Soul of a Pirate

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                to Captain Hook from “Once upon a time”
                was writing after the 6th series of third season
                I really believe that after all
                Pirate and Emma will be together!


What are you not speaking about, Pirate? When you looking at the sky and hold your hands on the helm? When around you only black clouds and slanting rain lashes you on the cheeks?
What are you dreaming about, Pirate? When you have to refuse from revenge, and there is only emptiness in your soul? 
It is very strange sense – emptiness. There is no sense, no meanings – emptiness, blank, absence of anything. But you feel it. And it has a strange taste, like an apple pie or something else… what did you have? Blood? Metallic taste on your mouth? Related hand and hook? Journey through the beanstalk to heaven? Deception? Betrayal? Deception again?
So what are your thoughts about, Pirate?

What are you hope for, Pirate? For somebody in strong mind, not in delirium give to you his hand and say: Let’s go. All your troubles now are mine. I will help you without any price. I will hold Crocodile while you put off his heart with your own hook.
Did you hope for this? Did you think about deals? Again and again losing them. They used you and thrown you hundreds times, as you weren’t human, like toy, like blank.
But you still trusted them. Because you haven’t any choice. All you have is the hope that in this time they don’t betrayed you, they will help you. And revenge would be done.

Oh, how naive you are, Pirate! You are a Pirate. So proud of this. Revel in this. Forget yourself in this like in the glass of rum. Just because you are a Pirate. Proudly. Inexorably. And for all of them unworthy of your word, do not give a sight, do not give a smile. Do not believe them. They will betray you.
What relation to the Pirate? To the person on gold have traded his honor and conscience? To the person who have forgotten about the debt? As a thing, as a rag, as to men who is worthless and not worthy of anything. Not noble. Dishonorable.
This is you, Pirate!
Is this you, Pirate?!
Not you. So prove this! Try something new. Don’t call it trust. Call it Honor. Remember. You were noble. Remember, Pirate! In your soul, buried under thousands days of piracy there is still honor and conscience. There is! Remember, Pirate! Remember!
You are lieutenant Honor!
So remember, Pirate. Your. Name.

What are you thinking about, Killian Jones? When sun appears on the sky and it’s brightened light wipes from your cheeks rainwater – not tears. Or tears?
What are you thinking about, Killian Jones? When water hits to the stern and near you there are people. They need you. You can help them. Despite the fact that they do not know who are you. And don’t believe that you can change.
Prove that you were and will be a man of Honor.
Don’t be silent Killian Jones.
I know.

May be about… love?
Think. Believe. Prove. That it is possible.


P.S. From the author.
Good morning, Colin! I’m very happy if you read this! I wrote it for you after watching 6th series of third season. Really you’re amazing Pirate and I’m very fond of your character. I hope that Pirate and Emma will be together. And hope that not only I but also directors and writters of the serial think so. Thank you for reading! I wish you Merry Christmas and Happy New Year!
If you want you can answer me in Twitter.