Highlands

Highlands

Chapter 1. A call of the way.

       You have taken this book in your hand. Don't ask my name, for it will tell you nothing. I'm not an angel, not a saint, but the same human as you are, who was born on the planet Earth in the most middle of the most violent and contrast twentieth century after Christ; born at sunrise when it was in the middle of the constellation of Cancer, and the Moon was being on the wane pursued the Sun, was behind it by two zodiac constellations; and the Moon was seen early in the morning, when the birds in the forests were not still waken, it was shining like the letter "C" on the morning sky.
I invite you on a travel into a Country of the Highest Mountains, higher than the last station, where a bus can rise. However then you go on foot alone.
There are certain laws in these mountains: one who is found lower, he can see another, who is above, not always, but even he sees him, all the same, he would not understand him.
I believe, there is the highest Top in these mountains, it is higher than the Chomolungma is, and this faith is attracting me upwards.
And the higher I climb, the more beauty opens up before me, and it strenghten my faith in the fact that I am on the right way.
That's why I look with compassion at the crowd accumulated in the last stop, above which a bus cannot rise. They consider themselves to have reached the goal, and one will do all the rest instead them.
Those, whose have reached the last stop, they believe too, that there is a Home on the highest Mountain where they are waited always, but as they haven't to go there by themselves.
Certain of them is craving for this way, but it takes only to turn to look at the crowd - just he loses the assertiveness.
Those who stand lower aren't able to understand those, who dare to climb higher, and call: "You are raging! There is dangerous! You have turned from the veritable way! You will fall into the Noisome Ravine! Listen us: we are right, because the number of us is large".
And hearing them and believing them, one, who was on the point of setting out for the way, returns hanging his head, with downcast eyes, pronouncing with a feeling of guilt: "This is beyond my power. I've better to stand together with all the people".
In fact he had some power, but he has lost it; believing that the most of the people are right always, he has lost his power.
Certainly, this crowd can be useful, if it raises one, who is perishing in the Noisome Ravine, to its standard. The rescued, thank to them, would make a huge step forward, joining them. However, one, who is endeavouring to raise higher, he would make step back, not wanting to separate from the environment.
AND NOT WANTING TO SEPARATE FROM AN ENVIRONMENT, IT IS IMPOSSIBLE TO RAISE ABOVE THIS ENVIRONMENT, IN WHICH YOU ARE FOUND NOT SO MUCH BY THE WILL OF FATE, BUT HOW MUCH BY THE WILL OF YOUR OWN CHOICE.
However you have taken this book in your hand, I invite you on a travel and don't hide that it is dangerous. That is why offer up your prayer to Single God what you trust in, let not me, not someone else but only He would stand guard over you. Believe Him and He will not leave you and will not let you be lost on the way, which He has predestined for you.
Because if you ask: "what good is it for me?" and are staying on the same level which you have reached, then the more you will stay on it, the more an inexplicable anguish will oppress you. And whatever good things in the life you've reached, they would please you during two-three month but you will get accustomed quickly to it and have desire of anything greater. You get something greater and it will be pleasing you not long with a beautiful shining, then it reduced to dust. AND ONE DAY YOU WILL UNDERSTAND THAT YOU MISS THE ESSENCE.
You are seen standing in the same place, uninvited guests in the form of minor ills and troubles will start to visit you. However if you continue to make mistakes, your uninvited guests will return to you, every time increasing in size, taking more and more frightening appearance and they will not retreat. This will continue as long as you don�Lt go out of your delusion, until you will see all the horror of your mistaken choose.
You would say, it cannot be and if it is so, it would be a cruelty and an injustice. But after all one must to wake you up! YOU WAS BORN FOR THE LIFE, BUT YOU HAVE CHOSEN A DEATH. YOU ARE LIVING AN INCOMPLETE LIFE, BREATHING AN INCOMPLETE BREATH, IN YOUR EYES THERE IS NO SPARK.
However the death, you've chosen, is comparable to a deep sleep and the more soundly you are sleeping, the more actively the Awaking will be acting.
One day you have done a wrong choice, and the more actively you are persisting in it, the more clearly you will see your error.
BECAUSE THE LIFE WAS GIVEN TO YOU FOR YOU WOULD LEARN LESSONS.
And your error, your lesson not learnt will be appearing in front of you more and more close-up and each time it will be more and more disgusting. And... one day you will understand all.
Passing several circles the ever increasing sufferings, you will look for the way out and try to force all the doors.
Many doors will be closed, but if you seek well, and you will be forced to seek well, once you will snatch at the door, which is opened.
Then you will remember as one called you, but you didn't go. Then you will learn that you spent your time in vain. Haven't you better to leave for the Way just now?

Chapter 2. The new Song.

But before leaving for the way, let your heart be more light. Pray to Single God Whom you trust in. And not be afraid. The way is dangerous, but the Great Guarding will guard you.
Search stores of your memory. Seek in them all that is nice and dear for you. Let your silent joy be rising. Take there from all able to help you out of the condition of callousness and nonchalance. Pull all this till tears, not tears of sorrow, but tears of joy begin to scintillate on your eyes, reflecting the light is seen. And this will signify that the Holy Spirit has approached to you just as He approached to the king David. It will signify that in your soul the new Song has begun to sound, the great Song, which the saved are singing. That great new Song that you can't go without. And if you go without the Song, you will can't do even a step. It will seem that you are moving, but just you will set laughing those who is above and whom you still can't understand. They will see only you are pawing the ground, but continue to be standing on the same place.
Force you hear this Song a prayer can do. Force you to hear this Song, worldly songs can do, these consonant with your soul. Force you hear this Song the bird's voices can do, which glorify God in rivalry in a morning spring forest, when the fresh verdure has come to replace the cold and white death and reminded of the eternal life and of the impossibility of destroying the own "I".
Know: this great Song is the sound of the strings of your soul, which about, maybe, you guessed never, and if even you felt something, but could not account it, and the Song fell silent under condemnatory glares of the people in your environment.
However those who were singing this Song, it is not they who were guilty of your loss. Even it was not those persons who laughed at yourself actually or in your fancy. But you yourself have turned away from what is lofty and holy. Turned away from the just One What is able to make you blissful. And now, it's maybe because of the loss, you sick with the body or are getting drunk with wine. Or the others getting drunk on the bottom of the Noisome Ravine who invite you: "Come down to us! We have a remedy for depression. Let's become oblivious together!" And you go after them humbly as a horse, which is leaded by the bridle, plunging deeper and deeper, to get to know all the circles of the hell, all the labyrinths of the underworld, for you have to singe your wings for awakening and seeking a way out.
So now go out and look for something that would make to play the strings of your soul. You will ask: "What have I to look for?" However I've cited a few examples, but there are much more of them, than I've cited. There are as many of them as people there were, as many as people there are and there will be. It is because everyone's strings of the soul are tuned up in his own way, just one and unique. And so look for it till the resonance will snap into action when the strings of your soul will quaver, when the tears of joy will flash like pure diamonds on your eyes, when the Holy Spirit will approach to you and you will hear the Song, which cannot be rended by a human language, but by different languages unknown on the Earth, languages in which everyone would can say, but their interpretation is done only for those who have risen enough high.
And if you have heard this Song, you have made the first step, only one step, however an important one, because it is the first one.
Now remember: no one step can you make it these high mountains, if your soul is keeping silent.

Chapter 3. Religions.

