She Shines

Лестат Лионкур
  She's here.
Without fail you'll notice her in the rainy day.She goes barefoot on the puddles with head lifted up to the sky.
She Loves rain.
But you don't like it 'cause she's always sad in such rainy days.When once you asked her about reason of her sadness she answered:
''Sky always have been seeing human sufferings and it  cries about us.''
And at this moment you can see how something shines inside her...
  Without fail you'll see her in  snowfall.She'll jump from happiness like a child.She Loves snow.And you Love her...Love when she puts out the tongue catching snowflakes.You look at it with sadness wishing to be one of these snowflakes which faced death this way...
You look at how she strokes snowy cover saying that snowy blancket covered earth for a while like cleaning it from sins.You see how tears thickens on her cheeks changing into ice.She's sorry about that snow can't wash human sins.And at that moment you can see how she shines.
   Without fail you'll see her in the usual day.Girl watching at the sky.All the people will go past her watching up with wish to see a thing which so interested her.She Loves to take photos of the sky.As she said,she just looks at the photos of ''her Blue Sky'' when she's sad and sometimes it makes her calm down.
  She Loves drawing.She always laugh when you say that her paints are beautiful.
''Do you know who is the greatest painter in the world?''-asked she.And you don't know what to answer.
''It's God.Just look at this Sky!Indeed,He is the greatest of all the painters!''
You can't understand it.But her glowing smile makes you smile back.
  But there are also another days...When she goes whole the days with thoughtful look.Her eyes reflects emptiness and face...with concentration to her thoughts.She seems like falling into trance.You're sad in such days but it's more better than days when she sit without moving and cry whole the time.You looks at her eyes which reflects pain and you wanna die.She says that Darkness takes her in it's hugs but you don't hear her...
At such moments she hides from the world with her black wings and you can hear only her sobbing.
  You see how light inside her goes out.And you're powerless to do something.World takes away her light killing herself.
  But you'll remember such her forever...such...glowing.
  She shines like a flower in your head...