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§±§Ú§ê§Ú, §Ò§â§Ñ§ä§Ó§Ñ, §Ñ§Õ§â§Ö§ã, §Ù§ß§Ñ§é§Ú§ä, §Ù§Ñ§á§Ú§ã§í§Ó§Ñ§Û: §®§à§ã§Ü§Ó§Ñ. §ª§ß§Ö§Ü§ã§Ñ §ß§Ö §Ù§ß§Ñ§ð! §®§Ñ§Ý§Ñ§ñ §¢§Ö§Ù§Ü§à§Ý§Ò§Ñ§ã§ß§Ñ§ñ. §¥§à§Þ, §é§ä§à §ß§Ñ §å§Ô§Ý§å (§Õ§Ñ §ä§Ñ§Þ §Ú §Ö§ã§ä§î §Ó§ã§Ö§Ô§à §à§Õ§Ú§ß!). §²§å§ê§Ú§ä§ã§ñ §Ó§Ö§Õ§î §Ó§ã§Ö! §£§â§Ö§Þ§ñ-§ä§à, §à§ß§à §ß§Ú§é§Ö§Ô§à, §Ò§Ý§Ú§ß, §ß§Ö §ë§Ñ§Õ§Ú§ä. §±§à§ë§Ñ§Õ§í §ß§Ö §Õ§Ñ§Ö§ä!
§£§ç§à§Õ §ã§à §Õ§Ó§à§â§Ñ, §ä§Ñ§Þ §æ§Ý§Ú§Ô§Ö§Ý§Ö§Ü §Ö§ë§Ö §ä§Ñ§Ü§à§Û §ã§ä§Ñ§â§à§â§Ö§Ø§Ú§Þ§ß§í§Û (§ß§à §ã§ä§à§Ú§ä, §ã§Ó§à§Ý§à§é§î, §ß§Ö §â§å§ê§Ú§ä§ã§ñ, §Ü§Ñ§Ü §Ó§ã§Ö §Ü§â§å§Ô§à§Þ!). §©§ß§Ñ§ä§ß§à §ã§ä§â§à§Ú§Ý§Ú! §±§à§Þ§à§Û§Ü§Ñ §ä§à§Ø§Ö §á§å§ä§Ö§Ó§Ñ§ñ §Ú §Ó§í§Ó§Ö§ã§Ü§Ñ, §Þ§à§ñ, §Þ§à§Ý "§¬§à§à§á§Ö§â§Ñ§ä§Ú§Ó §®§Ö§Õ§Ú§è§Ú§ß§ã§Ü§Ú§Û §º§Ñ§ß§ã". §£§ã§Ö §é§Ö§ã§ä§î §á§à §ã§à§Ó§Ö§ã§ä§Ú, §Ü§Ñ§Ü §Ó §¡§æ§â§Ú§Ü§Ö! §¯§å, §Ñ §Õ§Ñ§Ý§î§ê§Ö, §â§à§Ò§ñ, - §Ó §á§à§Õ§Ó§Ñ§Ý, §Ù§ß§Ñ§é§Ú§ä, §ã§á§å§ã§Ü§Ñ§Û§ä§Ö§ã§î (§ñ §ä§Ñ§Þ §ß§Ñ §á§à§Ý§ã§ä§Ñ§Ó§Ü§Ú §Ü§à§é§Ö§Ô§Ñ§â§à§Þ - §Ø§Ú§ä§î-§ä§à §ß§Ñ§Õ§à!). §ª §Ó§à§ä §à§ß §á§Ö§â§Ö§Õ §Ó§Ñ§Þ§Ú, §ñ, §Ù§ß§Ñ§é§Ú§ä, §±§â§à§ç§Ú§ß§Õ§Ö§Ö§Ó §¶§Ö§Õ§à§â - §Õ§à§è§Ö§ß§ä.