What is hindering you, oh my brother or sister in planet Earth and in clan of the humanity, to leave for this travel? What does spread doubts and fears in your soul? What has kept your feet and hindered strings of your soul to echo the beautiful song which you are going to suppress?
I've unraveled fears and doubts of the most part of brothers and sisters in planet: the fundamental fear is to follow a human in another faith.
But have I ever said that you change your faith? That is faith in Single God, one of you names Him as Allah, other names Elohim, someone names Him as Absolute, others names Brahman, someone names as Jesus, others as Krishna. Many peoples call many names of Single God, but you have better call Him by name which is in keeping with your own faith.
Did I invite you to follow my footsteps, as a bloodhound? Did I say that I shall arrive on the Peak without fail before than you? All the believers will arrive on the Peak sooner or later where they are waited for always, they will arrive on the Peak where they will be fated to make the last jump to the state of their mind which the Hindus name as Samadhi and Jesus named as Borning again. Don't ask what will be there, but believe God and His great Prophets who affirmed the veritable happiness is only there. You may ask me: "What is the last stop, above which a bus cannot rise and one can continue the way only by walk alone, where it is dangerous and one must hold to his faith as to hold on to a handrail, and where the higher to climb, the more beauty opens up before, approaching to the Peak?"
I am answering you: it is not only one bus stop, not only one area where a crowd gathers and cannot go higher. There are a lot of them; their number as much as beliefs are there on the Earth and this bus stops are the churches or gatherings of believers named in any different way.
There are a lot of them, they are found in the different levels, but even the highest of them are still a long way from the main Top, because any crowd has a limit, which higher it is not able to rise. Because any crowd is stupid, and this truth is urgent for all the peoples and for all the epochs.
If so it was not, one didn't pelt stones at the Propfets, eulogizing them in a few of the centuries. If so it was not, the Earth never would be involved in the apocalyptic fire of the totalitarianism whose adepts named themselves proudly as communists and as national socialists and even they were at war each other, however in fact they professed the same devilish doctrine ranking the crowd higher than an individual.
And they were terrible these fruits of the doctrine ranking the crowd higher than an individual. Because God had ranked high up the human, higher than all the angels were ranked, what excited the envy in the fallen angel, who was named in some countries as Lucifer, in another as Iblis. And he had become a God's enemy, that is Satan. And a part of the angels he took away together who became evil spirits. And they used those humans who chose the crowd's power instead the Power universal, that is Divine Power. Then in their tyranny and their evil deeds these men surpassed all the tyrant and the miscreants of the past Dark centuries, and these tyrants and their obsequious associates killed many tens of millions of human beings, turning the rest into a herd of cattle, who are like human being only outwardly, and a few of those who wanted to climb higher and sought the verity, it was given them to see in the right perspective what is going on and to be terrified.
And Satan's agents had changed the Single God worship, they had changed it into the worship of wrong idols and images. In comparison with those wooden and stone idols and statues which are seeming as droll and innocuous, these monuments and mummies gave the innumerable disasters to the humanity. And the factories of death worked round the clock and longer time than a year; and the banners of the devil's upholders were scarlet as blood colour. But didn't warn the Apostle John the Theologian about the scarlet beast? Didn't he warn about the red dragon? Here are they, the fruits of the atheism, unbelief! Here are they, the real infidels! But the fire of the totalitarianism still is not extinguished. It raged with blazing flame and now it is smouldering, smoking and even taking up persons, but now doing it in a smaller number. And if the XX century doesn't serve as a lesson for the stupid humanity, in any moment it can flame up again.
But don't be afraid. The death cannot conquer the life. The darkness cannot conquer the light. These are the only manuals for the negligent pupils. These are hard sporting apparatuses not for the body, but for the soul. These are only shadows, accentuating the beauty of the Eternal Light, they are given to you for your edification you would value His good.
Can one teach to love the freedom a negligent pupil in other way, than to imprison him? Think yourself. Don't grumble at your Lord and don't reproach Him for a severity. He had given you the greatest gifts: the conscience, the intellect, the intuition and many other things what you don't know about. But you had put off them and learn living from those who had made the same error.
If you use your own mind, you would know that by this apocalyptic time it is possible to prove scientifically the being of the Conscious Original Cause, for Who had constructed the genetic code of the living cell? If an extraterrestrial genius had constructed it, Who had created the latter, then?
And Who had adjusted the fundamental universal physical constants so exactly? The such these like the speed of light, the charge of electron or the gravitational constant. If they change a little, and no physical Universe could exist, however it exists. You can leave the question, but some day you will have to answer it.
Therefore don't doubt in tour faith and don't afraid of "another's" religions. We see all things as through a turbid glass, but all will clear when we will become enlightened.
Don't judge a tree without tasting its fruits. Didn't Jesus teach this? Every religion has its own flaw. Otherwise we would see an El Dorado on the Earth, but we don't. All the peoples are sinful to a certain extent, there were wars everywhere, all broke the Divine precepts. All are sinful to a certain extent because they believe with the crowd, but the brutal crowd of the atheists stands apart of them, causing the devilish doctrines unprecedented before, and the fruits of these doctrines made the humanity to be terrified.
And therefore stay in your faith, especially if it is in keeping with your soul, but not with the crowd surrounding you however beware the atheism and the idolatry. Don't worship of monuments and mummies, of abstract ideas like the "motherland", a state, a party, an organization - these are idols and the souls are not in keeping with them, that are the souls of those who are healthy spiritually.
But everything what is in keeping with the souls of those who are healthy spiritually, whether this is bird's songs in a morning forest, coolness of a river or of a lake, a beautiful sunset in a warm evening in summer or a sunrise in a cool morning and a mist above the river, speeches of your friends or of your relatives are good genuinely, playful bodies of your beloveds, those of them who aren't dead in spirit, or your favorite song or something else - all what has forced you to hear that great new Song, all this because of what the strings of your soul sound, all this doesn't shed but only reflects that invisible Eternal Light, that Great Love incoming from your Lord. So be grateful Him, and He will not leave you and He has not on the Earth any representatives, but only the bearers of His goods because without them it would be difficult for you, almost impossible, to see Him, during you are in the condition of the spiritual infancy. Yet when you will be grown up and get stronger, then you will not need in all this, because why you will need in reflectors and bearers, while Himself shines for you, without them too, with the eternal inextinguishable light.
And there is not His light in the false idols, but only the shadow. The strings of your soul will never sound because of a "motherland", a party (political - author's note), a state or of an organization, for there will take place a fools' and goats' praise, an obsequious fawning and a flattery, but there will be no this invisible light which comes from your Lord, but there where is no His light, there is the shadow, which is the same hell. Then you will drink a boiling water from a stinking brook, inhale a stench from banks which are strewn with decomposing carrion, a fools' praise will lull you, their flattery will soothe the pain of your soul, and one day you will wake up, be terrified and repent. Isn't better to do it now?
Those whom you are sincere with, you complain them that you are bad, but being in public, you are feigning that all right because you are afraid don't hear the fools' praise, to which you've got accustomed, as to the opium. You are complaining that you are bad, so put an end walking along the infernal labyrinths, leave them.
You may ask: "Where is the way out?"
Stay alone, where nothing can distract you. Or stay in private with a human being, whom you may be sincere and frank as with yourself. If you both can be as alone, then only in such case you both may stay together. And while nothing distracts you, do the first step upstairs, look for that thing diligently, what can force your eyes to scintillate because of the tears of joy, and if while this nothing is destroyed, know: this is from God. And if you didn't trust in Him, ask His pardon. And if you didn't trust in Him or you trusted not in Him, but you trusted in vain in a thing because of which your soul cannot sing, then thank Him for the joy which He has given for you. You were blind and turned away from the light, but He shone for you and continues to shine.
Maybe you had seen already His invisible shining, but you didn't recognize Him and had considered this as a whim? Before maybe, when the strings of your soul sounded, following a fools' advice you had considered this as a whim? He called you, but you had not recognized His voice, then, however now you know it.
If the strings of your soul have started to sound and if while someone's life or health were not destroyed, then don't be embarrassed: you are on the right way. And if your joy is like the joy of King David and at the same time there isn't any bad fruit because of this, then your faith is veritable and no matter, what a temple you attend. And if your joy is like the joy of King David and nothing is destroyed in the same time, then you have risen one step higher, than the crowd of your co-religionists.
Now remember: if in other end of the Earth, even in some other religion even in some different temple, if there is a person who has been able to hear the new Song and in the same time he has destroyed nothing, then he or she is your brother or your sister in faith, understanding this, you will do the second step higher. If you both do this SECOND STEP, you will never consider as infidels each other. A crowd may be infidel, but not your brother or your sister in faith. At best, a crowd can be infirm, that is underdeveloped in faith, at worst - a "synagogue of Satan" (Revelation 2:9).
Recollect, Jesus preached one thing, but so-called priests - some other thing. And these were closer to God who listened Jesus in the street, but not the crowd what is standing in a temple. Because God is there where the verity is. Because where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom. Because God is Love.
Don't let your heart be troubled: if you are sincere in the seeking of the verity, but under a delusion, sooner or later your mistake will appear like a chip which risen to the surface of the lake, and then it will be as piece of cake to delete it, so, throwing out these falsehood one by one, you will approach to the Top.

Chapter 4. The ethnic origins.

