is sharper
On the edge.
You stumble once,
But you don’t have it twice.
Just “all or nothing”. –
Such a simple pledge.

Don’t hold your breath! –
I will not fall. Not yet.
It’s such a magnet,
Diving in Abyss!

Sometimes… I want
To find my safety net…
Sometimes – it’s getting lonely
On trapeze…