The night of 5th - 6th April 2001
I was lived in my second husband RFS's house. He had domestic violance habits, and I had run away from this house sometimes, saving my life.
It had happened at 5th April 2001.
He had moved to my side to beat me in my head, as he had this his habit of domestic violance. I had run away from the house on the street. I was queck enough to save my life. But I was not queck enough to take my warm coat with me. It was cold to stay outside on the street, it was cold and rainy.
My second husband had stayed near the glass window in our door, he had made his face, he had made "a nose" with his palms, saying happily "Ee ee!" - he was happy to be queck enough to closed the front door, so I was not able to go inside to pick my warm coat.
I was weared one light summer top, jeans, trainings.
I had came to a police to ask their help to me to return back to the house, but I had changed my mind here, as I did not wanted to stay in this house with a wicked male. So, I had moved away.
I was walked on a road. I had founded two male jackets, lied down here on the road after a car crash, and I had put these male jackets on me.
Later I have a time to be on the Rufford Park. I have not money to buy any drink or meal, but I was here in the safety.
It was a dark already. I had started to walk back in my house. I was sure that my second husband will kill me on my return, and I was saying my last "Good Bye!" to this word.
I was near a small river. It was dark, only starts were being bright on the sky.
Suddenly all starts had started to move in one direction, and it was a silence around, only them and me. They had flyed under my head, stopped for one small moment of time and moved away, as all had said their "Good bye!" and "Welcome!" for me.
They had been as alive for me. I had sang the Russian song about soldiers, whom had became to be white cranes after their death.
I was walked to my house. It was a police car near our house. My husband had changed his mood to kill me for a mood to find me and to return back to him, he had called to a police for the help to find me.
I had came inside. He had changed his mood already, he had not beat me in my head.
I had divorced with my second husband later, prefered to choice of my safety and as something was broken from his habit inside me, I had losted my trust to him. He was not a wicked male for all times, he had plenty good sides too. I had worked hard as his wife, tried to change his habits. But it was not possble for the adult.
We had divorced, I hope, it was better for each.
I had remembered this night 5-6 April 2001 for these flying moving starts on the sky. I was thinking that all starts are alive. I was lived with this secret about flying starts under my head at one night later.
Later one person had said me that it was a natural event to see "the atmosphera lens". That if an air stays on the some place for the day, it has warmed by sun for a day and ends of this air have become to be more colder, moving and it may be an effect of atmosphera lens - all starts become to move for a observer.
One person had said to me, that he had looked the some events as moving stars on the sky, but the first he had looked the plenty moving object on the screen of a radar. He had went out to find what it was and so he had looked for moving stars on the sky.
But I am not sure, that moving stars from the natural event of "the atmosphera lens" would be as moving objects on the screen of radar. So, may be there are two diffrent events with the similar effect for the observer.
I had looked for this event couple times more for my life later.
The first time was at night of 5th-6th April 2001. Stars had become to be as alive for me as for observer.
Now I do know the right explanation for this events, but I have not losted my feelings that starts are alive.
Инна,
Eanna Inna Balzina-Balzin (Инна Бальзина-Бальзин)