And I'm condescending again to those who still didn't do the two principal steps upwards. Or who have done one, but hasn't made aware of this, taking the sound of his soul's strings as a whim or as an idle fun. But the cause of their confusion differs from those who were confused by stranger beliefs. This time I am going to console those, who is confused by people from other ethnic origins.
The nationality is a one of human's integrations. Whom Jesus named as the dearest humans, even who was dearer than the near relations? I am reminding: so He named His pupils, and to be more precise, His like-minded, that are the brothers in faith, who listened Him and learnt voluntarily. But He had ranked at the second place His relatives in the flesh, indicating at the followers and saying: "And he stretched forth his hand toward his disciples, and said, Behold my mother and my brethren!" (Matth. 12:49).
Certainly, among the relatives in the flesh these are natural: the love, the compassion, the participation and the mutual assistance. But if your relative has walked away from the verity, you may take care of him but don't follow him. If the stay together at the same home leads to the quarrels - leave him and avoid the meetings. Don't worry about him, because sooner or later everyone will come up on the Top. And now thank Lord, if you aren't in disagreement, but only the related love and the mutual assistance.
The more distant relatives are - the more is their number - this is a simple arithmetic. And here just imagine we have glanced over a large crowd of the fellow tribesmen, they are distant relatives regarding each other.
And finally we are examining the most distant relatives, so, that one may consider them as strange persons practically, though they aren't, because all the peoples are descended from Adam and Eve. However they are distant to such a degree that somebody living in another land can be found nearer in the flesh, than a so-called countryman.
What have we seen in the first case? - A spiritual brotherhood of the like-minded persons.
What have we seen in the second case? - The near relatives in the flesh.
What have we seen in the third case? - A large crowd of the fellow tribesmen.
And what have we seen in the last case? - Just a crowd. A nation is a crowd. A crowd possessing in more or less degree general habits and a definite territory is well-established historically which can be extensive very much.
Thus if your state embracing within itself a human community you name it as your nation, if its government incites you to a war against another human community, are you sure that you will not fight with someone closer in the relationship, battling for interests of someone more distant? Are you sure that you will not fight against someone closer in spirit, battling for the interests of your ideological enemies? Is it pardonable to commit the murders for the interests of persons of the common territory without ascertaining who is closer in spirit for you? Will not you kill friends for the sake of the interests of your enemies?
You are putting into service to commit the murders, but before have you found out who is right? Is your war holy? Is it going to uphold the eternal verities: God, the Love, the Truth, the Liberty? Or is your idol against these things? If you are at war, because otherwise some people will blame you, then you act against Christ. And if you think of yourself such brave you can be at war, why do not you turn the weapon against those who incites you to the grave sins and crimes? After all, it would seem, it is alike dangerous, so is not it better to perish in the holy war like a just man, than risk your precious life under the satanic banners? Just your mind becomes blind by the idolatry of "motherland", the party, the nation, the organization.
So, throw out the idols and seek what comes from your God: the Same God, the Love, the Verity, the Liberty. And if it is impossible without war, then fight for them, and if it is impossible avoid the bloodshed, then do not shed blood in vain, neither your one, nor one of the others. And if you seek the Verity in all sincerity and your soul is singing, you will be higher than any nationality, because even if a crowd climbs high, however there is a limit for it, beyond this limit one can climb only alone. And you would be very lucky, if you meet a fellow traveller who is seeking the same Peak, clambering up through the majestic slopes of the Highland.
There are the peoples who have risen quite high. One of these peoples who has risen high, the Chechens are, because, although they don't trust that Jesus was crucified, but they obey His commandments, to love God and neighbours. It is a little of places on the Earth, where you would find such a mutual assistance and such a backing among the people. But in the flesh they are more distant relatives each other, than a nation.
There are well in India certain communities of believers who has risen high, because they tolerate all religions and they would hinder lesser, than all the others, to make the second step in the Highland.
The English speaking countries have risen very high. The tradition of hiding their hearth from the curious and disapprobatory eyes in the combination with the Protestant ethics, these circumstances have raised these peoples at maximum height, it is very unlikely any crowd could be rising higher. And the strongest country among them, that is America (USA), it observes the human rights across the Earth, but make an idol never, even from this country. If America doesn't exist, it's quite probable the influence on the humanity some evil and barbarian state would exert, which would succeed become the strongest. Then everywhere only the tyrants and the oppressors of freedom would feel free and they would mistreat their nationals as they think fit, and nobody then would dare to call to order them, saying: "You are disturbing the human rights!" And before unheard-of lawlessnesses would increase across the Earth, then, and many of these, who is reading these lines now, would want to die at the wrong time, being under unlimited yoke.
Therefore pray to your Lord He would save America, but only under conditions, that this great country continues to observe these great verities, such as God, the freedom, the Truth, the Love, because these verities don't issue from any country, but only from the Most High. Because a state may be either a keeper of them, or a robber of these Divine treasures. The prayer is appropriate only for the keeper. But don't make an idol from the keeper. One ought not worship any state - it would be an idolatry. To worship a nation, a crowd - it is an idolatry too. "Thou shalt worship the Lord thy God, and him only shalt thou serve".
And don't render a final judgment concerning any nation. By that you are taking away from yourself the freedom to be born in the next life among the nation you are judging.
And understand what would be available to understand even for a fool: not your belonging to a nationality, but the choice you will do will determine your situation in the Highland or outside of it.
Remember, if you choose to live as all the people around you, then you will get dirty from all the sins and the crimes of the crowd, which you have imagined as you are a part of it. Because an ideal nationality doesn't exist, a fruit of which would be the El Dorado on the Earth, and every nationality has its own defect. Or aren't your own sins enough for you?
If you are at war, protect those who are near and dear to you, then your war will be a holy one. But in which connection is here a nationality, that is a crowd?
If you are at war from your own convictions, for your faith, then your war will be a holy one, while you are struggling for the Freedom, but in which connection is here a nationality, that is a crowd?
If you are at war because a crowd wants it, then it would difficult to find some sin more grave, and the retribution for it is close. This would be the same thing as to tease a tiger, being hanging on a thin rope. And if the enemy of human souls needs to push you down into the Noisome Ravine with streams of a the stinking boiling water and banks of a decomposing carrion, then where is it more convenient to do it, as at unjust war you fight? But if your war is holy one and it was impossible to avoid it, then you are higher than all the communities are, every your loss in this war will cover a multitude of your sins, and no death for you, but only an interrupting of an interesting game you name "the life"and want to see up it to the end.
Remember, if you have done two steps up in the Highland, you are above all the nationalities on the Earth and no longer have anything to do with the earthly crowds. And there is just a little bit who higher than you, either those who is walking up or who are enlightened and have reached. You and your brothers and sisters in spirit, all those who have done two steps up, who hearing the new Song, have recognized their close souls in all the ends of the Earth - you are the only supreme Nationality, regardless of the color of your skin and of your nationality, and the rest of the population are crowds.
Don't be afraid and don't be embarrassed of the silly crowds, because of their understanding they are close to the animals. And if they are found in opposition to you, remember that they are merely as the slow-witted children, and one day they will be found on your height, when they will have grown in spirit, then they will go to the Peak, and it is unknown who of you will arrive there the first. Here is why the our Lord Jesus Christ prayed for them when they crucified Him. Because every human unit is a potential, is a seed, which will have grown sooner or later.
If you are seeking, a silly crowd may not lead you. A silly crowd, you name as a nationality, cannot be a subject of imitation and an object of worship. However high a crowd would have risen, it is only a crowd. They will braird, but they are only still not sprouted seeds. If you have close relatives - love them and take care of them, but don't learn to live in their opinion, if you know how. If you have sprouted, the seeds are not an authority for you.
If the strings of your soul are capable to sound, it is time for you to separate from the crowd, if not physically go away, then although mentally. Get away from them mentally and, being silent, be searching from aside the human crowd, how stupid it is, the crowd who thinks in the only way and is standing still in the same place. They are fools who are trying to live and to think like all around, because of this they develop neither mentally, nor in spirit, and they need in large troubles to lead them from the numbness.
Any nationality is a crowd. But one who is thinking and seeking - he doesn't belong to any crowd anymore and is free from all the nationalities.

Chapter 5. The sexual preferences.

