The Confession

Максимилиан Агнэлий
People often perceive others as themselves, according to their own way
of thinking...
Your life is filled with prayer and love to God's heart, but you
cannot give it to other people, show and explain, because these are
your most intimate feelings, the secret...
The world considers love to God as something vicious, invalid,
something that cannot be because it is impossible...
In the best case, you will be taken for a dreamer, a visionaire
thinker, an outcast or someone strange and to be feared of...
Love to the one God for them is judgement, the secret exposure of
their darkness...
They cannot  believe that you, made from flesh and looking like them,
may love and communicate with something invisible, what they neither
feel nor know
...
But you believe and know God not by the mind of flesh, but by the
spirit. Although flesh, brain and mind know their Creator, but, living
far from His light, cannot come in touch with His spirit and become
sighted...
They think it is enough to have eyes and see
day and night, bodies of the living and their deeds...
But ask them if they may communicate with Him, loving and Merciful
...
The best they can say is that they are created and loved by Him... and
then they run away to their dreamland...

And the Creator and His Spirit are left behind, forgotten..
So do many religious communities and their leaders... So they teach,
not by words, but by the way of thinking...
Oh the mind of the soul, you always resist the Spirit of the One God...
Therefore the Creator testifies upon you of His wisdom by the
craziness of the sermon, by the insane crucifix of His Son and the
lives of those like Him...
You will say - those like Him are noble, look like angels of light,
are greeted in the gatherings and loved in society...

But the life of the Crucified's children often contradicts you, oh the
world of soul...
You will say - this is light! The Spirit will leave your light and your rules...
You will say - this is darkness and death... but the spirit will enter
that hell and resurrect there...
Don't you think, oh the cruel-hearted world, that you can be saved by
My law given to you so that you wouldn't completely turn into a fierce
merciless beast...


Therefore I will praise those who dashed himself upon the law given to
you and fell into My arms, for they understood in their hearts there
is no holiness
outside Me...
And you, the silly world, will laugh at My face by the mouths of the
proud, and will not come to know My mercy, because you are not gifted
with that -
 you will turn away from words of love and truth
...
Yes, Father, Your word will not decrease, You will lead Your forechosen children
 from the Vale of Siddim.
Oh the Spirit of the Inconceivable, only You are our support, the
support of the weak amongst the proud and strong in his wisdom  world,
for it becomes tense in its pride and
turns to stone in its mind, and considers it truth
...
Amen.

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