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§¥§Ñ! §¯§Ñ§ã§é§Ö§ä §æ§Ñ§Þ§Ú§Ý§Ú§Ú-§ä§à §Þ§à§Ö§Û. §²§Ö§ê§Ú§Ý §ñ §Ü§Ñ§Ü-§ä§à §â§Ñ§Ù §à§Ò§Þ§Ñ§ç§ß§å§ä§î §Ö§Ö, §å§Ø §à§é§Ö§ß§î §ß§Ö§Ü§à§ä§à§â§í§Þ, §Ü§à§ä§à§â§í§Ö... §å§ç§à §â§Ö§Ø§Ö§ä §ã §ß§Ö§á§â§Ú-§Ó§í§é§Ü§Ú (§Ó§ã§Ö §Ø§Ö, §Õ§à§è§Ö§ß§ä). §±§à§ê§Ö§Ý §ñ, §Ù§ß§Ñ§é§Ú§ä, §â§Ö§Ò§ñ§ä§Ñ, §Ó §©§¡§¤§³! §¯§Ö, §Ô§à§Ó§à§â§ñ§ä, §å §Ü§à§Ô§à §Ù§Ñ §á§ñ§ä§å§ð §á§Ö§â§Ö§Ó§Ñ§Ý§Ú§Ý§à (§ã§å§Õ§Ú§Þ§à§ã§ä§î, §Ó §ã§Þ§í§ã§Ý§Ö), §ä§à§Þ§å, §Ô§à§Ó§à§â§ñ§ä - §ß§Ö §Þ§Ö§ß§ñ§Ö§Þ! §´§Ñ§Ü§Ú§Ö §á§ã§í! (§¯§à §Ú §Ú§ç §á§à§ß§ñ§ä§î §Þ§à§Ø§ß§à!).
P.S. §¡ §Ó§ã§Ö §Ø§Ö §Ø§Ñ§Ý§î, §Ò§â§Ñ§ä§Ó§Ñ, §é§ä§à §Ý§Ú§é§ß§à §ß§Ö §Ù§ß§Ñ§Ü§à§Þ
§³ §¡§Ý§Ñ§ß§à§Þ §ñ, §Ü §á§â§Ú§Þ§Ö§â§å, §¹§å§Þ§Ñ§Ü§à§Þ.
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§¥§Ñ §Ó§Ö§Õ§î §Ü§Ñ§Ü §á§à§Ù§ß§Ñ§Ü§à§Þ§Ú§ê§î§ã§ñ-§ä§à? §¦§Ø§Ö§Ý§Ú §Ú§Ù §Ù§Ñ§Ô§â§Ñ§ß§à§Ü §ß§Ö §Ó§í§Ý§Ö§Ù§Ñ§ð§ä, §Ñ §Þ§à§Ø §Ú §ß§Ñ §ä§ð§â§î§Þ§Ñ§ç §Ü§ä§à §å§Ø§Ö... §¬§ä§à §Ú§ç §Ù§ß§Ñ§Ö§ä? §®§à-§ê§Ö§ß§ß§Ú§Ü§Ú §Ó§ã§Ö - §Ü§Ñ§Ü §ß§Ú §Ü§â§å§ä§Ú! §¡ §á§â§Ö§ã§ã§Ñ §á§à§Þ§Ñ§Ý§Ü§Ú§Ó§Ñ§Ö§ä (§ß§Ñ §Ó§ã§ñ§Ü§Ú§Û §ã§Ý§å§é§Ñ§Û!)
§¿§ç, §Ø§Ú§Ù§ß§î §ä§í §Þ§à§ñ, §á§à§ã§ä§í§Ý§Ñ§ñ! §ª§Ý§Ú, §Ü§Ñ§Ü §Ô§à§Ó§à§â§ñ§ä §á§â§Ú§Ó§à§Ý§Ø§ã§Ü§Ú§Ö §ß§Ö§Þ§è§í: "§¯§ª§·§´ §£§¦§©§µ§·§¦§²!"
§²§Ö§Ò§ñ§ä§Ñ, §á§â§Ú§Ö§Ù§Ø§Ñ§Û§ä§Ö!
§¶§Ö§Õ§à§â §±§â§à§ç§Ú§ß§Õ§Ö§Ö§Ó (§Õ§à§è§Ö§ß§ä).
07.07.1990 - 10.07.1991