In the preceding chapters I have illuminated the very simple and comprehensible things, but there is a bit of people who is able to understand them. That are the ones who are scared to rise above their social environment to take their first steps in the Highland. But still I see a lot of the ones who is undecided; a lot of them have questions which are sounding inside their minds, these questions are haunting them, and nobody wants to answer them. They attempt to learn the truth in vain, because the evident contradictions what they were taught in, weren't hidden from their glances.
Probably, there is not though the only phenomenon, which would be praised to the skies and at the same time would be precipitated into the deepest layers of hell. It is unlikely you would see more the contradictions and concealments regarding another subject. Sometimes the same person at one moment he names this object contemptuously as the carnal pleasures or even the dissoluteness, at another moment, feigning, he names it greatly the love, contradicting to himself. And his craftiness is evident, because, if he knows and tells the truth, he would not contradict to himself.
But you, meditating from the heart, collect all the knowledge about this phenomenon, which is named carnal pleasures by the hypocritical "judges", and the "barristers", the most of them are hypocrites too, name it love. The latest are hypocrites, because they try to speak about a subject, what they didn't succeed to learn something about, and all their words are only recitals what they heard in a crowd. And it happens, such a man has a profit to compliment for someone in one case, then he would say: "They are in love", and in another case he needs to defame someone, then he would say about his neighbours: "They are profligates!" But it's more probable he repeats like an echo, at first he repeats that he heard in one place, then he repeats that he heard in another place, and now it becomes not difficult to understand a cause of the contradictions. Be sure, you are very lucky, if you find a person who would not evade from the questions on this topic, who would not tell lies and play the hypocrite and if it is found that he knows the object you ask him about - in such a case become his apprentice without any doubts.
Nevertheless try to find the verity yourself. If you pull together all the utterances about this subject you heard during all your life, you will see, here is something greater, than carnal pleasures, for there are not such a lot of beautiful verses and songs, which would be composed about eating, drinking and resting. Here is something greater and something superior, but this superior part may not be opened for those who scolds and blames it.
Even if you hear someone is in a hurry to kill someone from jealousy or to kill himself from unrequited love, be sure the motive here is not the love, but the arrogance, the fear for own ego.
Jealous person defends not his love, but his arrogance. He avenges on a person who, as the crowd thinks, made him an unlucky fellow. He is deaf and blind and he forgets, even kings were defrauded in love.
Another person considers himself as an unlucky fellow from the unrequited love, he wants to do away with himself or simply is in depression. He is deaf and blind too, because he doesn't think and doesn't know, that he loves a person who is not capable to love. It is as if he would consider a corpse as an alive person, would try to speak with it, the dead person would not answer and he would be grieved for this: "One doesn't want to speak with me, oh I'm unhappy!"
Let a man is pining for the unrequited love would know, let a woman is pining for the unrequited love would know that the partner who is capable to love, he is concocted by them. Even if he or she go to meet suddenly and give himself or herself, then they would feel happiness from them not more, than from an usual carnal pleasure, not more, than from masturbation. An usual carnal pleasure may be bought for the relatively little money and for the masturbation one must not pay at all. Here is no problem, it is concocted.
If you are one of the few men or one of the few women who are capable to love and knows what is a love, and the love is an inextinguishable torch of your soul, which per se already makes you happy, and if you have realized it, you are happy already. And don't let the Fire would become dim, for the only it gives you ability to see the Universe and What is above it with other vision absolutely. And any extinction of this Fire would be an equivalence to a downfall into the hell.
If you keep in your soul the torch of your love, realizing this, then already you can be happy per se, without anyone or without anything. But you are staying in the spiritual childhood, and it is the only reason you need this childish play, the sex. Your spiritual vision still doesn't grow stronger, so you need a partner, he or she, through them to sense the beauty of the Universe and the Creator's glory. You still don't reach the level in the Highland, to taste DIRECTLY the beauty of the Universe, and you need a mediator, as someone is learning to step and need an additional foothold. Still you cannot sense the plenitude of happiness, retiring from the rest of the world and looking at the stars in a serene night or inhaling the morning fog above a river and listening the pipe of birds in the background of the ringing song of the river; for the complete happiness still you need a "medium" on whom you would unburden your heart, this Love what is inside you and was there always. But be aware: when you will rise enough high, these childish plays will cease to fascinate you. Adult and mature may be interested to play chess, but it is unlikely they would be interested to play tick-tack-toe, however an infant still doesn't reach to play chess. So the more interesting game seems him as an uninteresting and tiresome one. That is why the Apostle Paul preferred the celibacy. Already he had grown in spirit out of the childish games, they ceased to interest him, but he bequeathed to his children in spirit to marry, saying that otherwise: "such shall have trouble in the flesh: but I spare you".
And do not be shy if your own nature pushes you to the unusual games what the society names as "the perversions", certainly, if these games would not bring the evil fruit. For if you listen what the people says, you will not move from the same point in your development, even you will not make the only step in the Highland. This is not God, but the society, which is God's enemy, blames all this. But the Lord Jesus taught to recognize a tree by its fruit. So even I do not ask you, what you do and what games you play, but I ask, what are the fruits of these games. If your games do not destroy the yours or someone else's life or health, then a man is beautiful a such as he is and a woman is beautiful a such as she is, and in fact, it would be a real sin to try to be "like all around", because God did not clone the humans, He did not create them the one as the other, but every man and every woman are the only ones and unique, and the treason own essence does not involve anything other, than the lie, the disappointment, loss of the goal of the life, for the goal of the life is the Love.
Some of you would say that they by nature tend to play some aggressive games, and they would ask me, whether may they play so. I would answer once more, asking them: "What are the consequences provoked from these games"? Is that you are stupid in a such degree, that you wouldn't can distinguish harmless bruises and scratches from mortal or crippling wounds? But there are those who goes too far and the admissible limit, it seems them, are blurred, that is uncertain, and they demand an answer, how to recognize sharply this border, which one mustn't cross. I would answer them so: "If you cannot determine clearly the border between admissible and inadmissible things, don't come close to it". Because you have better don't reach it, than to cross it with passion, bringing bad fruit. Everything is good in moderation.
It happens rarely, but there are a people who tend to the mortal and destructive games. And I'm ready to open them the truth what the world concealed from them: "You have a chance to lapse very low and to be found in the most dismal place of the Noisome Ravine, becoming a serial killer of innocent persons. But who has a chance to lapse very low, the same person has a chance to rise very much highly, becoming a great yogi, then the rest of the way to the Top would be not distant".
In that case one must not go, using the way of Tantra, accepting himself such as he is, but using only the way of Yoga.
Do not mar your Karma, otherwise you will have to pay for all. You would cause a lot of woe and of suffering for every of your victim, but you will have to bear all these troubles lumped together, both in this life and in other ones. And in those suffering what you will bear justly, it will seem like a paradise those discomforts what you would sense, refusing from the misdeeds. Then you would become like Esau who had exchanged unprofitable his birthright for a mess of pottage.
And I do not ask you what games do you play, but do not make anyone unhappy. Your games should not destroy formed families and make people enemies of each other, of course, unless it is not a premeditated colliding together your enemies in the holy war.
Frequently people become unhappy because of their prejudices. If you have fallen in love a man or if you have fallen in love a woman from a crowd who bear, like the chains, different prejudices are imposed by the same crowd, at first help him or her to throw down these chains, to tear up them, to leave the company who is preventing to go forward. If you consider it is possible, try your luck to set free the prisoner of the superstitions, but do not throw your pearls to pigs, as the great Teacher said, and don't continue to attempt, if your words remain without listening. You will not can fall in love with a corpse, even if you want it. In the future he or she will be woken by those forces which you have not in your disposal, for it is only the God's power could raise Lazarus. Leave the corpse, who cannot answer outpourings of your soul till it will return to life. You love not it, but an image you have taken out from the depth of your soul, the character, which is with you together always, either in joy or in trouble, either when it is warm or it is cold.
And do not fit this pure image on the stinking cadavers, for this love what rests always upon the bottom of your heart, it was with you together always and always will be there, when you will have grown up in spirit, you will know this, but now entrust that this phenomenon is Divine and it can do without any bodily shells.
And do not offend it, reproaching yourself the weakness and the sensitiveness, for the love does not make from human a dweeb. On the contrary: with it you will be strong, fearless, and fools and evil-wishers will not can take away you from your veritable way. If you have recognized the love and you are driving away it, one day it will obey and go away, then all the world will transform into hell for you, and any good either sensual ones or material ones, they will not able to console you. Unless the narcotic drugs are removing the reason for a while, but after them the reality will seem more terrible.
If you have recognized it, that is the Love what stayed with you always, keep it, revel in it, thank the Most High for this pure gift, and let this Love make you hear the new Song, let it is singing, and let the society is keeping silence in your mind, for the society and the happiness are incompatible.
Play any games that you like, if they do not evil to anyone, be free. Silently do your deed, and don't report to the people, what they aren't able to understand, because they had chosen a wrong way.
Be aware, before to use you like a slave or like a warrior in an unjust war, the society needs to kill the Love in your soul. The crowd had such an experience during millenniums and it continues to act mechanically, even sometimes unconsciously, to make you blush from the wrong shame, to provoke false remorse, supposedly from conscience. However this is not a conscience, but a low fear of the crowd, which was not approved by the Mount of Blessing, where He said: "Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you...", but the priests and the teachers of moral evade this point of the verity, trying to pass over in silence hypocritical about it, they instruct their flock quite often to seek an approval of the crowd.
Some time, the secret knowledge about that the sexual side of life contains an enormous energy - this knowledge had fallen into evil hands and to use a person in their own purposes, the advocates of evil influence upon his sexual side of the life with wrong interdictions, with hypocritical moralities, with abusive words - using all this, they seek agreement with a person from the crowd, let him drive away the Love from his heart.
They create obstacles and prohibitions where they aren't needed, but the Love does not live in a cage and flies away from it. So they fling their victim into hell, creating out of it next in turn a devil incarnate who would serve them faithfully.
Love the way you want and don't be afraid and don't be ashamed of anyone. Don't bring bad fruits - this is the only prohibition. Be free! Do your deed silently, as far as possible without increasing the number of your enemies, for they themselves would find you. Without being aware, they can sense, that you are not from their number.
Be free, don't imitate anyone, this is a sin to imitate someone else. If the Lord desires this, He would make you like Christ, or like Mohammed, or like Buddha, or like Krishna. But in His world there are no repetitions among billions of people, among trillions creatures.
Be free and play any games, but no harm. Be free and be capable to defend your Freedom, be capable to defend your Love, for all this is from God.
Be yourself and bring the verity where you may be heard, but don't try to get talking the cadavers. Be yourself, love as you like and nurse the Love in your heart, only without harm. Be yourself, learn the verity and the eternal science of life - they are the supports, which you will fall without. As far as possible be at peace with all the world and don't attack first.
Be aware, if you live as you like and harm no one, but some people attack you, you have a right to conduct war against them, and God is on your side. And in the given case your war would be holy, and from whatever loss you would suffer in this war, you will be rewarded. But if without feigning, but you try to please to the crowd sincerely, you will lost all and for a very long time.

Chapter 6. The holy war.

You are reading these lines, because you are seeking the highest Top. One seeks only a treasure with such a zeal. Recall a citation from the Great Book: "For where your treasure is, there your heart will be also". As high this Mountain stands where you are waited always, in the same degree deeply its contrast is buried, that is the deepest cavity in the Noisome Ravine, and it is swarming with such an evil, your imagination would not be enough. This is as it were the main staff of the forces, you have to take the field against. Do you imagine what a fantastic is the force of tensity which exist between these two oppositions?! You will come across the worst enemy, but don't become infected his evil. Don't become infected with his evil and aren't afraid of him. Don't afraid of him, for the Single Lord is with you together.
Remember the first rule, it is not me who invented it, but I only cite the ancients: "The best combat is a combat which didn't take place". So, evade the conflicts. Every of your clash with any enemy, no matter is it a real or a mental one, this is a descent into the hell, a walk in its depths. If you do it often and you yourself seek the battles, you will become infected by its evil and you will become the same like its incarnates, that is, the incarnates of the Noisome Ravine. That is why the other great book, the Koran, it recommends to evacuate yourself away from unfaithful people, let don't live together with enemies, don't get impregnated with their stench. For in their underworld the state of war is a natural state for them. Let your soul stay longer as it possible in the Highland, getting impregnated with the salubrious perfume of the mountain flowers and grasses, not with the smell of putrefaction and of shit in the hostile world. And there is a cause else to evade stay in hell, because you are losing your forces in it, but in the Highland you are obtaining them again.
So do not seek enemies. They themselves will find you, no matter how far you would go away from them. If there is not such a possibility to avoid a clash, turn around to face the enemy and take the fight, but only according your own rules.
Fight with that weapon, which it is efficient to fight with. Be aware, the Lord had given to you, as to everyone, the Divine mind, it is stronger immeasurable than your hands are. Utmost you can do with your hand, this is a hole in a brick wall. Using your mind, you can destroy a hostile town. Someone who has a machine-gun, a knife is not the main weapon for him, but only a subsidiary one. So use a subsidiary weapon only if an especially situation is favouring to this.
Be aware, the strongest your weapon is a prayer, both in other tongues and in your own one. The second powerful weapon is your intelligence and your knowledge, and only then do the rest.
Use sparingly your forces, don't scatter them in vain. To combat the hell you've better to use its own energy.
When one red beast with a five-pointed star and other red beast with a fylfot grappled each other in a mortal scramble, tearing each other, the rest of the West stood aside and was not troubled by them till such a degree. Here the wisdom was shown.
And don't get dirty your hands in blood in vain. Today you want to kill your enemy, but firstly wait for a festival. Maybe your enemies will get drunk and will destroy each other in a drunk frenzy without your participation. And only as a last resort, if nothing affects on someone, whom one must get rid, then get the things in your hands and let your acting will be the most effective, because your enemies are less clever than you are.
Be aware that the duelling is a devilish affair. Your enemies are about equal you in physical strength, but there is a lot of them. Hoping to win tens or hundreds hand-to-hand battles against the equal enemies, you are provoking your Lord, He would accomplish a lot of rare marvels. So the Satan in the second time tempted Christ, when he inclined Him to jump from a wing of the temple, let the Lord accomplish a marvel once more and Who fell from a great height would not smash up Himself. The suicide is not a bravery, but a great error.
And don't worry about your dignity: you are a human being, it's enough of this, and the same Angel of light once had been envious of your human dignity, that's why he became an angel of darkness Iblis or, otherwise saying, the Satan. If you are moving to the Light, then you are revealing your dignity. If you are moving away from the light, then you are losing it, and there is not another way to lose it. If someone looks for a crowd's approval, so he loses his dignity.
Don't afraid of staying alone, being persecuted and disdained for the Verity. The Gospel teaches you this. Don't afraid of staying alone, for if you have the Single God (Allah), then you have all - the Koran teaches you this. Be free of any society, because being free, you become stronger.
Be vigilant and verify: whether your war is a holy one.
Be aware, you are free to have this color of the skin and these face and body, which a given to you from the Lord. God had created all humans and none a human was created by the Satan. You are a good man with your body as you are, and you are a good woman with your body as you are. If you train and perfect your body, you will be better, for God will like this. And so no one dares attack you because of your racial or national characteristic, because of the form of the body or the expression of the face, because of your step or your own temperament.
If you don't seek the perfection, then God is your judge. But if the people interfere in other people's affair, firstly try to explain them they are against God and against the veritable faith, prohibiting to be yourself. If they don't or don't want to understand, try to find you outside their society. But if it is impossible to leave them, then prepare for a war, because your war will be a holy one in such a case.
Be aware, no one dares interfere in your intimate life, into your sexual preferences. If you don't bring evil fruit, then you, man, are beautiful as you are, and you, woman, are beautiful as you are, no one dares redirect you by force or persecute you for the freedom, which is shown by you.
If you have an intention to take away with you together someone's daughter or someone's son, they should have a clear idea what to expect and go with you unhesitatingly. If they hesitate, you have to help them to learn themselves. Teach them the same verity what you have learnt already. If you repeat them the same thing, but they don't understand you or don't want to understand, leave them. Only the real love may justify a withdrawal of the full-grown children away from their parents. If they don't understand you, therefore they are dead persons, however the real love is impossible with a dead person, then you will have any excuses neither in front of their parents, nor in front of the One God. Amongst the conscious and free from the society persons, that is, amongst the alive people, if their sexual orientations coincide partially or completely, the love is veritable, and you have a right to defend it with a weapon in your hand. The war for the Love is a holy one.
If you abduct a woman and try to enliven this dead person by force, then you become like a surgeon who has made bold to do a risky operation and you will bear all the consequences on yourself. If you get the soul from a lifeless sleep, then the honour and praise you. But if it turns out that you disturb this person and his or her intimates in vain, then you will bear the sin on your soul.
If someone threatens with death or bodily injury for those who are near and dear to you, then your war is a holy one, for in such a case you would battle for the Love too.
Be aware: desiring to take vengeance on your enemy, you have not a right to make a mistake.
If they charge you with a misdeed, which you have not perpetrated, then your war is a holy one, because the accusers have not a right to make a mistake. Then if even a people judge you, God will justify you.
If you are persecuted and hounded and the people don't want to explain a valid reason of this, they tell lies and avoid answering your questions, using some verbal strategem, then it is most likely that they want to forbid you to be yourself, and in such a case your war would be a holy one, because you would battle for the freedom.
If the people threaten you with imprisonment, using the bribes to judges and to police, or using the repressive machinery of the totalitarian, that is, Satanic State, then your war is a holy one, for you would battle for the freedom.
If you are made by force to serve in an army, which is famous by its crimes against the human rights and freedoms, then your war against this army would be a holy one, for you would battle for the freedom and for the Verity.
If someone makes you to join with a grouping, which is repugnant to you, no matter, is it legal or forbidden one, then your war for the freedom is a holy one.
If someone enters by force into your home or tries to do it, but you haven't perpetrated any misdeed, then your war would be a holy one, because you would battle for the freedom and for the Love.
If you are persecuted for your convictions, but you did not agitate for severe injury or for murders people of any race, of any nationality, of their creed, their sexual orientation, or if you did not agitate for the establishment of the state authority, under which it would be forbidden to live and to love freely, honestly to trade, not to enter into any circle, to leave the society, freely to move in your country or to leave it, then your war for the Freedom and Verity would be a holy one.
If another country doesn't let you in - this is their right. But if the power forbids to move for you in your country or to leave it, then your war would be a holy one, because this war would be for the Freedom.
If persons who has come after you, prevent to trade honestly or to beg and they intend to drive you away from your place by force, and if because of this you don't lose the livelihood - leave this place, because the most probably it is a dirty one. But if you lose the livelihood and you have dependents of those, who are near and dear to you, then your war against these interfering persons is a holy one, for this war would be a war for the Freedom and for the Love.
If you are going in the street with some of those who are near and dear to you, then beforehand take with such a weapon, the use of which would be a sudden and an efficacious one against the kind of attacks, which may take place in the given territory. A war for the Love is a holy one.
If you have fallen into the trap and you are encircled by enemies all around and aren't seeing a way out, then implore your Lord for the three things: either He would make a miracle, or He would help you to leave this world with the least regret, or again He would give you a possibility to sell your life more expensive. It's possible, this is a test of your faith. The more of it, the less you die. The more of faith - the less of death.
Don't forget that the duel is a sin and a crime. Those who do it, they are not so much bolder, but they are more stupid. If they are bold, they would be outside the society and its false values. But they are cowards, because they are slaves of the society.
Don't forget: the best combat is a combat which didn't take place. Before waging war, check up, whether the war is inevitable. For it is enough of the bloodsheds on the Earth.
Don't forget: the first force is at prayer, the second one is in the intellect and in the knowledge, the third one is in all the rest.
If you have time to think, don't be in a hurry to spill blood. Try to reckon: whether it is possible to cause a clash of your enemies with each other? For the war against the hell try to use the energy of hell, but use your own energy only in a pinch.
If you feel a smell of war, then promptly collect all the data about enemies, look for their weaknesses.
If you cannot explain what for you are going to battle and prove the necessity of the war, then you are a murderer and a great sinner.
If you wage war not on your own, but by someone's will, then you are a coward who is made to commit grave crimes. Because only inside yourself you can find an answer, how to do right, but don't trust in people: they will have swindled you.
It is not possible to foresee and to describe all the cases, but as in the Bible it is written: "not letter, but spirit...". Seek for the the verity, become soaked with its spirit. Inside yourself look for the answers to all the questions. There is the knowledge of all the things inside your immortal essence. One day all this will have uncovered for you, but with the proviso, that you will seek, for it is said: "seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you". But the renunciation of the seeking of verity is a grave sin.
If you sought the verity, but without having time to find, you have committed a bloodshed in vain, then the demand from you as from a baby who hadn't time to learn.
But if you didn't want to know anything, and next your destiny has put you in front of a problem, and without ability to solve it, you have done a bloodshed in vain, then you will bear a heavy load of sin for your criminal negligence. So your unwillingness to know the verity has been expressed in a grave crime.
If you know that you are doing an injustice, but you have preferred to hide it from verity, to swindle yourself, as if you would close your eyes purposely, then try to justify yourself after this: "I haven't seen it". Even you can swindle yourself, but you cannot swindle Him Who is all-knowing and all-seeing. You would be vile and laughable in front of Him, for your sin is grave and clearly visible. This is the same as to close the eyes and to think than nobody sees you.
And so, seeking the verity, don't deviate, don't hide yourself from the questions. All the same you will have to answer them. The sooner you occupy yourself with seeking the answers, the better for you.
Be aware: where the blood may be split, there the most dangerous enemy is the ignorance about state of affairs. Where the blood may be split, there the negligence and the unreasoning things are especially are inadmissible.
So, be especially vigilant, if you were born and live now in a country, where the godlessness and unfreedom are a common practice, where the individual initiative is difficult to express and of course, where you may be driven into the society by force.

Chapter 7. Behind Enemy Lines.

If you were born in a totalitarian state and you are seeking (the verity), so since childhood you had understood satanic, that is the hostile essence of the given society, for you have learnt its abomination from an early age. You are not wrong. The society, which gave birth to such a state, and the state, which is alimenting such a society - these are products of the Noisome Ravine, that is, of hell. The main indication of such a community or a state is expressed with its policy, which is directed to make all the people without an individual difference. Contrary to the God's establishment, to create every living being unique, these keepers of the totalitarian traditions, inherently monsters and degenerates, the same goats who are welcomed by hellish depth, if they don't repent, they are on the alert for everyone, watching for everyone in all the levels, whether he differs with something from all around, who have accepted this devilish tradition of the external similarity.
Who is standing at the top, they manipulate by stupid masses with evil intent, imposing to the people of crowd their wrong values and playing on their vile passions. They spread traditions let the private life of everyone would be visible to them and traditions of the intolerance concerning those persons who dare to differ with something. The most often such things are imposed, like the ignorance, the racism, sexism, chauvinism, anti-Semitism. Thereby in Russia long ago the ignorance was spread and the word "intellectual" (�y�~���u�|�|�y�s�u�~��) still is abusive, but it's added a glamour to the stereotype of behaviour of the drunk fools. In Cambodia under Pol Pot at first the power had destroyed the intelligentsia, then they began to destroy those who only could write and read. An ignorant beast may be driven by force into the Noisome Ravine more easily. In North Korea it is forbidden to draw the blinds on the windows at home, in order to every family would be under the supervision and control of the degenerated communist scumbags.
Anyone who thinks and who seeks, it is inevitable he differs, for it's written in the Gospel that a source of light cannot to hide itself, if it is staying on the top of a hill. So if since childhood you had started in the right direction, then it was inevitable you were subjected to persecution yet at school. If you pumped up muscles and learnt to fight well, all the same that wouldn't help you, because in this world you are a stranger, you are in the paradise already, but all they are in the Noisome Ravine and continue to plunge deeper and deeper. This is alien to you the hostile people, this is alien to you the hostile State, and your main task is to survive and to bear through the life a torch of the Verity. Everything that is written here, it is known in the depths of your "self". But it is long to wait for an emergence of these verities on the surface, but, reading these lines, you will learn faster all this. If you think that this doctrine is erroneous, try to find an error, then the work you will carry through, it will be a useful part of the searching of the verity. Doing this work, you will make sure that my goal is to facilitate your way and to warn you against mistakes.
If you started way behind the enemy lines under oppression of one of satanic powers, then the most probable mistake, this is your despondency. You are blissful, but you think you miserable. The honor is high, which fell for you, but you lose heart. And if you read the Bible, then a lot of there entered into one your eye, but went away through the other. It flew into one your ear, but flew out of the other. I don't know how far you have mastered all the Scripture, but it is clear, that the Mount of Blessing is not mastered by you, if you think you was born under an unlucky star and lose heart. Be aware, all the earthly hardships you bear, finding yourself in the captivity of power, where the Antichrist tests his forces to try to conquer all the world in future, on the one hand, these are sports equipment, however not for body workout, but for the soul and the mind, and on the other hand, you will pay for your sins in the last lives and will not be a debtor anymore. Being born in the West in a normal free country, you would live in the more comfortable conditions, but you would miss a lot of these things, that you will learn here. Being experienced by the winds of the earthly hardships and being with the light-weight baggage of the Karma, with which you were burdened in your last lives, you will conquer with ease the snow-capped mountain ranges of the Highland and will arrive on the main Peak faster.
Be aware, in the kingdom of Antichrist there are a lot of the ideological traps are placed, a lot of deceitful catching blind alleys to get you away from the Verity and possibly to destroy you in this life. Not all of them, but a lot of totalitarian States create with evil intend a situation of lack of spirituality and of swinish trick. They try to do that the number of uneducated people would be more, that the number of those who is in jails and prison camps would be more , sometimes ten times more, than the imprisoned people in free countries. Also in Russia from pre-revolutionary thievish companies, from their traditions it was formed a thievish false "religion", which propagates wrong morals.
Side by side with a lie, especially in the epoch of the Soviet power it was imposed upon the people the propaganda of the self-sacrifice when accidents and disasters take place, which are provoked by mismanagement and negligence are spread by State Power with evil intent. They know that to save people and even the valuables, first of all those people are able to rush who is seeking the verity. Thereby the devil incarnates want to get rid of the heroic persons by these persons' own hands.
However, the life of a seeker of truth is much more important, than the life of an ordinary member of the totalitarian society who has chosen the way of a beast. The self-sacrifice for the sake of these people, if they aren't your relatives or your brothers in faith, it would be equivalence of the self-sacrifice for the sake of the rescue of an animal. To feed a starving dog, it would be a good deed. But to sacrifice the life for the sake of it - it wouldn't be justified in the most of the cases. You will bring more benefits, if, risking yourself, you hide someone who is persecuted for truth from jail or from other danger, than if you save, risking yourself, one hundred persons who refused from seeking the verity. Be aware, at the sacrifice of yourself you would diminish the force of the lucid army on the Earth. So don't risk in vain. And at the other extreme don't rush too: don't hide yourself where one must fight in fact, where the self-sacrifice is the right deed and it would be an adequate deed.
And don't avenge for an insult just immediately. Any enemy would never insult you where you are dangerous for him. He would try to do it always among the people of the world, which you do not belong to. Either they would help him, or, at least, they would may witness against you in an unjust court. His insults signify nothing. His words wound feelings only of those who worships to false values. But he is at fault, because, seeing you don't belong this world, he provokes you to the self-destruction or to the self-weakening. Let the wind of time take away the caused harm, but if during this time the feeling of insult still didn't be over - destroy the enemy, but choosing a profitable situation for you, not for him. Avenge not for an insult, but for the encroachment upon your freedom to be yourself. However if your enemy had changed and repented sincerely - excuse him all.
In the totalitarian countries the power likes to threaten by solitude. Don't be afraid of the solitude, for it is not a loss, but a blessing for you. Judge for yourself: Isn't it foolish to be distressed, because of swines have turned their back on you and they have left you, because you didn't want to be a swine? And this is passing while God is on your side! On the contrary: their society is a hell where you lose your energy, but being alone, you are accumulating it again, especially if you are among the nature where you will see faster the God's deed and you will be cheered.
Being in the circle of the adherents of darkness, if it is dangerous to differ from them, then simulate like they are, however don't do it long and often. It would be half the trouble, if they unmask you. It would be full of trouble, if you become in fact like they are, for even in prosperity and abundance their life for you is worse than death. Their wealth is worse than your poverty. Their mansion is worse than your tent in the forest. You don't believe, you may this, but the time will pass and you will see.
If they surround you with caresses and flattery, then be polite, affable, thank them for the welcome, but observe and learn them, and don't rejoice ahead of time not to be bitterly disappointed after.
Be alone and free. In the loneliness accumulate your energy. If you feel sad - go to preach that you know. If they listen to you, then stay for a while with them. If they don't listen - go away. However, preaching the truth, avoid run into a scuffle with fists, knives, stones are flying or imprisonment. Great Jesus didn't risk in vain too, preaching, He slipped away from the intrigues of enemies to reach the main battles, following by His own course of life to the Cross, to the Resurrection, to the Ascention.
So when you are telling the truth to the people, beforehand foresee the possible intrigues of the enemies and dangers, the possible actions of the secret political police, possible ways of the retreat. You have better to preach, from where you live far and where you depend upon nobody. In addition to the security, this would give you some energy and the confidence. Where the secret political police rages, there don't call things by their names aloud. Lead the conversation in a way the listener himself would guess. And in the case of danger assert that he has understood wrongly. Act so, let the trace of the sense of your sermon would stay more, than the trace of your appearance and the data how to find you.
In a place where it is safe, you may shock the stupid crowd with your unusual qualities, if they take place, or you may do it with your accented freedom of manners, which would be expressed even in your behaviour. But, preaching among a lot of enemies, if you are lucky, you may find a few of friends from men or women. Don't perturb those who may become your companion for a long time. These things which may be understandable by them in future, but they may don't understand these things today. Don't shock the probable friends ahead of time don't to scare away them.
Be aware that most likely you would find your adherents among the people of your sexual orientation, because the strong energy of the sex would be on your side. And in such a case you have better to preach among the possible partners, but not from the possible rivals where the energy of the sex may become an obstacle, not a stimulus.
Sometimes in the totalitarian States, being in pursuit, if not of the verity, then at least of a refuge, the persecuted persons can side with an illegal community which seems them in opposition to the existing order, but this is a self-deception. So in Russia the criminal companies are cells of the same soviet society with the same traditions. These communities differ each other only externally, but they are bearing the same essence and pursuing the same objectives: that is the absence of freedom, the spiritual enslavement and the forced externally identity.
Here it is depicted an "official" opinion and as if one is counteracting to it, that is a "popular" one. But be aware: this "popular" opinion is formed by security forces, and they do it skillfully and thoughtfully, but the people are stupid as it is everywhere, but here it is even more stupid.
Here are pretending, that preaching of the verity is a foolishness, that the opposition propaganda is an unjustified risk and an idle bravado. because it is a useless one. But be aware: directing the only soul to the truth, you would cause more damage to the realm of evil, than if you would kill a hundred of red or brown commissars and their henchmen from the people.
Beware to commit rash acts, but don't afraid of being desperate where one must do this. Don't be afraid of death, but be afraid of sacrificing your life cheaply or in vain. Don't afraid of striking your enemies, but be afraid of striking an innocent. You should not worry, as who you will pass between the stupid people, as a coward or as a hero, as a monster or as a goody-goody, as a traitor or as a right one. You have your own task: to keep on your guard the eternal values, which are the integral part of you, the values are outgoing from the dearest superior Being Who had given birth to your essence and Who had given the freedom for you.
Those who had become aware of these values, they went to fight for them, including even on the stake. And they (the associates of the faith) found the forces to step over all the conceivable temporary misfortunes, for these forces were given them thanks to the ties with the superior Divine World.
You say you are weak, and I believe it is possible, because you are imbued by the verity insufficiently. You are weak, because your ties with Divine World is weak. Your drawbacks are like a mighty resistor in an electric circuit, because of which the lights cannot be alight. And this resistor would be a great one, if you didn't seek but said: "Why should I? I don't need anything". But now, if you have realized that in fact you need very much, let your life will become a search and studies, a search and a meditation, a search and listening of the strings of your soul. Then gradually the resistance will change into the conductivity, the forces will find you, even you will can govern them, if one needs this. Although you still will not be on the Top, but you will be mature for the final jump up.
And besides the main searching, learn your own abilities. Search inside yourself those gifts, that the Lord had presented you with and profit by them. For every human was born as a great one, but didn't become like him, because he didn't seek.
Being born and being closed in the world, which is hostile for you, in the hostile country, build your own way, pass it and teach the others who would desire, for everyone has enough forces to overcome the kingdom of evil, but not everyone has desire to search them inside himself and to profit from them.
Find out what country you live. If you cannot in it like the "Jonathan Livingston Seagull", to go out of the crowd and to seek the verity freely, then this country is a hostile one.
In the hostile country you have better to be ready at any instant to go underground and to live in nature and to survive with all this without losing heart. If the climate is cold, then set yourself the task of the adaptation to the cold. If there are the jungle or the mountains, learn how become an inhabitant of the jungle or of the mountains. Let the surrounding nature will become like your family home and even more than this.

Be yourself. Be able to feign, but be able to keep own "yourself" too. - The last is more important.
Beware the ignorance, the unwillingness to learn and to develop.
Beware the despondency and the pessimism. Understand that the despondency is a self-deceptions. If you understand this, the pessimism itself will go away. No wonder the Apostle Paul taught: "In everything give thanks..."
Remember that there were and are on the Earth very few of the teachers, which you may trust to. The verities, which were told by the famous people like a clothes learn to "try on" yourself, correctly "to put on" and correctly "to wear". Search inside yourself the confirmation of these verities.
Don't forget that in adversity your karmic debt is decreasing.
If the discouragement persistently don't retreat, it may be from tiredness, from an illness, however it is more probably from lack of faith.
In a totalitarian country with distrust and fear treat the so-called opposition movements, for as is often the case, they aren't such the same. Or while attempting to create them, the security services had interfered and done wittingly some work to pervert and to profane their essence. Not a lesser extent, this also applies to the churches.
Don't sacrifice yourself without inflicting on the enemy a great damage or while rescue the worthless persons.
If you are bored - go to preach, but treat this not as a labour, but as an interesting game. It is agreeable to share these joys, which are given by life outside of the herd.
The opinion of people about you, if these people aren't dangerous for you, it shouldn't interest you more, than an opinion of monkeys in the zoo.
Remember, anyone cannot insult you and humiliate your dignity in fact. You yourself can do it, turning out from God and turning to the crowd.
Being seen happily, shock those who is safe for you and cannot in future become your friend or associate.
As a scout, clear up the sexual orientation of others people. This can help, on the one hand to smash the enemies, on the other hand to strengthen the righteous army.
Remember, that your sermons, which listened by people, are more important, than enemies, which are killed by your hand.
Adapt to the climate and the nature of the country, which cannot be left easily.
Don't be afraid of committing a courageous deed, but beware to do a foolishness weakening the righteous army.
Don't forget: you were born, boy or girl, to search the truth, to study and to conquer the peaks. You are free to follow your predestination, and then your troubles and weaknesses will scatter like rats. You are free to act otherwise, and then these "rats" will lead you away into the hell.
Here is the highest justice! If you prefer to feed from a rubbish dump, don't lament that it is tasteless.

Chapter 8. The true faith.

There are a lot of religions and faiths on the Earth, great and little ones. And all of them pull in different directions, it seems, being afraid of disclosing what is there common between them. And every faith is like a rapist who is pursuing his object to catch a soul and to trample down it under himself. If a congregation is a large number, then the profit is large. An obedient congregation, because of the suppression, then this is a dirigible force, one can use it, suiting his own ends. Here is temptation of money and temptation of power for the powerful.
Many of them have the Holy Scriptures. There is the Verity in them, but the interpreters highlight key points in such a way, how it is profitable for the powerful. If you search the true independently, you will discover once more, what is written in these Scriptures, but in such a way nobody would can confuse you with these key points, which are highlighted incorrectly. The verities obtained from someone's own experience, they are like money, which is earned from his own labour: you will keep and protect them. The presented verities are like an easy money, which wallowed on a way. You will not to value it, and it's even worse that you will doubt in them, that is, in these verities. The same Holy Scriptures don't abolish the personal seeking, otherwise it wouldn't be written: "seek, and ye shall find; knock, and it shall be opened unto you..."
Peer at all this with your own eyes, calculate with your own reason and you will see inevitably, that the verities of the great Teachers (Jesus Christ, Lao Tzu, Osho Rajneesh) are at contrary to those "verities", what have issued from the churches and other crowds. These crowds take prisoner the souls, the Teachers liberate them. ("Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.�h- Gospel of John 8:32) The churches teach to refuse the sex and earthly goods, but the Apostle Paul himself had refused them, when he had reached up to the mark where he didn't need them anymore, however about his disciples who still had not reached up these marks, he didn't advise to refuse: "But those who marry will face many troubles in this life, and I want to spare you this". According to the churches, if a couple, living together, has not the seal (about marriage) in their passport with satanic emblems, then they commit adultery, but if there is the seal in the passport (with the hammer and sickle and the red star), then their marriage is righteous. However in fact, the most of those who has married officially, they don't only commit adultery, but they go in for prostitution, because they married for money.
"From the liberating Gospel they made the oppressing Catholicism" (A.I.Herzen). The Catholics and Orthodox, and the last are the same Catholics, long ago they had quarreled because of those things, in which they themselves were able to reason nothing, they in fact managed to turn upside down the doctrine of Christ. About Protestants, I would call them semi-Protestants, because they didn't go to the end, but even this had given a huge effect, giving birth to the free West. However the Protestants could not go till a triumphant conclusion, because there is a limit, beyond which the crowd is not able to rise.
So I don't ask you, either you cross yourself like a Catholic, or in the mountain Chechnya you exclaim: "Allah akbar!" You would not can betray your faith, going from one temple to another. You would become an infidel only when you begin to deny the same Verity, that you yourself have obtained, that is you would dare the deliberate lie. And you will not be a perfect one in your faith, if you refuse the personal seeking.
And not with extracting money I reproach the churches, but with that they didn't merit it. On the contrary: Osho Rajneesh would merit five billion dollars, if he earned them in fact, as newspapers write. In such a case he would earn them, because he brought the Verity, the Love and the Liberty.
And you who are reading these lines, don't be afraid of being yourself. Don't afraid of becoming free and dependent on nobody. Don't fear to look for the truth with your own mind and your singing soul, from the bottom of your heart. For it's written in the Gospel that your One Lord Who loves you, He would not give you a snake, if you looked for the spiritual food.
The people's crowds call you to refuse your own reason and to listen them. Here it is offered for you to become a steersman of your destiny. They order to refuse the earthly goods to gain the celestial ones. But this is a bargain, that is a bargain without nobleness. If you want to go through ascetic way (Yoga), then try to look for a teacher of Yoga, but not those who are able to reason nothing in Yoga and who sometimes contradict themselves. Their goal is not the rescue of your soul, but they need an obedient being for the powerful. However here it is offered for you to go by means of the Tantra after Lao Tzu and Rajneesh. In the doctrine of Christ the Tantra prevails too, though it contains the Yoga just a little. It isn't your obligation to go in the way of Yoga, if you aren't inclined to kill for your pleasure. These crowds offer you to gain happiness in eternity, refusing for a while all the earthly joys. However one may reach the Top without sacrificing your earthly happiness. Only don't confuse the true and false earthly joys. Don't confuse into the same pile, on the one hand the earthly love, the health and the stay at the nature, on the other hand, drug addiction and alcoholism. Don't confuse the chase of money for money, the false values, the respect in a herd, with, on the other hand, the aspiration for material wealth for the sake of the freedom and the pecuniary independence. Don't confuse into the same pile the craving to share with new friends an uncovered truth by yourself and the power above the stupid crowds.
Jesus didn't turn anyone into His faith by force. The earthly kings did this, those of them who didn't justify the confidence, which was granted to them from above, and they sullied their name by this.
If you are seeking, then without knowing the great Scriptures you will discover that they contain. But if you don't seek it, then even the Scriptures are useless for you.
The crowds who name themselves as churches, they subjugate you. But these lines liberate you. The crowds forbid you to think independently. But here it is given to you to understand that nobody on the Earth will give you of the useful advices more, than yourself. The crowds offer you to refuse all the earthly goods, including the real ones. But here a joyful news is reported to you that the true earthly goods were not forbidden by our Lord. Only be able to differ the true goods from the false ones, as well as you can differ the edible mushrooms from the poisonous ones. And if the poisonous mushrooms exist, this doesn't mean that it's prohibited to eat all the kinds of mushrooms. The Lord had provided you the capability to discern. These capabilities are the gifts of God. The unwillingness to study, to perfect and polish up such gifts as the intellect, the feeling of justice and the intuition, this is the same the greatest sin, for all the troubles and misunderstandings take place because of it. If these gifts are increased, you wouldn't can commit a sin as well as if your experience and vision are developed, you will not confuse the edible mushrooms with poisonous ones. And being pinned to the wall by circumstances you will determine, where is the holy war and where are crimes and a sin.
Here a new religion is not given to you. It is just offered take away the irons, which the society had put you into, from an early age. And when you throw down them, then moving easily with joyful thanksgiving, you will rush upwards to the shining snow-clad tops, to those, where is not the severe frost, the hunger and the despondency, but only the beauty and the real joy without borders, and against the deadly avalanches, He, Whom name you hope for, will defend you.
An unfettered prisoner who has removed the blindfold, with his new vision he will open up the great Scriptures: the Vedas, the Upanishads, the Bhagavad-Gita, the Bible and the Koran. And he will not get stuck in its deep places, and even if the Satan says him: "see what is written here", then as well as Jesus, he will answer: "It is also written ...". And being unable to bedevil the seeker who has become a wise one, the enemy will go away, being disgraced.
This is not a new doctrine, but only a key for the quite forgotten old ones, they are forgotten, because they were read like with eyes which are tied.
New knowledges aren't given here, (they would be needed what for?), while here it has just been reminded that inside you the knowledge of all the things is hidden since the beginning of time. Seek, and you will find it.
Here is not offered to create a new church, a mosque, a sect or an organization. God forbid! Here it's offered only to remove the blindfold to see in the true light this society of the slaves, zombi and corpses.
You will depart alone, and as Elijah the Prophet, you will think, that you are an only seeking, but this is not so. In this Highland there is a bit of lone wanderers, and if by chance you meet a fellow traveller who is searching the same Top, then it will be a great joy, and you aren't forbidden to continue this journey together, keeping yourself for all that. But if you meet nobody, then no misfortune. From the first steps you will rejoice from the beauty and greatness of these mountains and soon you will start to sing songs in other languages, which would be echoed from all sides, and when you rise higher, you will feel, that the best Fellow Traveler Whom no one would compare, He is always together with you. And everywhere and always He was together with you, and when you stumbled and couldn't go, He even carried you. Just you couldn't see this.
So be afraid of nothing, only of spending the time in vain, the time is supplied here to you for the searching and knowledge. And don't shun of the Lord's supreme gifts those, which cannot be explained, using a worldly science, that is the physics, which is a special case of a more high Science. For Jesus Christ promised: "he who believes in Me, the works that I do, he will do also; and greater works than these he will do", but the crowds calumniated Him, allegedly He healed by Beelzebub's forces. Oh, how familiar! Only a blind man may fail to see the intrigues of the society and the crowds of the false just men, of the false Christians and inquisitors.
Even if you will have to pay, then not for the origin of the used forces, but for the goals what you tried to get, using these forces. If you, at the holy war, attempting rescue your intimates, have shot from a gun one enemy soldier (or a screw), then honor and praise for you. But it you have shot a neighbour, for example, being bursting with envy, then a great sin on you. The sin not because of the application of gun. Even if you have smothered this man barehanded, this would not serve you as a justification or a mitigating circumstance.
Something that goes beyond the physic, usually is named a magic. The magic, which gives good fruit, is the White Magic. The magic, which gives evil fruit, is the black magic. This is so much clear that a mentally defective would understand it. So every attempt to deny this fact, complicating it, using the verbal artful design, is nothing but an attempt to avert you away from the Truth and to impose the lie. And who is a liar and a father of a lie, this is known from the Bible (the devil).
Only don't attempt to interfere into the God's plan seriously. It is one thing, if you stop an excitement in the sea, disperse a cloud or destroy an evil enemy, but don't try to detonate the Sun or to move the Earth from its orbit, or even to reverse the events of the prophecy of the Apocalypse. The Lord will forbid this and it can happen to you a personal disaster, after which you will have to roam very long in many unpleasant areas.
And you, believers, don't be spreaders of gossip and don't judge anyone, especially if his guilt is not clear for you. Let everyone doesn't affirm by words, what he doesn't know. Is the singleness of our Lord single or ternary, unlikely someone could make sure of this by his own experience. This is a cause for a war, not for the holy war, but for the sinful hostility and the predatory wars. And don't contend, in what degree Jesus Christ is divine or in what degree is a human being. Let everyone himself try to learn this, if he can. Don't care for things, which you cannot understand about, God will not ask for them, but He will ask for the things, which were clear for you, but you didn't want to see them.
You, Muslims, be aware, the Christians are not your enemies. And you, Christians, be aware, the Muslims aren't your enemies, but everyone answers only for himself. So, if you are reasoning and judging, don't say "we", but say "me". You are not enemies each other. These are immature who are at enmity with each other, but those who have risen high, they are at peace together. Let everyone grows in his faith, then you will be capable to recognize each other as brothers.
But they are not your brothers who burned far-outers at the stake. Those are not your brothers who had detonated the towers in New-York. Those are not your brothers who at the epoch of Genghis-Khan had spread for centuries this conformist satanic concept about people, let it live like a hive. Every human being is not a part of a hive or an ant hill, but the Most High had created everyone, as a free thinking individual. But this part of the humanity, which had accepted this concept, it repudiated all the faiths: the Christianity, the Islam, the Judaism, the Buddhism and it spread the ignorance, the tortures, the shootings, the concentration camps and taught and made to do these things for other peoples.
From North-West they displaced the capital in the city of seven hills, hoisted the red flag there and during 74 years from there they ruled over this bacchanalia, which they tried to spread to the whole world. They introduced into the country the idolatry of the "Motherland", in fact, of the whore of Babylon, but it was not there. It is seen, too early to be fulfilled the prophecy of the Apocalypse by St-John about the accession to the throne Antichrist above the whole world, but it was only a trial of strength.
Even now they still are making plans to turn the Earth into hell. They would attack America gladly, but this is not given to them. That time of the completion of the red bacchanalia they simulated the repentance, but they didn't confess and had taken up arms against a tribe desiring to be independent, which names itself "nokhchain halg" (Chechen people). Although the last don't consider Jesus Christ like the Lord, however building a relationship among themselves, they more observe the commandments of the Prophet Isa in relation to their neighbours, but those who named themselves Christian, they betrayed their faith, allowed the invading soldiers of the Red Army on horses into their churches, who blasphemed and robbed, they allowed the killing of the most liberal czars, but worshiped to the red fascist beast and his servants: Lenin and Stalin. And the German fascism was the evil, which had gemmated from them.
For decades, they exterminated as other peoples, also its own one, drank hard and jailed their neighbours, who dared to be something that weren't like them, and now under the guise "anti-gang" they commit the genocide in the Caucasus. They are a darkness and they will win the Light never. They will have to pay for all, and those who say: "This are our", these will share their fate, if they don't confess. The war against them is a holy one too. Both the first Shamil (in the XIX century) and the second one - they are not bandits, but the holy warriors. God gave you the reason, the intuition and other gifts - this is enough to make the right decision, what side to support.
To lighten access to these inward gifts, God gave you the Scriptures. From the Psalms of David and from others Scriptures you will learn, how will finish an enemy who prospered for a while. The history teaches the same. Sooner or later all the totalitarian States and their accomplices are expected by the same fate, which had overtaken Hitler and his accomplices. Let's leave them.
The third chapter we are wandering around the hellish mazes, learning their quaint and menacing shadows, sometimes abominable ones. It was something like a training trip. It was a necessity as sometimes one has to prepare the corpses to save lives after. However, be aware, everyone was born not for the suffering, but for the eternal bliss, and it needs the only term for this: the own agreement of every human.
Let's leave the stinking cadavers and go where is the life. Where is life - there is Love. And some day we will arrive where is not the death.
Let's leave the jail where the prisoners hate and are ready to bite to death each other. And they are abused by the cruel warders who build the same relationship among themselves. Let's rush away in the freedom, from this stuffy and smoked jail to fresh air. Run away from the place where the disposal dump is thrown out into the river, the air is poisoned by the smoke of factory and the sky is losing its blue.
Let's run away where the streamlets purl and carry their water into the clean river.
Let's run away where under the bright blue sky birds on the trees praise the Lord! When after a long vanity you went away into the forest, maybe, it seemed to you, they greet you. However if you have come to believe and know now Whom they praise, it will be not lesser joy for you; so, being glad of their pipe, you didn't make a mistake at that time too.
Let's run away from the noise and vanity! The further from vanity, the more of the silence. And one day you will notice, where people's voices and sounds cease, there is more and more the voice of the Silence claims about Himself, Who is appealing to Himself, using His silence, and He is the Beautiful. Because He is telling about something dear and significant, and it is impossible to express this in words. About these great and significant things the trees are telling, while keeping silent gently, when it doesn't wind, and every blade transmits this great essence of the Being. About this world where it's not the past and future, but there is only the present,. the eternal "now", in their own way are telling the rocks stiffened down for centuries and even the lifeless stones of the other planets. At night the stars, by their number they give you know about the grandeur of the Universe, that is, of your temporary shelter, and in the morning one after the other they are dissolving in the rays of the sun, which is similar to them, and the old moon, becoming extinct, it seems, it sends its tender regards to you from all the Universe.
And in the quiet of night let a duck takes wing, and a star fly over the night sky among million of the stark star eyes, but from this they will not disturb the beautiful Silence, but only they will accentuate it. And this Silence is indicating the eternal presence of Him, Whom we cannot understand in full, even to see Him.
One day the strings of your soul will begin to sound and, testing a little ablution, you will want a greater one. And finding the most favorite place in the forest, maybe you would want such a beautiful one, which doesn't exist on the Earth. And feeling the joy with the most beautiful mistress (or with a lover), one day you will want to be unfaithful to her (him) with such a mistress (lover), who cannot be found in the physical world.
Because beyond of all this the Single Beautiful is hidden. That is the Single Significance of the Eternal Being.
You will feel that it can be more of the joy and you will desire it. But it's hardly your fragile body would be able to survive such a lot of the Light and Bliss and all other things, which are connected with This. Not for nothing Moses said, that, meeting God, a man would die immediately.
But it would be a mistake to grieve, that you still aren't enough mature to meet Him face to Face. It makes one laugh, if a baby worries that it still is not an adult one. The foretaste of the Great Meeting will give you a joy too, the joy of this Meeting when you will be taken on the Top, where you are waited always.
In the spiritual growth and maturation as well as in the physical one, there are the poisons which can retard and stop the growth, but the wholesome "substances" - hasten it. In the spiritual life there are peculiar "poisons", peculiar "vitamins" and "elixirs of life". You (men and women) are free independently to choose.
The brilliant Top of the Highland waited and is waiting for you always. There are all of the things, which you missed here, about which it is not possible to tell in words, although the Hindus tried to express it in the three words: Sat-Chit-Ananda, that is, the Existence, the Consciousness, the Bliss.
And if you have read this book to the end, you are ready for the seeking and give hope.
And if with joy and participation you have read this book, then you give a great hope as a seeker.
Now let us address to our One God by name is according to your faith. If you are a Muslim - call Him - Allah. If you are an Israelite - call Him Elohim or Jehovah. If you are a Christian - address to the Blessed Trinity or to Jesus Christ.
Ask for forgiveness for your sins what you remember and what you don't remember.
Thank Him for the joys and for the griefs and for the fact, that you are reading these lines.
Ask Him let He would indicate at your mistakes, what you don't see.
Ask Him that He would help you to investigate in the questions, which you get stuck in, both in the noticed ones and in the not noticed.
Ask Him that He would give you a joy, which will strengthen your faith, for there is not neither death nor grief, if the great faith is there.
Remember that Jesus Christ said one day: "desire spiritual gifts..." Ask from the Lord these gifts, not to "play magic", but for the strengthen your faith. The faith will give you a rescue, the faith will give you a joy, the faith will give you forces to survive and to hold out among the enemies. A blind faith in absurdity, as a kind of the self-denial may fail in our turbulent epoch, although in the past it helped. Let your faith will be based on the Love, on the reason and on the intuition.
And I don't bid farewell with you, because I believe: we will meet at the Top where all will merge together, where we will get all what here we felt homesick for and furthermore, and we will taste what even we didn't dream about.
And we will perceive the Significance of the Being, What the trees tell about, keeping silent, What the birds pipe about, What the streams and waterfalls enjoy themselves about. We will perceive Something What is penetrating all the space, all the time and anything what exists besides them.
And let it keeps you this Name of the Most High in whom you trust.
Amen.

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It was translated into English in the 3 of May 2013.